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Salahkah aku..

Bila aku mengadu dengan orang yang aku sayang?

Mengadu dengan orang yang pernah kata “whatever happens I’ll be beside you”

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Aku tiada siapa untuk berkongsi cerita

Jadi apa salahnya aku bercerita dengan kau

Sedangkan kau yang beria mahu dengar dan tahu tentang aku

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Kau harus tahu ini

Perkara ini penting untuk kau jadikan nota hidup selama dengan aku

Aku tidak akan open up stories dengan sebarang orang

Jika kau dengar cerita hidupku hatta hal remeh temeh sekalipun

Kau istimewa

Ingat!

KAU ISTIMEWA

The Relationship Of Hygiene/Cleanliness With Our Personality..

KEBERSIHAN DAN CARA KITA HIDUP ITU MENGGAMBARKAN PERSONALITI KITA. OR MORE TO BE EXACT IS ON HOW YOU HANDLE  YOUR ROOM AND THE WASHROOM. KENAPA?

Sebab bagi ak itu la cara nya kau mahu tngok orang tu pembersih, organised or vice versa.

Dan di situ jugak lah cara kita boleh nilai orang sebenar-benarnya whether kau mahu ckp dea cantik atau tidak. Sebab bagi aku orang yang betul2 cantik ialah orang yang jaga kebersihan no matter how busy they are. It’s about hygiene!

And this is specially for women ! sebab kalau lelaki tu x ksah sgt laa.. tapi kalau perempuan..huh!! kalau kau pengotor cewek, xda guna kau ouhh..bikin jatuh saham!!bikin jatuh semua la!!xda guna kau cantik kalau kau pengotor pemalas!!bagus mati sak la!! MENYUSAHKAN ORANG JA!

Ak xtau la klu mmg ada satu family yg pengotor tu…eerrgghhh…mcm mna la dorg hdup tu..euuhhh..msti smua kotor kan..HOW DO THEY LIVE??OMYGODD..JUST CAN’T IMAGINE..wel yes I think I can..all their furnitures are so full with dirt..bhabuk..the sofa the bantal and everything like pillows and such..msti bau hapak kan..eeuuhhhh…and the bedrooms will be like..ohmyyy…imagine this : once u open the door, here we go ; the smell of the mattress,pillows,blankets,teddies and their own smell of body which I can say is not that really got that perfume material..or to be more exact : BAU BADAN! Yes!! And plus the view ; nothing is organized. Pillows here and there..the baju and all..shit there’s no space..the floor of course full with dirt and if it’s a girl..i’m tellin ya..msti byk strands of hair here and there on the floor..

Baru ckp psl bilik tidur..blm lg psl bathroom,kitchen, living room..ohmyy..just can’t imagine how they live..lain lg psl baju yg x d cuci..the dishes and such..shit so fuckin dirty dude..

Guys..i tell ya..if u really need a woman who can take care of your entire life..find the one who keep on scrubbing the bathroom floor and the jamban like crazy..find the one who can take care of the house VERY WELL..i’m telling you..SERIOUSLY..find that bitch who can take care of you and the entire board of the house hygienically..I’M SERIOUS DUDE..

CLEANLINESS IS A FUCKIN SERIOUS THING..jgn ckp psl hygiene cuz I learn about all these microbes and such..even our T-zone of face(bhgian dahi dan hidung) is full of bacteria..or I can say tmpt yg pling sesuai utk dorg hdup dgn aman dan bhgia..you’ve got to be careful..take care of ur body hygiene AND YOUR ENVIRONMENT..

I mean..mcm mna org tu blh hdup klu semua bnda x bersih..kotor..x teratur..ak x blh tu hdp bgtu..mngkin blh laa… utk yg x teratur tu cuz ak pun kdg x teratur jgk..but since I live alone here without my mom or my brother..THANKFULLY ak jd pembersih and teratur(xda la that teratur but yeahh..i can manage my life and my place well)..I’m happy and bersyukur sgt2 sbb my mom taught me how to live the clean way..

Seriously..xda makna k kau hdup klu kau pengotor and pemalas..that is just DOUBLE THE MORON OF YOU! I just don’t know why..why u decide and choose to live that way..my god..tolonglaa…

Lain lg cerita klu yg jenis after doing their business in the toilet..THEY DON’T FLUSH!!!OH MY GOD!!!WHAT KIND OF A PERSON ARE YOU, WHORE??!!!! I’m asking you..do you really clean ur v-area??cuz u don’t flush!if u clean that area u must’ve flush that jamban too..

