akulah kekasih yg x d anggap tuh ... hurmm..

aku mentari tapi tak menghangatkanmu

aku pelangi tak memberi warna di hidupmu

aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu

aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan

selalu itu yg kau ucapkan padaku

sebagai kekasih yg tak dianggap

aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah

menahan setiap amarah

aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu

aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan

sebagai kekasih yg tak dianggap

aku hanya bisa mencoba bersabar

ku yakin kau kan berubah

o teganya

akhirnya kau pun pergi

biarkan ku disini

ternyata kau juga tak punya hati

pedih hati tak terperi

sedih ku telan sendiri

mau marah tapinya sama siapa

kini aku disini

cuma sendiri

tiada yang mencari

sampai hati

sampai begini

kau tak peduli

oh teganya

apakah salah dan dosaku

mengapa semua tinggalkan ku

mau marah tapinya sama siapa

pedih ku tak terbendung

langit ku mendung tiada berujung

kemana berlindung

sekarang engkau pun pergi

kenapa begini hatiku sedih

ku sendiri

kata hati ..

kau tahu ku begitu peka

untuk mengerti apa yang kau rasa

karena betapa cinta yg kumiliki tak sekedar

 lebih dalam dari yg engkau tahu

namun cintaku takkan jadi belenggu

pergilah kemana hatimu

kemana cintamu membawamu

biarlah jangan peduli

usah dustai, usah ingkari kata hati

bukan aku alasanmu

tuk tersenyum saat kau terjaga

mengertilah bahwa karena cinta

buat ku rela lepas dirimu tak usah bertahan dan saling berpura menjalani

karena bukan aku alasanmu tuk bahagia

cinta begini ..

Aku bisa terima meski harus terluka

Karena ku terlalu mengenal hatimu

Aku telah merasa dari awal pertama

Kau takkan bisa lama berpaling darinya

Ternyata hatiku benar

Cintamu hanyalah sekedar tuk sementara

Akhirnya kita harus memilih satu yang pasti

Mana mungkin terus jalani cinta begini

Karena cinta tak akan ingkari

Takkan terbagi

Kembalilah pada dirinya

Biar ku yang mengalah

Aku terima

Ku tak bisa terima…

Bila terus tak setia…

Mengkhianati dia…

Menduakan cinta…

Ternyata hatiku benar

Cintamu hanyalah sekedar tuk sementara

Akhirnya kita harus memilih satu yang pasti

Mana mungkin terus jalani cinta begini

Karena cinta tak akan ingkari

Takkan terbagi

Kembalilah pada dirinya

Biar ku yang mengalah

Aku terima…

Akhirnya kita harus memilih satu yang pasti

Mana mungkin terus jalani cinta begini

Karena cinta tak akan ingkari

Takkan terbagi

Kembalilah pada dirinya

Biar ku yang mengalah

Aku terima

random graphics showin my love for my T

TTL .. TTU

달이 차고 내 마음도 차고
이대로 담아 두기엔 너무 안타까워 너를 향해 가는데
달은 내게 오라 손짓하고
귓속에 얘길 하네 지금 이 순간이 바로 그 순간이야
제일 마음에 드는 옷을 입고 노란 꽃 한 송이를 손에 들고
널 바라 보다 그만 나도 모르게 웃어버렸네
이게 아닌데 내 마음은 이게 아닌데
널 위해 준비한 오백가지 멋진 말이 남았는데
사랑 한다는 그 흔한 말이 아니야
그 보단 더욱더 로맨틱하고 달콤한 말을 준비했단 말이야
숨이 차고 밤 공기도 차고
두 눈을 감아야만 네 모습이 보여 걸을 수가 없는데
구름 위를 걷는다는 말이 과장이 아니란 걸 알게 됐어
널 알게 된 후부터 나의 모든 건 다 달라졌어
이게 아닌데 내 마음은 이게 아닌데
널 위해 준비한 오백가지 멋진 말이 남았는데
사랑한다는 그 흔한 말이 아니야
그 보단 더욱더 로맨틱하고 달콤한 말을 준비했단 말이야
나를 봐줘요 내 말을 들어봐 줘요
아무리 생각을 하고 또 해도 믿어지지 않을 만큼 사랑해

buaya daratxxx!!!

