gelagat diri menoton match msia vs indonesia ~

Woohoooo ~~~

Syabas kepada team Malaysia !! hahah ..

I love you laa...

uL bha yg men .. trus mnang ne .. ahahha ..

prasan ~

oke .. sbnrnya .. bkn itu tujuan utamaku mw tulis nee ...

ak mw crita gaya2 ku tym tgk ne match .. haha ..

first tym jo tgk Malaysia main .. slama ini .. jujur la ..

ak xda smgt pun mw tgk Malaysia main bha .. skuad kebangsaan bg ak .. mcm xda ja .. lemah suma .. (sorry)

tp ntah angin apa yg mbuatkn ak mw tgk match tu mlm ...

mula2 tu gnti channel ja bha.. p tv3 .. kata kunun mw tgk bulletin utama ..

skalinya live match Malaysia lwn Indonesia.. ckitt lg mw gnti channel ..

skalinya dgr nama Khairul Fahmi Che Mat, x jd tukar channel ..

bknnya apa .. bukanlah ak ne minat gila sama khairul fahmi .. minat pun x oke ..

ak x jd gnti channel sebabbb ak ada kwn nama famie ..

ak knal and tahu nama khairul fahmi che mat tu pun sbb dea jg ..

nma kwn ak ne sbnrnya bukannya famie pun .. nma panggilan jaa .. nama btulnya tu sbnrnya abd.rashid .. ahahah .. tp ntah la knpa d panggil famie ... ak tnya dea ari tu .. npa nma kw blh jd famie .. dea ckp sbb dea kan keeper Negara .. ak pun angguk2 ja laa .. ak bkn tw sgt pun psl bola ne .. ak tgk bola pun tym FIFA ja .. huu..

nahh .. sbb itu la ak tgk match tuu .. sbb ak ingat sma dea .. ak trus sokong team Malaysia main oke .. and Alhamdulillah .. dgn bertambahnya seorang(aku laaa) lg penyokong team Malaysia di bumi indah ini.. kemenangan berpihak kepada negaraku Malaysia .. Alhamdulillah ..

hahah .. punya pnjang mukadimah ..

umm .. gaya ku tym tgk match .. punya semangat!! Mkn dpn tv joo .. selera ak mkn .. haha ..

xpnah2 jg ak teriak2 arh tym tgk match .. skalinya .. kali ini .. huu..

tiada bicara .. nama fahmi tu x lekang arh dr bibir ne(aiseh).. ak triak2 nma fahmi tu sbb ak sokong Malaysia laaa .. sbb ak ingat sma bestie ak yg sorg tu jg .. ak anggap dea yg maen ouh tym match tuu ..

gol yg mbwa kpda kmenangan team Malaysia d sumbangkn oleh shahrul .. thanx to him, Malaysia menang.. haha .. uL lagi! Seumur lagi tuu.. haha .. bangga ouh ak.. ak pkir famie ja ada,skalinya sharul pun ada.. haha ..

aduhh ..semangat btul ak mlm tuu..

ak tgk match tu dgn bf ak ..through phone.. dea sokong Indonesia,ak sokong Malaysia.. haha.. kemenangan itu for beta!! Hahah.. bangga ouh ak Malaysia menang.. semangat btul..

bru yg tym sparuh msa tuu..ada lagu bha kn d c main.. best ne lagunya...omg..the best! Harus download tu lagu...huu...

oke laa.. mw tdur nee.. tu ja laa.. toodlesss!! 

Alhamdulillah~

Hmm...

Alhamdulillah..

Syukur ke hadrat Ilahi yang telah m’kurniakan rezeki dan peluang buatku...

Exam result..

Alhamdulillah...

Pass..even x pass for diploma, but still dpt chance pg part 2..

So, syukur.. :)

Hello November~ :)

O la November! Hihi.. lama suda kan x update.. last update pun last month.. huhay!

Hmm.. let’s see apa last update..

Hah! Last update kita ialah ak mention yg ak miss someone kannn... huhuuu....

Okeoke..

Now it’s November..

Hmm..for this tym being, ak still on vacation lg..

Stay d twu..still...

Ada la last month tu ak pulang kunak..

For few days jaa.. spent my days fully d skola rendah..

And ada juga kembali ke sekolah menengah..tp tym sessi petang punyaa..

Itu pun gara2 temankn pingu p ambk sijil2 nya ..

Urmm..then, on the days ak d kunak..it was raining all evening..

Asal petang ja, start la dea b’tabiat.. hujannn...

Huuu..

On the same day ak teman pingu pg skola, ak pun pg umah bestie ak yg sorang nee..

Yg paling sowt.. amy.. haha...

She was suppose to pg national service(PLKN) bha tuu...but ada arahan dr kementerian pulak ;whom yg goes through form 6, kena buat penangguhan and go back to school!haha..

Punya depressed c amy..have fun sda dea d bagai budi tuu..skalinya pulak kena postpone..hmm..sbr ja laa..i noe how she feels..we’ve got the same fate..