Aku sangat sangat sangat x faham kalau org tu hari2 do their laundry but don’t take care of their self-hygiene or their own environment clean…AT LEAST CLEAN..x hygiene its okay..BUT JUST CLEAN..TAKE CARE THE CLEANLINESS OF UR PLACE SERIOUSLY..

AND REMEMBER BITCHES…

"SLUT” WAS ORIGINALLY A SLANG FOR WOMEN WHO DIDN’T KEEP THEIR ROOMS CLEAN.. J

SO..KLU X KEEP ROOM CLEAN.. BLH BYGKN LA KAN TOILET MCM MNA..HEWW~~~

WE ARE BOSSBITCHES WITH ATTITUDES..NOT A SLUT !! SO BE CIVILISED.. J

This Semester Has Begun..

Haiii..assalamualaikum..

New semester has begun..last semester was :

Academically : GREAT!!!ALHAMDULILLAH.. J

Personally : Not so good..Alhamdulillah.. :’)

But all I can say is I thank and grateful for all that..God has taught me on how to live on my own..He taught me that I shouldn’t just trust and giving chance to people whom already hurt me mentally..

He showed me His power..all the thing that he mention in the holy Quran is Right! I keep on believing on Him more and more.. I want to share what is that He showed me..

He once said that and it sounds like this “those who don’t perform their prayer for Subuh and Isyak’ are MUNAFIKIN..”

Damn He is right.. I saw that person..and of course He keep on making me giving my endless gratitude towards Him..

I just don’t care of what whores are talkin bad about me..i just don’t really care..

Okayyyyy..forget about that last semester story..now let me tell ya’ll about this semester..

Actually..i’m not ready yet for this semester but..whatever..challenge accepted! Life is not a thrill without a challenge or a force of doing something..so I started this semester..

With 5 FST subjects and 1 Statistic subject! 20 credit hour.. I just can’t let another 3 credit hour in for Organic Chemistry or Calculus I ..

So I took a brave decision to take those 2 subject in my final year..and I hope I can make this through..with all this subject and graduate ON TIME!! Ameen …. *finger’s crossed*

Eventhough I got no mood for all this..but I will find the mood and make the mood..so it started with this blog drafting.. J hewhew~

Make Her Day, Dude!

My New Obsession~~~

Hye assalamualaikum ..

This time mau kongsi pasal my new obsession which the Singaporean Youtube hits ; MunahHirzi !

Okay .. so .. how do I know them ? well .. I was back at Sabah. Tawau to be exact raya baru2 ne .. so I met my crazy brothers la kan .. so my old brother tu yg kenalkn ak dgn dorg nih .. first vid ak tgk from them is for the bulan bahasa 2012 . so lapuk kan . so ketinggalan zaman kan . but yeah whatever. Yg pntg aku suka . and ak just tgk ja la . and tba2 ja bnda tu jd trending between kami adik bradik . haha .

Which videos u ask ? emm . yg “sental lg!sental lg!x lawa tu x lawa je! xtau ke aku ni makcik tua nak duduk! Dah la duduk kat reserved seating!” haha . and yeah . ak hafal most of it ! from the videos dr bulan bahasa 2012 dorg, epic minahs #3, single ladies parody and run the world parody.

Okay . msti korg tnya apa ke bendanya dorg ni. So I google bout them(cuz I don’t believe my brother said yg dorg ni kononnya exchange student dr Singapore) and gooogle said dorg ne start jd popular tym dorg upload vid dorg about their 10 Dares. So the story goes on. Nak tau lagi ? GOOGLE LAHH!! Banyak cantek kau nak aku crita smua! Kau hengat semua benda yang kau nak akan dtg bgolek tanpa usaha ke? Jangan nak mimpi! Haha..

Lupa nak ckp yg Munah and Hirzi are bestfriend yg unseparable. I envy them!!! and dorg ada Hubab and Nadiah jgkkk :)

So..now.. ak teramat-amatlah obsess dgn dorg ni .. I search about them more and I follow them dkt instagram and like them on Facebook..stakat ni, tu je lah yang sempat..nanti mau subscribe dorg punya Youtube channel and follow dorg dkt Twitter plk..hewhew~~

So here are some photos of them..

And you know what ??? I LOVE THEM SO MUCHHHHH!!!!!!!

so .. don't forget to watch their super-creative-admiring work and their super spontaneous and humorous act in Youtube channel , follow them on Twitter, like them in Facebook and follow lah jgk kat Instagram klu dah obses mcm aku .. hewhew~~ oh and yeahh .. and dorg buat their 10 dares tu smpi international okayy .. they even went to MALAYSIA!!  :D *nampak x dah gilakn dorg sgt..haha*

pengembaraan baru :D

Wee~wee~

Kembali lagi sayaaa .. hoho .. bha.. mw bln 2 sda ne .. x aktif sda ak kn update ne blog .. hmm.. sori la bha arrrhh.. i bz bz laa .. hehe .. lgpun klu mw update, server ne mnxpuji...hihi..

