This Semester Has Begun..

Haiii..assalamualaikum..

New semester has begun..last semester was :

Academically : GREAT!!!ALHAMDULILLAH.. J

Personally : Not so good..Alhamdulillah.. :’)

But all I can say is I thank and grateful for all that..God has taught me on how to live on my own..He taught me that I shouldn’t just trust and giving chance to people whom already hurt me mentally..

He showed me His power..all the thing that he mention in the holy Quran is Right! I keep on believing on Him more and more.. I want to share what is that He showed me..

He once said that and it sounds like this “those who don’t perform their prayer for Subuh and Isyak’ are MUNAFIKIN..”

Damn He is right.. I saw that person..and of course He keep on making me giving my endless gratitude towards Him..

I just don’t care of what whores are talkin bad about me..i just don’t really care..

Okayyyyy..forget about that last semester story..now let me tell ya’ll about this semester..

Actually..i’m not ready yet for this semester but..whatever..challenge accepted! Life is not a thrill without a challenge or a force of doing something..so I started this semester..

With 5 FST subjects and 1 Statistic subject! 20 credit hour.. I just can’t let another 3 credit hour in for Organic Chemistry or Calculus I ..

So I took a brave decision to take those 2 subject in my final year..and I hope I can make this through..with all this subject and graduate ON TIME!! Ameen …. *finger’s crossed*

Eventhough I got no mood for all this..but I will find the mood and make the mood..so it started with this blog drafting.. J hewhew~

Back In Touch I

Hye assalamualaikum..

So for the post for this time .. ntah la .. ak sbnrnya xda idea sgt..so I was thinking bout telling u the basic  10 things about me .. I think .. but before that .. ak mau crita .. since ak ada mood mau crita ne .. psl ak pnya gay bestie.. actually after ak abs final ari tu .. ak sort of lost contact dgn dea .. after madir sibuk tuduh ak sama dea tu kapel .. haha .. so ..kami lost contact laa ..

But then recently I’ve just got a news from him.. saying that he’s doing good, jobless, waiting for graduate/convocation ceremony.. just helping his parents buat stor dkt rumahnya .. haha ..

And he said that my life is sengsara .. haha .. so honest .. u noe wat .. sbb itu la ak ska kwn dgn dea .. why dea ckp life ak sengsara ?? bcuz kmi mcm buat flashback la .. mcm trying to catching up things yg kmi tlepas share … sort of like that laa.. so ak crita la sma dea .. and he as usual .. dgr ja and bg pendapat nya yg sejujur-jujurnya ..

And yeah .. when I shared stories with him I feel safe enough, comfortable, grateful sbb ALLAH kurniakn kwn sbaik dea.. :’) its not that ak x feel safe and comfortable and grateful bla ak dgn c madir .. tp kwn dgn husband lain u noe..

When it comes to gaybestfriend and your husband..of course both of them are the best but vote will be more dkt gaybestfriend bcuz they sense a lot.. unlike husbands.. gay bestfriend aware sgt2 aware tntg their partner-in-crime..they really care about their girlfriend’s feeling.. u know.. hmm .. hard to explain laa .. bkn mau kc mnang dea ka apa .. tp .. u noe what .. why don’t you try .. why don’t you try to have a gay-bestfriend so kamu blh judge then..and u can faham then..

And since I got back in touch with him .. he doesn’t even change a bit..still treat me the same mcm hari pertama kami kenal.. still care,still funny, and of course..still gay.. haha .. tension brabis tu org sma ak sbb ak pnggil dea gay..

Malar dea ckp “ak bukan gay bhaa..ak suka pmpuan bhaaa” hahah .. sorry la bro.. u are more like gay to me .. not ur appearance or what but.. how u treat me tu yg buat kau dpt pengiktirafan terhormat dr aku..u are the second person on earth yg ak pnah panggil bgtu..

Hey Gay-BestFriend !

Nobody Realize About My Existence

Haiii assalamualaikum… hahah.. lama x post kan..bz bha .. aii .. kununn .. hmm .. teda masa mau urus ne blog bbrapa weeks ne .. sbb ada blog baru yg kena urus .. hihi ..

Hmm .. for this time being .. ada la jg bbrapa update yg x smpat mau bgtau .. life routine changes a bit .. not so gradually but change juga la .. frequency ke library mbuat kerja dan research tu bertambah .. so .. emm .. yaa .. ak slalu la sda ke library .. slalu bertapa d ctu utk buat keja .. sbb my schedule for this semester x brapa pack except for Thursday so I think its better if that kekosongan and ke-free-an itu ak isi utk bertapa d dlm library dan buat research utk assignment dan kerja2 lain yg lebih patut .. hmm .. agak rajin jg la .. alhamdulillah .. hokhik..