uina..bleh nya pulak ak t'tipu...sekali lagi..haha...silly me...
padan muka aku...huhu
hurmm...mr whatever ur name is (i dun want to mention ur name),
kaw .. blh go to hell ok ... i dun care...
pnat slama ini ak syg kaw...cintakan kaw...
tapi kaw buat ak bgni...GREAT!! bgus sgt..AKU SUKA...
buat slalu ok...hurmmm....
apa slah ak kat ko sbnrnya smpi ko buat ak bgni...
bkn ak maw merayu kat ko.. but..ak maw taw pa sbb kaw buat ak bgni...
ak juz maw taw...that's it!
ok fine...kaw blh go on dgn idup kaw yg pnuh dgn misery ne...
dan ak pun akn go on dgn idup ak yg agak misery ne jugak..
ak go on and never ever looking back...
kira burn larr suma bnda yg kta pnah wat,kasih syg yg suda ak bg, prasaan cinta yg pnuh bunga tuh,...
dan segalanya larrrhhhh!!!!!
ak x kisah!!pa maw jadi kat ko..jadi larr...
ak benci orang macam kau !!
u bastard!!
oh..kaw bca blog ak???ko x pham pa ak ckp????huh!!WHATEVER larrrhhh!!!!!
i dont even care....
ak ckp pa yg ak rsa..ne blog ak...ak pnya ska larr pa ak maw wat...pa ak maw ckp...
ko pduli pa???!!!!!huh..mls la layan kaw...
oh..dpn ak...ko baek kalah tuh malaikat...tpi...upanya kaw ne....SETAN!!!!!
huh!!!kalau blh ak jmpa kaw skrg then tampar muka kaw...
sakit btul hati ak...
SAKIT!!!!kaw taw ka???
bgni la...ak x maw ckp byk2 pnjg lbar..
aku juz...
akan doakn kejayaan kaw dan kebahagiaan kaw dunia akhirat....dan aku harap ALLAH balas sgala perbuatan kaw yg suda kaw buat kat ak...pa2 ja larr yg ko sda wat kat ak smpi ak skit ati bgni....AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIN...............

playboy ??? hell NO!!!!

I don’t want no playboy 
no playboy

I knew you were an average man

BUT Your words were too sweet
The way you stared at me wasn’t average

The way you hug me

The way you hold my hand

The way you beg me

The way you convinced my friend that you really love me

The way you confessed your love

The way you act in front of me Your ability to put your arm on my shoulder

Everything that you do 
Too naturally was too skillful
Oh, as I expected
Why are my hunches always right?
Just like how unlucky it felt
You were a player
Oh, what you said to me
Wasn’t just for me
But what you also say to all the other women
I don’t want no playboy, I don’t want a delinquent
What would I do with a kid that doesn’t know what love is, forget it
I don’t want no playboy, I don’t want a player
Are you crazy? Why would I be anxious and care about you?
No playboy

I have other things making my head hurt besides you
I’m busy trying to do my own thing well
I don’t have time to play around with a little kid like you
Go play with the other cute kids
I want a real man, I’m waiting for a real man

Oh, as I expected
Why are my hunches always right?
You acted manly
But for some reason, I didn’t believe it
Let me try to break it down for you one time
I don’t hate you because you deceived me, so don’t worry
I’m too busy to have time to hate you, I’m sorry, little baby
Don’t worry because noona says she’s kind of busy
And just go play somewhere else
I don’t want no playboy
NO PLAYBOY !!

ckit2 maw jelez !! huh !!!

ya .. congrats to him ... succesfully dpt exchange students ...

he's going to UK !!!

owh GOD !!!

hate him ...

NEW MISSION .....

usaha mati2an spya dea x jd p UK ..

ahahaha!!!

bad me ...

huh !! who cares !!

skrg yg sokong ak is IBU ...

ibu yg akn wat kata putus ...

so...

confirm ibu x bg ...

ibu suda ckp ...

hope dea pgang kata2 nya ...

WHY ME SO JELEZ ????!!!

sbb ak ja yg layak p UK !!!

it is my dream since form 2 maw study d UK ...

so ...

dea potong jln ak ...

ak x maw tuh !!!!!!!!!!

sO fAR aWaY ..

Never feared for anything..
Never shamed but never free..
A light that healed a broken heart with all that it could..

Lived a life so endlessly..
Saw beyond what others see..
I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could..

Will you stay?
Will you stay forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned..
Place and time always on my mind..
I have so much to say but you're so far away..

Plans of what our features hold..
Foolish lies of growin' old..
It seems we're so invincible, the truth is so cold..

A final song, a last request..
A perfect chapter laid to rest..
Now and then I try to find a place in my mind..