Hmm.. ne kali pnya post ak mw crita psl pengembaraan ku yg bru a aku buat ari tuu .. ari selasa bersamaan 24 january 2012 ..

Bgini bha critanya tuu ... tym tu kan cuti cny.. last day sda cuti.. cadang mw duk2 ja bha tu dlm bilik.. tp yg sbnrnya hati ku pun mcm xtw apa yg sdang dea mw katakan.. bingung2 ne.. eheh..

Skalinya c wani ckp sma ak tym mndi, dea mw p inanam ambk c lieya;roomatenya.. dea tnya2 sma ak(tym mandi ne) how to get there by bus.. so ak ckp ja la.. naek bas TUT tu p terminal,then nek bas p inanam lg..tu bas berenti jg d dkt terminal..then turunla .. wallaaa~ so damn easy right? Haha..

C wani tnya lg whether ak mw ikut ka x.. trus ak ckp la, blh jg..lgpun mcm mw jln jg ne..mw p bli lingerie(bkn apa..lingerie ak kna ‘ambik’ dowh tym kna jemur tuu ari) jd trus dea kata nti la tngahari gtu kta gerak..bhaa..

Tym tengahari. Hari tu hujan. Kmi nek bas,p terminal,nek bas p inanam..dan kami tiba dgn selamatnya. Hehe!berjaya! sgt gembira. Pengembaraan yg sgt seronok. :D

Sementara tnggu cik lieya tu,kmi pun bjln2 la skitar kwsn dkt terminal tu,mkn2 jap.haaa...tym mkn tu best! Huhu..dpt jmpa awang! Awang tu kwn dorg papa.. dea pun tkejut tym nmpk ak d situ.dea pkir ak mw pulang p kunak or vice versa.huhu.senyum dgn sgt lebarnya saya. :D x sngka jmpa awang tym tu.hehe.

Setelah tibanya cik lieya yg d nanti,kmi pun nek bas la lg mw pulang p terminal kunuk balik.skalinya plk..huuu...KAMI SALAH NAEK BAS!!! Bas yg kmi sdang naiki itu MENUJU KE TUARAN! OMA!! Eehhh lek luuu...ak x panic pun..haha..ak lilek jee..kakak2 yg duk dpn kmi tu tnya kmi ne sbnrnya mw ke mna.trus ak btau la. Trus dea ckp,kmu slah nek bas ne n blablabla.. dea btau la cra mw p terminal semula dgn selamatnya..huhu..

Setibanya d tuaran, kmi jln2 lg. Haha. Sda la first tym d tmpt org,sesat lg. Bjln2 la plk d situ..nah.. apa lg , p la kmi bli2 lingerie d sna. Huhu..pastu kmi nek bas yg sepatutnya, n we go back..

Smpi jg dgn selamat d terminal n pulang n tiba dgn selamatnya d UITM KK..haha..

Dan hari tu saya simpulkan sebagai hari yg sgt menyeronokkan saya. :D hoho..

Mcm mw buat lgi la..huh..NEXT TYM mw tersasar la plk ke PAPAR .. huhu.. :D

p/s :: beruang x tw pun yg sya tsasar jauh smpi ke tuaran hari tu.. haha.. klu beruang baca, harap d maafkan ya syg.. :D hee~

Hello November~ :)

O la November! Hihi.. lama suda kan x update.. last update pun last month.. huhay!

Hmm.. let’s see apa last update..

Hah! Last update kita ialah ak mention yg ak miss someone kannn... huhuuu....

Okeoke..

Now it’s November..

Hmm..for this tym being, ak still on vacation lg..

Stay d twu..still...

Ada la last month tu ak pulang kunak..

For few days jaa.. spent my days fully d skola rendah..

And ada juga kembali ke sekolah menengah..tp tym sessi petang punyaa..

Itu pun gara2 temankn pingu p ambk sijil2 nya ..

Urmm..then, on the days ak d kunak..it was raining all evening..

Asal petang ja, start la dea b’tabiat.. hujannn...

Huuu..

On the same day ak teman pingu pg skola, ak pun pg umah bestie ak yg sorang nee..

Yg paling sowt.. amy.. haha...

She was suppose to pg national service(PLKN) bha tuu...but ada arahan dr kementerian pulak ;whom yg goes through form 6, kena buat penangguhan and go back to school!haha..

Punya depressed c amy..have fun sda dea d bagai budi tuu..skalinya pulak kena postpone..hmm..sbr ja laa..i noe how she feels..we’ve got the same fate..