Oke .. that was first .. enough la .. and lets go to the second one and the byk2 one .. well u know .. crita common laa .. bashing people here and there with my bestie .. haa my bestie skrg change a lot ! now she’s like more aggressive laa .. bila dea x ska dea akan straight forward says that dea x ska .. dea x mcm yg tym sem 1 ak kenal who is more diam and diam and diam .. she’s no longer that girl yg kau blh pijak sesuka hati .. she’s changed since last sem .. all thanks to that incident la yg buatkn dea semakin tegak berdiri .. hahah .. I like her whether she’s cool mcm tym part one or dea yg skrg .. ak x ksah ..

Ak mau crita satu la .. since ak dgn bestie slalu bdua ja dan bgerak ke mana mmg akn bsama specially when it comes about class ..and ak x brapa mau bgaul sgt pun dgn siapa2 sbb “less friend less stress and less shit” so yeah .. and that is fuckin TRUE man !! less shit .. but still annoyed dgn org sekeliling yg lack of kesedaran .. hmm .. hairan la jg kann.. pandai2 smua tp bgtu .. hmm .. ntah la .. malas mau ckp .. mnyinggungkn hati then trus blh jadi emo .. hahah ..

Oke so here’s the thing .. since ak slalu bdua ja and kurang bgaul .. so this sem I found out that I am invisible.. whether ak dlm kelas or not.. people won’t even recognize me .. haha .. so true .. I like that fact but.. it’s kinda hurt juga la bla ari tu ada classmate ne tnya .. so dialog dea mcm ni ..

        Classmate : diba dah ambk BCM blm ?

        Me : dah .. dah ambk dah last sem .. in fact kte ambk smua subjek part 2 last sem .. sma2 ngan               korg..skali kan dgn yg repeat tu .. ambk smua skali .. tp kena ambk OC lg skali laaa~ L

        Classmate : oh yee .. dah ambik OC ?

        Me : kena ambk lg skaliii

        Classmate : oh ye ?? klu nnti ambk OC ambk la dgn miss **** .. dea ajar ktorg last sem .. oke la                       dgn dia.. best ..

        Me  : haa.. tauu .. last sem kan kte satu kelas ..

        Classmate : oh yeke ? diba ade ek ?

        Me : hmm..ade laaa..

        Classmate : oooo … 

Faham tak apa yg ak nak sampai kan kat cni ??? nampak tak ?? and after that I said to my bestie “omg!!so slama ni dorg mmg x pnah sedar la yg aku slama ni satu kelas ngan korg??!!!mann!!!so ape la guna aku dok present psl reaction dkat lab BCM last sem kat dorg ??!!! dorg x nampak ehh???!!!omg!!seriously mannnnnn!!!” and my bestie was just like “ntah laa dorg tuu”

TO BE CONTINUED .. :')

update for March

Weee~ lma sda kan ak x update..emm .. sori arhhh .. bkn xmw , tp xda masa..

Skrg tym cuti sem ne pun ak keja .. aiihh.. manyak penat oo...

Huhu...

Klu dlu update bln mac, ak struggle exam n bz memerangi villain2 d UiTM tuu .. hahahaha ...

Mls ouh d sna .. byk talam! Haha ..

Ak bgus2 mw jd baikk .. d kc jht ak blik .. ehh .. eu deserve it biatch n bastard ! huhayyy !! lama2 ak bosan! Huu..

Tp bgus la jg .. tuhan kc tnjuk sma ak spa dorg yg sbnrnya .. emm .. harap pagar, pagar mkn padi! Gunting dlm lipatan! Duri dlm daging ! nah kmu la sgalanyaaa .. emmm... tp yg bgusnya org2 mcm dorg ne .. blh buat kta lbih bhati2 d masa hadapan dan buatkan kta lg tabah dan cekal utk menghadapi segala dugaan dan cabaran mental .. slain drpd kta tahan pressure study, kta mampu tahan jgk pressure dr dunia khdupan sbnar ne .. nah ambek kau! Ayat essay ak .. haha ..

Emm .. tp true la kan .. bkn mw ckp apa .. tp itu la yg mmg jd dlm khidupan sbnr ne .. dengki mendengki, buruk memburukkan org .. jd batu api, jd batu gosok .. aiihh .. mcm2 la bhaa .. heran jgk ak .. bgus2 xda kerja, snang sda .. mw jg susah2 bha kc ada keja .. emm .. hairan la saya!!!

Ak ne sbnrnya mls sda mw ckp2 apa .. tp skalinya plk ak dpt tw bgtu, nah!! Ambek muuuu !!!!!! ak pn p buat bnda yg sma ... like everybody always says la kann .. KARMA .. apa yg kw buat sma org, akn kena jg blik sma kw makcik oiiii ... naaaa ...