Where you can say,
You can stay awake forever.

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid..
The ones that we love are here with me..
Lay away a place for me..
'Cause as soon as I'm done, I'll be on my way..
To live on eternally..

I love you...
You were ready...
The pain is strong and urges rise..
But I'll see you..
When it lets me..
Your pain is gone, your hands untied..

So far away..

I need you to know..

So far away...
And I need you to,
Need you to know...

ak janji dgn kaw ...

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ak akn btaw ko bla tiba waktunya ...

ak tkut ja nti ko ckp bnda tuh remeh temeh ..

xpa ..

ak janji ..

nti ak ckp ..

ea ...

syggggg kaw ... sgt2 ...

my love for you will never fade ...

i promise ...

even nti kta jrg msej taw pa ...

it will never change ...

trust me ...

if u do trust me ..

then ...

for the first time ever i will trust someone in my life ...

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i did wrong ...

I was wrong wrong wrong
Baby do you really wanna hurt me?
Why are you doing this to me? why?
The stories regarding your other women
The stories regarding your behavior at my back
I tried to ignore and pretended that I didn't hear but
You say I'm so sorry only for that moment
You say I will change only for that moment
My heart in pain it hurts but
I can't help but repeating
I was wrong wrong wrong
Baby you breaking my heart
Baby you hurting my heart
Baby you and I
Like a bad popular song
I'm crying inside, but I force a smile like a clown
But Why! Why! Why! Why!
Today I am a clown who smiles in front of you again

u don't even know ....

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hurmmm ...

skali laek ...

skali laek ak d buat bgni ...

ak xtw pa maw dorg smpi dorg wat ak bgni ...

tahir ...

ko x pham ka laek yg ak syg kaw ..

kaw kata kaw rsa kaw x wujud dlm idup ak ..

aduhhh ...

sakitnya ak bca tuh ...

sedeynya ak ...

kaw x taw ...

kaw x taw sakitnya ak ...

kaw x taw pa yg ak t'pksa lalui ari neyh ...

kaw x taw pa yg ak t'pksa lalui stiap ari ...

kaw x taw yg ari ne ...

ak menangisi sumthing yg langsung ak x pnah critakan kat ko ...

dkat sepa2 ...

ak mnangis sndri ...

SENDIRI ...

xda sepa taw ...

yg sbnrnya ak tangisi bnda tuh stiap ari ...

xda satu ari pun ...

xda 1 ari pun ak pnah lupa psal itu ...

napa ak x penah maw btaw sepa2 hal ne ???

sbb lau ak btau pun ... xda sepa yg pham ..

even my bestfriend ..

kaw kata kaw taw juak ak prlukn kaw ...

tp ak xmaw t'lalu b'gntung sgt dgn kaw ...

ak x maw nti ...

bla 1 ari kaw tnggalkn ak (ak arap bnda ne xkn b'laku)

ak x ble go on tnpa kaw ..

jd ..

ak cba b'dikari ..

dgn cra ...

xmaw terlalu wujudkn kaw dlm idup ak ...

dlm stiap mslh ak ...

tp ...

cmana skali pun ak cba ...

kaw x pnah x wujud dlm idup ak ...

bz cmana ak pown ..

ak ttap pkir kaw ...

ttap rsa kaw ada d sblhku ...

ak xtaw npa ko wat ak bgni ne mlm ...

ak xtaw npa ko bru maw luahkn sumanya ne mlm ...

minggu ne ...

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xpa larr ...

ak x kisah ... ak x ambik ati ..

biar ckit pun x ...

ak faham ...

mgkin kaw suda lma pndam bnda ne kn ...

dan ko rsa  .. mlm ne la waktunya yg ngam utk ko luahkn suma ...

mungkin blum sumanya laek yg ko btau kat ak ....

xpa ...

len kali ... jgn simpan2 ...

dont count ... dont even care ...

smada mlm pagi ptg siang ...

lau ko rsa ko maw luahkn sumthin yg ko x puas ati kat ak ...

ko btaw ja ....

lau ko x ble reach ak ...

msj ja ... dr FB ...

ko luahkn sumanya ...

ak x kisah ...

lg bgus ...

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sbb ...

dr situ ...

ak taw ko mc pduli ak ....

ko mac hrp kn ak utk pdulikn kaw ...

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hurmmm ........

sorry sbb post suma ne d blog ak ...

dun worry ...

xda sepa taw blog ak ne ...

so .. feel free ...

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