But amy x pg form 6 balik..dea stay d umah..she said she got plan for her life..she wants to quit form 6..

Hmm...apa2 ja laa..yg pntg dea happy..i wish all the best for her..

Tym d umah amy, it was raining.. so we stuck there..

But then i’ve got text from budak gemukk.. ajak jln..

So, after negotiating dgn miza and amy..

I leave and jln dgn budak gemukk and janji dgn dorg that we’ll meet d pekan..

So, ak jln2 la sma budak gemukk.. stay dlm keta ja cuz it was raining..

It was a chaotic evening but things still under control..

I have fun eventhough hujan that tym..

After jln2 sma budak gemukk, ak pg restoran.. jmpa balik sma miza and amy..

Makan2, minum2..

Lapar sgt kann..haha..

Pastu pulang..

Tym pulang la paling haruu..haha..

Seperti biasa, bla ak pulang kunak, x sah klu ak x m’huru-harakan pekan  tuu..

After huru-harakan kunak dgn budak gemukk, ak smbung lg huru-harakan kunak dgn 2 ekor duchess tuu.. hahah..

Jalan kaki hujan2..huuu... paling best, perkara wajib yang harus di lakukan bila bersama miza..huhauuu!!paling masyukk punya aktiviti..

Everybody tkejut bila dorg nmpk ak pulang kunak..

Haha..ini taikotay!! Sda pulang!! Hahahahahaha....

Adii..perasan! hahah.. biasa laa..gua kn kakak kawasannnn...hahahahahah....

Gila kw dieybha..huhuhuhu...

Hurmm...

Memandangkan we already reach the November..

I am wondering about the result..

A big hurmmm...

I hope laa my result okeoke ajaa..

Another big hurmmm...

All i can do is only pray for the best.. *finger’s crossed*

Haaaaa~~~ panic at the disco btul ak bla pkir psal result..ahhhhhhhh~~~~

Gerigau gerigau gerigauuuuu !!! haaaa~~~~

Begegar joo lututttt~~~~

Aduyyyy~~~

complication !

I’m having complications with myself lately .. actually, ak bru sdar bnda nee.. tp ak mls laa nak investigate2 ..

The complications that i’m having are ... ak slalu skit .. skit kpala ..migrain.. plus, ak slalu gak skit bhagian appendix .. ntah la npa... sakit .. slalu tuu skit ..kdg2 dtg jg tuu sakit mcm period pain even ak x period .. hurmmm ...

Tym2 cuti ne bru ak rsa n sedar yg bnda ne slalu dtg.. tym study ak mmg sdar jgkk bnda ne slalu dtg .. tp ak slalu biar ja bnda tu serang ak sbb ak xda msa mw lyn sakit ak tuu .. lg byk bnda laen yg ak kna buat dpd lyan pnyakit ne ..

Plus, ak xska laa mw p kuar msuk sepital/klinik neee .. nti byk lg urusannya tuu ... tym p medical check-up utk plkn sma uitm ari tu pun ak liat sgt.. klu x gra2 bnda tu kna buat, ak xkn buat .. hurh .. buang msa gua jee ..

Hurmmm.. i don’t know wat to do .. ari tu ak ada pg check .. tp ak p check mata ak ja d medical unit kat uitm ... tu pun doctor ada suh p check for further detail dkt optic shop cuz equipment d medical unit d kampus x ckup .. tp smpi skrg ak x pnah pg check pun .. haha ..

Ak xmw la crita sma spa2 ne bnda .. smpi la skrg ... ntah npa.. whoever read this .. ak xtw laa .. setau ak , xda yg bca blog ak ne kcuali adk ak sma kwn2 yg follow ak .. nahh .. kmu2 ja la ne yg tw ..

Oke laa ... thats all for tonight .. teda idea sdaa ..

p/s : klu SD tw ak slalu skit , msti dea p heret ak p sepital .. haha .. mish him damndamn .. x mish sda sma bf ak , mish sma ex ak plk .. abis ak x d mish jg sma bf ak .. teda kbr britaa pun ... :'(

My World Of Boredom ..

hurmm..sda 3 minggu cuti .. tp bru 2 mnggu lebih ak d cni..bosann bangettt..nsib ada tv..haha..aduy..tp tv pun laa...rncgnnya x best..kadang2 ja .. balik2 tgk crita indon..xlma jd org indon la jg .. huu..

aduy na rang .. xlma gla jg ak ne..duk d umah truss.. hurmm..for ur info, since ak pulang nee..x pnah sda ak kuar2..kcuali p jemur kain,ambk kain d jemuran and buang smpah d luar pagar rumah..nahh...coba d bayangin..