Heii .. sda la .. mls jg mw urus TALAM ne .. buang masa .. x dpt untung pun .. ngiungiu~

Emm .. tu ja update bulan mac..

Ouhh .. ada lg .. abs ja exam ak pulang .. rehat seminggu then keja sma ibu lg balikk .. huu .. tu ja la ..hihi ..

p/s : "You've changed"  ... No! Actually I think the PROPER TERM is "I've stopped trying to please your ass!!"

pengembaraan baru :D

Wee~wee~

Kembali lagi sayaaa .. hoho .. bha.. mw bln 2 sda ne .. x aktif sda ak kn update ne blog .. hmm.. sori la bha arrrhh.. i bz bz laa .. hehe .. lgpun klu mw update, server ne mnxpuji...hihi..

Hmm.. ne kali pnya post ak mw crita psl pengembaraan ku yg bru a aku buat ari tuu .. ari selasa bersamaan 24 january 2012 ..

Bgini bha critanya tuu ... tym tu kan cuti cny.. last day sda cuti.. cadang mw duk2 ja bha tu dlm bilik.. tp yg sbnrnya hati ku pun mcm xtw apa yg sdang dea mw katakan.. bingung2 ne.. eheh..

Skalinya c wani ckp sma ak tym mndi, dea mw p inanam ambk c lieya;roomatenya.. dea tnya2 sma ak(tym mandi ne) how to get there by bus.. so ak ckp ja la.. naek bas TUT tu p terminal,then nek bas p inanam lg..tu bas berenti jg d dkt terminal..then turunla .. wallaaa~ so damn easy right? Haha..

C wani tnya lg whether ak mw ikut ka x.. trus ak ckp la, blh jg..lgpun mcm mw jln jg ne..mw p bli lingerie(bkn apa..lingerie ak kna ‘ambik’ dowh tym kna jemur tuu ari) jd trus dea kata nti la tngahari gtu kta gerak..bhaa..

Tym tengahari. Hari tu hujan. Kmi nek bas,p terminal,nek bas p inanam..dan kami tiba dgn selamatnya. Hehe!berjaya! sgt gembira. Pengembaraan yg sgt seronok. :D

Sementara tnggu cik lieya tu,kmi pun bjln2 la skitar kwsn dkt terminal tu,mkn2 jap.haaa...tym mkn tu best! Huhu..dpt jmpa awang! Awang tu kwn dorg papa.. dea pun tkejut tym nmpk ak d situ.dea pkir ak mw pulang p kunak or vice versa.huhu.senyum dgn sgt lebarnya saya. :D x sngka jmpa awang tym tu.hehe.

Setelah tibanya cik lieya yg d nanti,kmi pun nek bas la lg mw pulang p terminal kunuk balik.skalinya plk..huuu...KAMI SALAH NAEK BAS!!! Bas yg kmi sdang naiki itu MENUJU KE TUARAN! OMA!! Eehhh lek luuu...ak x panic pun..haha..ak lilek jee..kakak2 yg duk dpn kmi tu tnya kmi ne sbnrnya mw ke mna.trus ak btau la. Trus dea ckp,kmu slah nek bas ne n blablabla.. dea btau la cra mw p terminal semula dgn selamatnya..huhu..

Setibanya d tuaran, kmi jln2 lg. Haha. Sda la first tym d tmpt org,sesat lg. Bjln2 la plk d situ..nah.. apa lg , p la kmi bli2 lingerie d sna. Huhu..pastu kmi nek bas yg sepatutnya, n we go back..

Smpi jg dgn selamat d terminal n pulang n tiba dgn selamatnya d UITM KK..haha..

Dan hari tu saya simpulkan sebagai hari yg sgt menyeronokkan saya. :D hoho..

Mcm mw buat lgi la..huh..NEXT TYM mw tersasar la plk ke PAPAR .. huhu.. :D

p/s :: beruang x tw pun yg sya tsasar jauh smpi ke tuaran hari tu.. haha.. klu beruang baca, harap d maafkan ya syg.. :D hee~

it's 2012~

Hmm .. it’s 2012 ordy ..

Sorry arh x update .. ak rsa December teda post bhaa ..

Eeee.. sori arh.. teda tym bha mw on and update..

Hmmm..

Byk bnda yg jd bha since i haven’t update this blog..

Since buka sem baru ..

Hmmm..

First,ak break sda sma inche fikhri akmal..

Second, hubungan ak sma madir yg byk ups and down nya sntiasa bgtu jaa ..hohoh..

Third, ekonomi hdup ak dan family ak x brapa stabil..so,,kna bjimat la..huhu...

Fourth, thanks to madir .. i owe him a lot.. dea byk bntu sya dlm byk aspek specially kewangan..thanks a lot syg..

Fifth, ak dgn madir sda. Since a long time ago.. hohoh..

Oke.. jom ckp psl perkara pertama. Sya dan inche fikhri akmal..

Hmm...cinta d antara kami tidak dapat dipertahankn lagi .. hanya dapat bertahan selama 2 bulan jaa..hmmm... kmi break sebabb...ntah.. dea kc break sejaa gtoo.. mm and last2 ak tw dea c break ak sbb dea kata ak ada lelaki laen.. aishh shial laa... ak mati2 setia sma dea.. dea kata ak gtoo... babi btul ouh lelaki gtuu.. dea yg x pnah contact2 ak utk sbln.. last2 jmpa d kampus, dea x tegur sya then dea text kata ‘break kita’ . oke fine !!

I don’t even need a guy like you okayyy ??!!!!! sgt x rasional la anda ne .. sya syg anda sgt2, setia sma anda, tapi last2? Ini yang anda buat . bha it’s okay . :)akhirnya sya tahu anda orang seperti apa :)

Perkara kedua .. hubungan saya sma madir yg byk ups and down nya sentiasa bgtu jaa.. hohoh ..

Ermmm .. ne beruang .. mmg sgt bkin pnas laa ..huhuhu .. rajin mrajuk nee .. pnah ari tu dea mw pulang dr kota marudu sbb ada toots kunuk d kota marudu .. trus ntah npa tu .. dea mrh2 sma saya ne .. dea bntak2 sya .. aiihh shial la .. trus sya mrajuk smpi seminggu lebih .. sya x answer fon, x reply text.. sya plang kunak pun ari tu sya x btau sma dea .. neeehhhh.. sya btul2 kecik hati ouh sma dea tu ari .. punya la .. last2 c miza jg la yg kc lembut hati spya maafkn dea.. huu.. klu x gara2 c miza, mngkin kmi x contact sda skrg .. hohoho ...

Perkara ketiga, x pyh la sebut .. x pyh crita .. 

Perkara keempat, thanks to madir .. i owe him a lot.. dea byk bntu sya dlm byk aspek specially kewangan..thanks a lot syg..

Ehehemmm ... thanks byk2 la.. xtw bacamana! mw bls dea .. hmm .. stakat ne dea byk bantu laa.. ada bru2 ne ak kna saman bhaa .. tp tkut mw btau mama.. skalinya ak crita la sma dea kan .. trus dea tnya brapa mw d byr tu sman .. ak ckp la rm100 .. trus dea kata nti dea bank in .. astagaaa .. punya la... skalinya bsoknya sya kna urus tu sman , dea p bank in a day before..

Tp last2 x jd jg byr .. sbb tu officer ckp, dea maafkn sya lg .. but no more next tym! so now.. after midterm.. sya pkai baju kurung all the time .. kelas mlm pun sya pkai bju kurung .. hhoho ... demi keselamatan .. x mngapa kannn ... trus madir pun kata pkai la tu duit bikin belanja .. jgn smpi x mkn gra2 mw bjimat ja and gra2 teda duit.. cuz skrg sya sgt bjimat .. so, ya ! u owe jumadir a lot, adibah adrianna !

Perkara terakhir, perkara kelima .. ak dgn madir sda. Since a long time ago.. hohoh..

Yaa .. so true .. xmw komen byk .. anniversary 14 february 2011 .. ntah npa anniversary tu bgtoo .. haha .. ak pun xtw .. sbb kami pun sbnrnya xtw bla kmi ne official .. ak kc jd ja bha tu 14 feb cuz ak teringat yg kmi mw smbut v’tine sma2 .. hohoho.. ehh shiall laa ..

Tp tau la bha kn .. klu budu2 ne.. ahhaha ..abs c madir dlu ada gf laen lagi.. pastu kmi lost contact lg .. dlm 3-4 bulan gtu .. nahhh ... last2 .. bgni.. ak pn x fhm btul .. ahahah ...

But it all goes well even byk halangan laa .. byk gaduh, x miss ouh klu dlm seminggu tu x gduh .. malar gaduh .. huhu .. :D

Bha k la .. sukup la untuk ne ari .. nti2 la lgi arhh .. ihihihi ...adioss !!

Betrayal In Life

I don’t even noe wats goin on skrg nee ... suma jd celaruu .. everything .. relationship, family , friendship ... ak rsa d khianat jaa .. ntah laa ... 

Bf , kwn2 , bff , suma mcm tpu ak jaa .. ntah laa ..thats wat i feel.. honestly ..