p jemur kain tu frequency nya just once,ambk kain d jemuran tuu frequency nya buat msa ini 4 kali..and..p buang sampah d luar tu cuma baru 2 kali..sbb biasanya kerja buang smpah tu atuk yg buat..sbb dea slalu kuar mw p kebun,jd skali laa...

alaa..lagipun, bukannya ak buat keja umah pun d umah ne..ada la ckit..cuci pinggan mangkuk, kemas bilik,lipat kain..pastu, yg laennya..atuk yg buat..mcm masak..kadang2 maksu la masak..iya laa..ak mna la pndi masak..

hah?? cuci kain??kemas rumah??

itu ada org yg buat..maksu byr sorg macik nee..dea dtg stiap ari slasa sma sabtu..jd..mcm biasa laa..kmi d umah ne kmpul baju2 kotor..pastu,pd ari slasa n sabtu..b'soraklah baju2 kotor ini kerana tu macik sda dtg mw p kc bersih dorg..hoho..

hurmmm...aktiviti ku spnjg cuti stakat ini...hurmm...apa yaa???

online = jarang skali..ne kali kedua..

tidur = yes!frequency nya sgt tnggi..tdur dr jam 12 /1/2 pagi..saaaaammmpppaaaaiiiiiii la jam 10 pagi..bgtu la kerjaku ari2..ini kerja tetap ne..

tv = huhay!ne lg 1..frequency nya pun tnggi jgk..sda bgun,mandi,trussss turun p tgk tu tv..crita indon..nahh..amek kw!haha..

mkn = ne frequency nyaa...rendah ckit laa..sbb skrg ne..ak mkn pun tym d suh mkn n tym ada mood ja mkn..ikutkn ati..xmw mkn..bukan apa..xda slera...ntah napa..lapar mmg la lapar..tp tekak xmw trima mknn..pnah ada ari tuu..ak mkn,ckit mw muntah..ntah laa..mmg btul2 xda slera..hurmmmm...

b'sms = ne pun frequency nya rendah yg agak rendah..lg rendah dr mkn..ntah laa..since cuti nee..eh..tp mmg laa..ak mmg jrg sms bhaa..kcuali la org sms ak,tym mw pulang twu,tym raya n ada ocassion t'tntu bru ak sms..bf pun jrg2 sda sms..huu..sunyi kn hidupku??hoho..pity me.. :(

men game = nahh..ne frequency nyaa mw hmpir2 ja dgn yg tgk tv tuu..sbb ambil ak tgk tv,ak men game..d laptop..huhu..mw habis sda ne koleksi game d laptop ku ne ak men..

apa lagi aktiviti ku??hurmmm.....ntah..tu ja laa..

tapi tapi tapii...ak ada satu kegemaran baru..memandangkan ak skrg ne sdg memegang jwtn bambong terhormat utk sebulan lebih..hehe..

skrg kn..ak ska tgk berita..alaa..berita yg jam 8 mlm tuu...hihi...hari2 ak tgk..x pnah2 ne ak tgk brita,skalinya ak tgk jg..haha..aduyy..kdg2 tpkir..mmg kurang kerja btul bha ak ne kn..x pnah2 ne..huhuu..

tp bgus laa..tmbh pengetahuan am..dpt tw perkembangan semasa..nahh...itu bajet 2012 tu pun ak tgk!nahhhhh...ada sma kmu????neeehhhhhh......xda kan????

mcm biasa laa...perempuan...tgk drama bersiri..tp yg ini lg ak heran...biasanya ak x tgk tu crita2 mlayu..skrgg...huh!drama tv3 tu..soffiya??ak tgk tu..ari2..dr isnin smpi khamis..rncgan bru d astro ria..kelaaass kau maria??nahh..itu pun ak tgk jg...ermm..telemovie ka tu arhh d tv1..mencari bidadari??ak tgk...apa lg arhh???hurmm...

hah!drama korea!coffee prince??d ntv7..ak tgk jg tu..pasta??d tv2..ak tgk jg..aduyy...x pnah2 ne ak tgk tv2 dgn tv1..ak tgk!!hoho...

biasa la..klu drama2 siri omputeh..ak mmg tgk pun..gossip girl,CSI,NCIS,perfect couples,hot in cleveland..

crita2 indon pun ak tgk jgk!!sgala movie dorg yg dlu2 tuu..d channel pelangi tuu...ak tgk!!ak paling suka tuu d channel bintang..realigi,opera van java,extravaganza..nahh...

sgala crita d tv tu ak tgk..hohoh...kurang kerja btul bha...ndukk kesian bha hdupku nee...tp yg bgusnya..aktivitiku ne x kuarkn 1 sen pun!sbb..ak tnggal d umah maksu..mkn d tanggung spenuhnya n sgala bil2 maksu yg byr!hihi..