Frankly speaking ,  ak rsa mcm ak mw pergi ja dr suma nee .. mls mw hdup d dunia yg pnuh dgn org yg sntiasa khianat .. hurmmm ...

Budak gmuk ari tu ckp dea xda awek .. tp ari tu ak nmpk dea bwk awek plk .. hurmm ... tpu ..

Kwn ckp they will stay wit me no matter wat .. tp dorg backstab ak .. hurmmm ..

He ckp he will love me n will never leave me .. tp npa sda brapa lama ak x pnah dgr crita dr dea .. no text, no phone calls, no poke, no wall-write, not even reply on mw wall post .. hmm ... rsa mw remove jaa relationship tuu ... ak xtw pun apa jd skrg ne between us .. hmmm ...

Hurmmm ...

All i can rely onto now is SD .. dea jaa .. ntah npa .. when bad things come , he will always be wit me .. no one knows me better other than him .. he cares for me when ak rsa ak xda tmpt utk bgantung .. tym org suma x pduli dgn ak , dea slalu ada ..

Knpa ? knpa dea slalu dtg tym2 ak sdiy jaa ?? dea xtw ka klu dea buat gni, ak akn rsa bslah and suma hal ne akn buat ak tmbh bharap dgn dea .. ak xmw jd kan dea skdr kwn ak tym2 ak sedih ja ..  ak xmw dea rsa gtuu and ak xmw buat dea gtuu .. ak slalu buat dea gtuu .. dea mcm x ksah pun ... hurmmm ...

Jgn treat ak tlampau baik bha SD .. ak x pnah layan kw sebaik ini ... ak slalu jht sma kw .. pliss...jht la dgn ak .. treat me equally as i treat u .. pliss ..


urmmm .. 


kmu pkir ak xtw ka yg kmu tu tpu ak ??!! eh ak tw laa .. kan ak sda ckp , i know things .. eventhough ak xmw tw bnda tuu, ak akn tw jg no matter wat ... hurh ... useless laa slama nee ckp .. forever ... kitai kw ja tuu ...tpu ja suma tuu ... urmmm ... mls laa .. 

ENOUGH WITH THE FAKE !

p/s : ne psl la ak bnci cuti lma2 .. byk bnda ak blh nmpk, blh tw, blh dpt tahu .. hurmm .. tp klu x cuti , x best pulakk ... hurmmm ... sda laa .. :'(

uL & the babiesS !

Ak ada kawan baru ! ooppss !! correction ! ak ada bestie baru ! my group baru is ....

BrothArs and siSTARs !

Atau slalu d pnggil

UL2 and UL2 babies !!

UL2 ne yg Brothers .. lelaki .. why UL2 ?? sbb nma dorg d blkg msti ada UL blkg dea .. dorg ne mula2 ada 4 org ja .. famie, mirin, jirul, sharul ... skalinya msuk 3 org .. fikhri , mac , KG .. dorg 3 org ne xda UL blkg dorg .. skalinya UL2 yg 4 ne baek la ltak UL blkg nma dorg .. fikhri baek punya nma d kc nma fakhrul ! machairey jd machairul ..hafizzie aka KG d kc jd kjuL ..  ahahahah !!! gla la .. msti kmu tnya kn npa tu famie and mirin xda pun UL blkg dorg .. ada.. kmu ja yg x nmpk .. cba tgk btul2 .. ada tu UL blkg nya ..

Hah ? x nmpk lagi ? aisshh .. mmg pndek la umur kmu ne .. ahhaa .. cni ak c tnjuk ! urgh . tu pun x blh nmpk.

Famie = abdul Rashid

Mirin = khairulamirin

Nah .. tu ada UL .. kan kan kan ?? heheh ... and .. that is why they are called the UL2 .. ada 7 org suma : famie, mirin, sharul, jirul, fakhrul, mac , KG ! 6 suma kn ? heheh ..

Now ! lemme story bout siSTARs ! my siSTARs ! J

siSTARs ne ada 4 org ja .. Erica, ainatul, miera, dieybha .. kmi ne .. bkn mw bangga dri la .. kmi ne UL2 babies .. hihi .. stands for kesayangan UL2 .. 4 of the UL2 ada partner d siSTARs.. mirin, jirul, famie and fakhrul ! heheh ... UL2 cares about siSTARs ! ea ka ? care ka ? care ka ea ? hahah .. that’s why la nma UL2 babies ne wujud .. huhu ...

best gla dgn dorg ne .. one thing yg mmg significant dgn kmi ada lah .. kmi akan sentiasa bersama x kira kemana .. kami ke tandas b’sama , bljr, mkn, tdur, and so on .. we will stay up till morning together .. we share everything .. we cry together , we laugh together , pnat together .. alah ! yg pntg sumanya la together bha ..

ne ak upload pic utk tatapan korg ..

bkn snang ne ak mw ltak gmbr dlm blog ne (of course bcoz of smthg shitx yg pnah jd dlu .but i upload it anyway ..so bullshitters , mind to copy my freakin fantastic photos so that you can use as a toilet paper !)