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it's been a long tym !

Lama suda kn ak x update ne .. haha .. punya la lama .. brapa bln sda .. huuu ... tw la bha org bru kuar dr hutan .. kn ak PLKN .. skalinya plk dpt UiTM .. pre-science .. tpksa pegi .. buat penangguhan d PLKN .. sedih jg ..

Tp oke bha jg cni .. even ada jg org sombong mcm babi .. haha .. bnci ouh org gtu .. xpa la .. yg pntg kwn2 ak oke .. dpt bbrapa kwn bru ..

Hari pertama mmg nanges gla2 la .. ahahah .. mati2 bha mw blik .. mw cancel kunun penangguhan, blik plkn kasi abis latihan, nti abs latihan, bru p uitm .. ahahahha .. apa la .. aduii ..

Skalinya sda jmpa c tahir,knal classmate, ada roommate .. trus diam .. xda sda apa2.. bkn bha .. dlu kn .. first2 dtg cni.. mmg blur.. xtw apa2 ne .. sda la org d cni masing2 dgn hal dorg .. ak sndri ja .. xda org ak knal.. pling2 c tahir ja ak knal cni.. nah .. dea tu lelaki .. klu dea pmpuan tu.. mmg lma sda ak seret dea ke mana2 ..

Bru ak ne mmg jenis yg x blh bdikari bha kn .. ckit2 ibu, abg, and skrg.. ada tmbhn sda .. c tahir ! ahahah .. apa la .. kesian c tahir .. blik2 dea jd mangsa .. nah .. sepa suruh .. dea ja yg pling dkt dgn ak yg ak knl .. nahh .. ambik mu !

Mmg la .. ada kwn ku jg .. tp xda yg blh ak hrp btul bha .. dea ja kn yg ak knal lma sda .. nah .. dea ja la ..

Kesian jg bha klu d pkir blik .. ak ne blik2 kc susah dea ja .. hurmmm ...

Tahir, mnta maaf .. ak ne mang slalu kc ssah kw bha kn .. dr dlu lg .. 

SD kawin ??? oh NO !!!

“kawin la kau..”

“ngee?ma sapa mau kawin ? haha .”

“dgn aku la.”

“aww. naek minang la..”

“haha.ckp mu tu bha.”

d suh SD ak kawin. haha . tp x plk dea mw kawin. dea kata buat pa mw kawin. jelek bha tuh. haha . ngam la . ak pun rsa gtu jg.

tp klu kw propose ak , spt biasa ak akn ckp “klu kw blh belikn ak cincin Tiffany tu, bru ak mw kawin ma kw” haha .

ak mw bha tuh Tiffany. impian ku dr dulu. ak ada check harganya. mw rm40 ribu jg. hehe. kaya bha jg kw kn syg ? belikn la bha ak. hehe.

eh .. btw, beberapa jam ne . ak tba2 tpkir . cmana la tuh kn klu dea kawin . aku cemana ? blh ka dea jd suami yg baek ? blh ka dea jd ayah yg baek ? bahagiakah isterinya nanti ? aiyer !! isteri !!! sepa isterinya nanti ????? ahhh .. mcm x blh trima la plk klu dea kawin .. klu kawin ma ak , ok ! x kisah . tp klu sma org laen … nangis x blagu la ne .. haha ..

ai ? npa ne . jatooh chenta ka sda sma SD mu ? haha . maybe . npa ak gelisah ea pkir psl dea d suh kawin ? and npa jg ak x blh trima klu dea kwin ma org laen . aiyo !

yg, tgu la ak bha . huhu . sma2 la kta . aisshh . sound so desperate owh . :p

info !

HEY ! guess what ? I’m leavin . I’m leaving soon. aku akan pergi. aku akan pergi untuk beberapa ketika. aku xkn btau kmu aku ke mana . juz few people noe ak akn ke mna. so. bubbye.

maybe ak xkn update fb ak buat beberapa ari tu. and ak maybe xkn online buat beberapa ari tu juga. so, ak akn hilang . lenyap . bubbye kepada semua. ak syg kau . still . sorry x info ma kw ak mw pg ke mana . k . <3 eu . still .

kesunyian ..

ngee~~ sunyi idup ku skrg bha.. apa ? c madir ? kimxx kmu ne mnanya..sudah! jgn tnya dea lg! dea suda lenyap dr idup ku .. jgn ckp psl deal g ! ak mls sua mw pkir psl dea . bkn apa . ak byk lg bnda dlm idup ne mw d crita . bkn juz dea ja . byk lg bnda yg lbih pnting dlm idup ne .ak sbnrnya mls mw ckp psal dea bha . eh . brapa kali sua ne ak mention yg ak mls sua mw ckp & pkir psal dea ? bru 1 bha kn ? hehe. bha.