 

jan mw batabiatxx !!!!!

ada org ckp2 kwn ak .. n ak , oficially trasa jg klu kwn ak yg d ckp .. bcuz i consider they r part of me ..

hurmmm ... gni la .. snang ckp .. ak mmg x ska ne .. ak mmg x ska keadaan ne .. apa brg bha ne maen2 ckp blkg .. jan la .. aishh ...

ak blh diam lg smlm .. skalinya ak bca kmu punya post tu .. mention psl adab .. huh ! ak oke lae .. skalinya .. comment said " kta d klas , bkn d club "

ayat itu ja .. ak pns trus .. mw ja ak p bls komen kmu tu says " apa club2 ne .. klu x pnah pjak itu club, jan mw pndi2 ckp psl adab class-club sgala bagai .. apa kmu tw ? jan mw trepp larh .. prangai kmu mcm sial oke .. ckp2 gni .. bgs lae msuk club bt prangai sgala bagai dpd men tikam2 bgni .. bulan puasa bha ne .. jan mw pkir prasaan kmu ja .. org len pun ada prasaan la .. BULAN PUASA , KENA JAGA MULUT MINAH OYY !!!

ak sbar ja ne .. post ja d blog .. x dpt thn .. that is why ...

klu ak x sbr , mang lma sda ak redah men balas d fb ... ak still consider kmu kwn , that is why ak diam .. bising stakat d blog .. klu ak x consider kwn , mmg lma sda ak gerak ..

btw , apa ja la yg  buat kmu smpai kmu ckp gtu ? adab apa yg d bt smpi d ckp club ? hurmm .. dressing ? still b'lengan pnjang n bttup .. gaya kmi ? hurmmm ... kmi still jga batas .. so ?? apa ??

club ???? gua pantang bla lu ckp2 club ne ... jan mw batabiat sna arh .. klu x puas ati , ckp dpn2 .. jan smpi ak p pksa kmu bckap .. mcm sial dowh prangai ! betina btl !

it's been a long tym !

Lama suda kn ak x update ne .. haha .. punya la lama .. brapa bln sda .. huuu ... tw la bha org bru kuar dr hutan .. kn ak PLKN .. skalinya plk dpt UiTM .. pre-science .. tpksa pegi .. buat penangguhan d PLKN .. sedih jg ..

Tp oke bha jg cni .. even ada jg org sombong mcm babi .. haha .. bnci ouh org gtu .. xpa la .. yg pntg kwn2 ak oke .. dpt bbrapa kwn bru ..

Hari pertama mmg nanges gla2 la .. ahahah .. mati2 bha mw blik .. mw cancel kunun penangguhan, blik plkn kasi abis latihan, nti abs latihan, bru p uitm .. ahahahha .. apa la .. aduii ..

Skalinya sda jmpa c tahir,knal classmate, ada roommate .. trus diam .. xda sda apa2.. bkn bha .. dlu kn .. first2 dtg cni.. mmg blur.. xtw apa2 ne .. sda la org d cni masing2 dgn hal dorg .. ak sndri ja .. xda org ak knal.. pling2 c tahir ja ak knal cni.. nah .. dea tu lelaki .. klu dea pmpuan tu.. mmg lma sda ak seret dea ke mana2 ..

Bru ak ne mmg jenis yg x blh bdikari bha kn .. ckit2 ibu, abg, and skrg.. ada tmbhn sda .. c tahir ! ahahah .. apa la .. kesian c tahir .. blik2 dea jd mangsa .. nah .. sepa suruh .. dea ja yg pling dkt dgn ak yg ak knl .. nahh .. ambik mu !

Mmg la .. ada kwn ku jg .. tp xda yg blh ak hrp btul bha .. dea ja kn yg ak knal lma sda .. nah .. dea ja la ..

Kesian jg bha klu d pkir blik .. ak ne blik2 kc susah dea ja .. hurmmm ...

Tahir, mnta maaf .. ak ne mang slalu kc ssah kw bha kn .. dr dlu lg .. 

terima kasih 'K.A.W.A.N'

serius la ak ckp . ak x blh mw maen kias2 bha . klu ak mw ckp , ak ckp ja trus . mnta maaf klu kmu trasa . tp trus trg ak ckp . buat masa ini, ak anggap kmu ne kwn xda gna !
sanggup kmu kn tgk kwn ssh bgni . snang2 kw lpas tgn gni . kw x sdar ka kerugian ngan malu yg kmi tpksa tanggung . oke . mgkin bukan kami . tp DEA . kmu x sdar ka perbuatan kmu yg SANGAT la BERTANGGUNGJAWAB dan BERTAMADUN ini membawa kepada 1000 'keuntungan' kpd kwn kmu . heissh ! pnat kias .
cni la . maen straight 4ward seja la ..

kau memang tiada guna ! shit kw bha ! sial ! x penah2 ak jmpa org mcm kw ! kimak kw bha ! kw mmg btul2 la manusia pling manank sial nya d dunia ! arrgghh ! sakit atiku ma kw bha !

bgni la kwn .... mmg bgni caranya klu bkwan .. okeoke ! bgni kn cranya kta bkwan . oke ! pham sua ak rntak mu . aku ikut caramu . oke kawan .

i'm killin eu slowly .

Hatred comes from the heart; contempt from the head; & neither feeling is quite within our control.

PENJELASAN !

penjelasan untuk beberapa hal antara aku dan org laen .

Adibah Adrianna & SD

nothing serious really . have you watched the movie “No Strings Attached” ? kmi mcm tu . mnggunakn ssama sndri utk kpntgan masing2 . plus, ak snang bla dgn dea . it’s like magic . hilang prob ku . he knows how to make me laugh . right when I want to slap him for his naughtyness, he make me laugh and feel like want to make the moment last forever . I never fell in love with him . aku juz suka dengan dea . suka hangout. and yes! panggilan kmi mcm couple. but, we’re not. and I don’t know if we are. nanti la aku tnya dea ya apa sebenarnya kami ne. hehe .

Adibah Adrianna & Scooterist Madyer

xda pa2 jg. kawan2 ja. kenal bulan January. but then, friendship kmi hancur lebur bln lalu. means on April. aku pun xtw apa punca sebenarnya persahabatan kami hancur lebur. aku x penah harap bnda ne jd. dea kata dea jealous la ma BossQue Paling Poyo la, x blh trima la hubunganku dgn SD . hey nigga ! kau apaku ouh mw jeles and x blh trima apa2 yg aku buat ne ??!!! urrgghh ! fuckin nigga ! napa aku panggil kau nigga ne ? cuz I feel I want to ! tension gla aku dgn kau ne . xpa. aku redha jg dgn apa yg jadi dgn persahabatan kita ne. aku harap kau bahagia la dgn semua yg kau buat. carik la keja bgus2 . kau jg yg snang klu kau ada keja, byk duit. mcm SD , he’s improving. xkn slamanya mak bapak kta tanggung dri kta.

relationship d fb ? ya. mmg ada relationship d fb. dlu. Engaged . tp semua tu main2 ja. nick kmi : papa-baby. xda pa2 jg tu. nothing happen. JUST FRIENDS ! USED TO BE friends !

Adibah Adrianna & Putra Saiko

dea..dea..dea..apa ya? an ex ? a hubby ? dunno. kwn biasa ja kali. aku pun xtw. we used to be together. and those time are the sweetest time. he loves me really. but something happened and I can’t accept it. aku menghilangkan diri dari dia buat 4 bulan. aku betul2 x blh accept apa yg jd. betul la katanya, bla kta syg org tu, jgn syg dea spenuh hati, simpan sedikit kebencian agar bila nanti sesuatu jadi, kta xkn kecewa.. dan sekarang, aku kembali menunjukkan diriku sendiri. I unblock, he add. we’re friend back on Facebook. and the rest is history.. aku sendiri xtw d mna titik letaknya hubungan kami ne.

siapa lae kmu mw tw ? btau ja . aku explain . lu tnya , gua jwb ! :D

kenapa ne ???

HEY ! wassup ! waitin for tomorrow , and I’ll be leavin !

wee~ x sbr sya mw tnggalkn tmpt ne bha . buhsan sua .

ngee~ sya mw komplen satu bnda ne .

wui . x than ak d c bgni bha !!! xku suka d c bgni . jan bgni bha! tlg la ea .

lyan la ak bgus2 bha . sjak bla ak x lyan kw bgus2 ne smpi kw buat bgni ma ak ?

aisshh . x pnah2 ak rsa bgni . npa jua ne ? klu ada smthg wrong, btau la.

kta bincang bgus2 . bkn bgni. ari tu kw ada ckp kn sbb kw bgni , I thought bnda ne sua settle. skalinya , lngsung xda ! mcm x settle . ok fine ! klu kw xmw contact ma ak lg, ak x kisah. tp, btau la .. jan buat org bgni .

laen2 ak rsa . maybe kw xtw yg ak ne jnis org yg xska lose a friendship . it feels like hell !