          mw ckp psl betapa sunyi idupku . xda org mw d text . xda boyfriend. yeay! single bha saya! haha . nah. sua single ne, mknanya byk la msa ku utk dri sndri. utk pkir bnda laen selaen drpd pkir lelaki! hihi . bebas wha idup saya. tapi gara2 c big panda tuh ak x bebas sgt cuz bkas dea mrh kn ak yg tym ak mw jln ma c ajai tuh . kalah2 prangai mak ak weyh dea mrh. ngee~ kw jelek! :p !!

           

          ak mcm mw memaki bha. tp xtw apa bnda yg mw d maki. aisshh . ntah la . ak pun sndri x pham apa yg ak mw sbnrnya. yg ak tw ak sunyi ja skrg. hee. susah juak bha klu x skola sua..xda bnda pnting yg mw d buat. xda priority.klu dlu. keja umah msti d c siap., study utk exam, and yg pling best..byk bnda yg kna pkir which is bnda tu pntg like upsr, pmr, spm, exams, prasaan cgu, byangan msa depan..klu x bljr, x pndai, result x bgus, kw mw jd apa ? tukang sapu sampah ? itu yg slalu d pkir tym skola..

         

          skrg..xda sua! apa lagi result sua kuar kn.. nah.. d tau sda.. skrg ne, mnunggu ja panggilan mana2 .. hee.. buhsan.. keja dgn ibu.. buhsan jg.. ari2 layan facebook. kadang2 buhsan jg.. sjak bbrapa minggu ni , ak c online ja chat ku d fb .. nah.. rmai la yg mngajak chat tuh .. aisshh.. bru mnta num hp.. mls nya ak.. ak x ska la.. apa lg sjak mnggu ini ak sda c single relationship status ku d fb.. tmbh rmai la lg yg chat ma ak..heisshh..

          nti ak gnti tuh relationship status p separated.. haha.. best tuh .. lma sda mw buat tuh .. tp x pnah t’buat2 .. hurmmm .. MOTIF ak post utk ne kali adalah untuk berkongsi rasa tentang betapa sedihnya ak ne hari .. ek ? ak x tw la npa ak sedey2 ne .. aisshh .. pilu bha hatiku .. xda prasaan.. kesunyian ak .. L L L L

SD is back !!~

sya happy .. :D

sebelum itu .. lemme nyanyi skit .. huu ..

bintang terlihat terang ,
saat dirimu datang ,
cinta yang dulu hilang ,
kini kembali pulang ,

lihatlah dia mulai bernyanyi ,
coba merangkai mimpi ,
cinta yang dulu pergi ,
kini datang kembali ,

kekasih yang dulu hilang ,
kini dia tlah kembali pulang ,
akan ku bawa dia terbang ,
damai bersama bintang ,
kekasih yang dulu hilang ,
kini dia tlah kembali pulang ,
betapa senang ku dendangkan ,
dan takkan ku lepaskan ....

ngeehee~~~ happy saya bha ..

my SD .. comeback .. hee~~ to sapa2 yg xtw spa kah gerangan SD tu .. buat2 taw ja la ea .. hee~~~ happy saya !!!!!!

thanx for coming back .. thanx for coming back and look for me .. i appreciate it a lot hunn .. cayunk eu sgt2! thanx jugak cuz explain kpd saya why eu couldn't be reached for a few months.. thanx jga cuz bg number phone kw blik .. thanx a lot k .. we'll keep in touch .. 

comeback!

assalamualaikum … hehe

bagi salam pulak ..ngee~~ lma sua sya x blogging kn .. mw sbln lebih oww .. huu .. busy bha.. kerja , pa lg sya sntiasa bergelut dgn masalah server yg teramat lah lembap nya sehinggakan mw buka facebook and blog ni pun x dpt .. huu ..

        satu benda yg slalu sya tgk since sya x blogging and bubuh post2 baru ialah rating sya x naek .. ahah .. kesian sya .. yg bkin rating naek cuma psal drama korea sya ja .. huu ..