I’ve did wat eu want , I’m willing to do anything as long as it can heal our friendship !

ak x blh gni trus bha . aisshh . laen ak rsa . tlg la .

x tenang ak . ssh ati ku sbb kwn ku ada yg bgni ..

gazillion thanks to ..

alhamdulillah .. syukur ya allah .. kau telah berikan aku keputusan yang baek ini ..

thank a lot to ::

cikgu2 yang ajar ak slama 2 tahun utk SPM ..

- guru bahasa melayu yg tersayang = cikgu rasnah
- guru bahasa inggeris yg dihormati = madam clarice n madam ahlescia
- guru sejarah yg penuh kesabaran = cikgu sulaha
- guru matematik yg cool = madam hun n miss lee
- guru pen. islam yg rilek je = ustazah siti azizah n ustaz johan
- guru LK yg sempoi n blurr = mr nadzif , mr ridwan n mr azilah
- guru chemistry yg steady = mr wong
- guru physics yg 'xpe' = miss fadilah
- guru additional mathematics yg cute = mr hapide

and all kwn2 yg slalu support ak ..
family ..
my exes yg keep on support ak ..
and ..
special thanks to all my HATERS ..

tanpa korang semua .. aku xkn dpt result yg baek ne .. even ada G sebijik ! hiii ...

INTRODUCING ......

aku ada geng rapat baru ... ahahah .....

this is for eu geng rapat baru ... :)

I am thankful for laughter, except when milk comes out of my nose

Maturity is a bitter disappointment for which no remedy exists, unless laughter can be said to remedy anything

Since you get more joy out of giving joy to others, you should put a good deal of thought into the happiness that you are able to give

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid

Love one another and you will be happy. It’s as simple and as difficult as that

I would thank you from the bottom of my heart, but for you my heart has no bottom

hUrMmM....

ko tau ka??

ak rsa ak suka ngan sum1 ne..

tp ak xtau lau dea ska ngan ak jugak....

lagipun dea 2 player wa....

ssah mo pcaya...

tkut plak ak...

kwn suma bg sokongan padu kapel ngan dea....

tp tkut b2l ak...

manatau...

lau ea la kmi jadi kapel kan..

...

dea men2 kn ak ja...

sedeynya la wa 2....

ak ne mo kapel yg 1 skul wa ngan ak...

yg slalu dkat ngan ak....

ada slalu....

....

ssahnya kn cari kapel yg bg2....

suda la muka jelek...

mcm ja ada yg mau ngan ko wa...

jatuh bha suda saham ak ne....

manada laek yg mo ngan ak...

.....

psal ak ngan c munir???

ssah udah kmi ne...

mcm ssah uda mo d save hubungan kmi ne....

change wa udah dea...

len mcm uda...

2 la wa kn llaki....

suda dpt, trus dorg tgal ja...

sedeynya ak....

pdhal syg mo mampus da ak ne kat dea...

tp dea wat bg2 ngan ak....

aduhhhhh......

sakitnya....

hanis kata sblm ko d tnggal,bgus ko yg kac tnggal...

tp ak tkut wa...

bkan ak tkut c p2s dea....

ak tkut ak single...

ak tkut juak apa la yg ak wat lau ak x ngan dea....

hanis kata lae...

lau jodoh 2 sama2 juak 2....

................

aduh.......

apa la ak mo wat ne....

mo kapel ngan dea ka?????

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ak bnci ngan kwn yg mkn kwn taw!!!
dsar ko sial!!!
puki mu la c2 yg gtal b2l!!!
mo ngan laki org!!!
crik la laki sndri!!!
jan mo jgk b'gtal ngan laki org!!
lelaki ne pun 1...
bodoh kaw babi!!!
mcm ja bini mu x mengasi puas ko!!!
nah!!
sama ja kmu 2-2 tu.....
budus!!!
mals ak mo ckp byk...
ko pkir la sndri...
slama ini ku tatang ko bgi minyak yg pnuh...
last2 ko wat ak plak bgni....
dsr ko xtaw d untung......
putus kwn la kta law bg2...
dis isn't da first tyme arh ko wat like dis....
napa jugak???
ska b2l ka ko ngan laki ku????
nah...
ambk la dea....
b'antam la kmu puas2 c2....
mlas da ak mo memikir!!
x pyh la uda ko msej2 ak...
x pyah la uda kta jmpa & connecting...
dsar ko backstabber!!!!
xda gna pnya kwn!!!!

sial ko!!!!!
ko tikam ak dr blkg....
never thought.....
3 years of friendship....
last2...
ne jd nya....