        hurmm .. semenjak lma sda sya x update2 cerita d blog sya ne kn.. byk sda yg tjadi ma saya .. antaranya ialah SAYA KEMBALI SINGLE !!! hahah .. sukanya .. :D

        kembali single .. my life’s so great ! I <3 it! x pernah ku rsa hidup bahagia sebegini .. bak kata pepatah lirik black eyed peas “I’ve had the time of my life .. And I’ve never felt this way before .. And I swear this is true..” lalala~~

        ringan ak tw .. even b’kilo2 beratku naek … hahah.. ea weyhh .. true bha.. berat aku naik mw 10kg.. huuaaaa!!! mw gla ak tgk penimbang tu..ak trus mnjalankan diet berat!! miahahah!! tym berat mw mmpus bru mw diet..hihi..buduh kan .. haha..

        apa lg ea yg tjd ma ak..hurmmm….. *thinking*

        ahh~~aku dpt kwn baru … geng rapat baru ..ngee~~~ namanya adey .. hihi .. nmanya madir bha , tpi mw juak dea d panggil adey .. hih~ mw jgk! ngeee~~

        he’s a big guy with a …. ermm… big heart?? hahah. xla .. he’s a big guy with a scooter .. maybe ak x penah mention psl owner miss pucca kan ? alaa… mmg x penah pun, haha! penah ckit g msuk post tpi x siap post tu.. save as draft, last2 langsung x publish pun .. hihi.. pemalas pnya prangai kan .. x sepenuh ati tym type..

        ok ! back about owner miss pucca..miss pucca ne kereta..kancil.. hihi.. dea la ownernya .. tpi sua dea jual.. mw lupakn masa lalu kunun.. huhu.. pa2 ja la.. support ja la.. huhayy~

        he’s great so far.. hubungan kmi pun turned out so great all these while..eventhough MESTI tu tiap minggu kmi gduh.. haha.. IT’S A MUST! huuu.. sya ska gduh, mrajuk ma dea .. sbb dea ska pjuk sya .. hahah.. *tpksa la tu pjuk aku*

        huuu … stop talkin bout him! enough! ckp bnda len plk..ok .. currently, I’ve been busy m’beli sgala num pin d BSN .. hee .. apply for UITM pra-diploma and IPG .. abbess duit sya ! hihi .. xpa la klu abis demi masa depan yang insyaallah menjamin msa dpn yg lbih cerah .. amin ya rabbal alamin..

        hurmm .. wat else ea ? hah ! my current job.. aku keja ngan mummy ak smntra menunggu result kuar.. huhu.. gaji pun blh la.. blh la utk support kperluan ne.. x kisah la.. yg pnting x buhsan bambong d umah.. tp buhsan gak bha keja ak ne.. duk d pjbt spnjg ari.. kdg2 langsung x buat apa2.. last2, ak on facebook, sumtym blogging, download lgu, watch vid d youtube, kdg2 ada gak tyme nya ak ttdur d pjbt..hahah~

        tapi klu sda sibuk.. nah..d c2 la dea.. smpi skit blkg bdpan dgn laptop..huhayy!! pnat nya tuhan klu byk kerja.. skalinya klu xda keja, langsung xda.. habuk pun xda..

        hurmm.. sok result kuar sda .. mudah2an la result ak bgus bha .. amin ya allah amin .. huuu .. k la .. new post coming!! 

this is MY PRECIOUS !

 INTRODUCING ..

THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE ..

HE'S CHOI SEUNG HYUN (최승현) 

MORE KNOWN AS T.O.P

NOV 4 , 1987

SEOUL , SOUTH KOREA 

AWW .. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH ..

KAU .. KNAPA KAU HENSEM SGT ARH ??

HURMM ... SO CUTE ...

NE TYM ZAMAN DULU KALA .. 

JELEK LAGI MAC .. X HENSEM SGT ..

AK SKA DEA PNYA PNDGN MATA TU TYM DEA BUAT PERSEMBAHAN ..

TYM DEA ACTING .. ARGGHH !! SEMUA LA !! 

I'M SO LOST IN LOVE WITH HIM !!!

KNPA KAU CUTE NE ARH ??

NE TYM PROMOTE LG LOLLIPOP ..

I MIGHT DIE SCREAMING !!!! ARRGGGHHHH !!!!! NOMU KYOPTA !!

I WANNA BE THAT LOLLIPOP !!

HEEHEE ...

 TURN IT UP NOW !! HEY !

FEW PHOTOSHOOTS .. MAKE WOMEN MELTS WITH HIS POSE .. HURRMMM...

I'M ONE OF THEM ...

 NE KURANG CKIT LA ..

LOOK HOW HANDSOME HE IS AT THE BACK ...

HUWAAA .... :))

HEY YOU !! HIHI .. ;)

HIS BESTFRIEND ..

KWON JI YOUNG (권지용)

MORE KNOWN AS G-DRAGON ..

THEIR NEW PROJECT ..

A BIG HIT ! 

I LOVE YOU ! THAT'S IT ! MUTE !