But amy x pg form 6 balik..dea stay d umah..she said she got plan for her life..she wants to quit form 6..

Hmm...apa2 ja laa..yg pntg dea happy..i wish all the best for her..

Tym d umah amy, it was raining.. so we stuck there..

But then i’ve got text from budak gemukk.. ajak jln..

So, after negotiating dgn miza and amy..

I leave and jln dgn budak gemukk and janji dgn dorg that we’ll meet d pekan..

So, ak jln2 la sma budak gemukk.. stay dlm keta ja cuz it was raining..

It was a chaotic evening but things still under control..

I have fun eventhough hujan that tym..

After jln2 sma budak gemukk, ak pg restoran.. jmpa balik sma miza and amy..

Makan2, minum2..

Lapar sgt kann..haha..

Pastu pulang..

Tym pulang la paling haruu..haha..

Seperti biasa, bla ak pulang kunak, x sah klu ak x m’huru-harakan pekan  tuu..

After huru-harakan kunak dgn budak gemukk, ak smbung lg huru-harakan kunak dgn 2 ekor duchess tuu.. hahah..

Jalan kaki hujan2..huuu... paling best, perkara wajib yang harus di lakukan bila bersama miza..huhauuu!!paling masyukk punya aktiviti..

Everybody tkejut bila dorg nmpk ak pulang kunak..

Haha..ini taikotay!! Sda pulang!! Hahahahahaha....

Adii..perasan! hahah.. biasa laa..gua kn kakak kawasannnn...hahahahahah....

Gila kw dieybha..huhuhuhu...

Hurmm...

Memandangkan we already reach the November..

I am wondering about the result..

A big hurmmm...

I hope laa my result okeoke ajaa..

Another big hurmmm...

All i can do is only pray for the best.. *finger’s crossed*

Haaaaa~~~ panic at the disco btul ak bla pkir psal result..ahhhhhhhh~~~~

Gerigau gerigau gerigauuuuu !!! haaaa~~~~

Begegar joo lututttt~~~~

Aduyyyy~~~

rindu sma deaa ..

iihhh .. spa bha tuu ... 

apa bha nma dea tuu ... 

tba2 ne rndu sma deaa ....

ada tuu nama deaa ... pnjg nee nma deaa ....

aisshhh ... apa bha nama dea tuu .... hurmmm ....

jap jap jap ... ak ingat balik ...

uurmmmm ... akmal ??? 

dea la tuhh .. haha ...

iishshhh .. apa bha nma pnuh dea tuu ...

iiihhh .. xmo btau laa ... biar laa ... hihi ...

aishhh .. slalu ne t'ingat sma deaa ... rsa mcm mw p tampar2 ja muka dea .. 

hahah .. ak suka ne dlu tym ak dgn dea .. 

suka tmpr2 muka dea sbb dea ska buat muka cute sma ak ..

aiyrrr ... tu budak x matang ouhh ... hahhaha ....

ntah npa ak rsa dea cute .. aishh .. sial laa!! ahahhaha ....

aduuyyy ... shit ne otak ak ... aduyy ... hhahaha ..

tba2 rndu sma deaa ... 

excuse me! this is not the first time .. it's the trillionth time that i keep on missing him .. 

and i don't know why ... hurmmm ....

 <3 Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don’t even know what I’m waiting for anymore <3

he'em ..

Ada org chat sma ak tdii .. dea chat sama ak since last nyt .. hurmm ..

Dea tnya ak .. ak kapel c fikhri akmal ka ?? ak yg blurr2 pun jwb .. “ermmm .. kmu tnya sama dea sndri laa ..”

Abisss ... apa lae yg ak mw jwb .. i don’t even noe what’s really goin on ..

Ermm .. pastuu .. mcm2 la lae dea tnyaa ...  ak jwb ja laa .. no lies .. buat apa juaa mw tpuu .. mls laa .. lg pun ak mmg bgtu .. org tnya , ak jwb laa .. ngam2 lae xda mood .. klu ak ada mood tuu , ak putar balik tu soalan sma dea .. tmbh pening la juga tu krg ..

Huu .. btw , frankly speaking , i miss my life sebulan yg lalu .. sgala aktiviti ku .. biar derita , ak bahagia jg at the same time .. hmm .. 

You Are A Drug

Today was just another day
Emotionless and stale
Everytime I try to reach you
I always seem to fail

You're living in this shell
And you don't recognize your sin
You've taken not just me for granted
But the world you're living in

And so you stand there
And you pray for God to see
But the only one you have to be
Honest to is me

You are a drug,
I cannot quit you
You are a drug,
I'm still lonely with you
You're not in love,
But I still need to
Hold on to you
What have I gotten into?

Everytime I get a taste of you
It keeps me wanting more
Yeah, I suffocate from all the words
You said to me before

It seems as though you speak to me
As if it isn't sure
I know I fight for something
but what am I fighing for?

And so I stand there
And I pray for God to see
I just need the strength alone
To do what's best for me

You are a drug,
I cannot quit you
You are a drug,
I'm still lonely with you
You're not in love,
But I still need to
Hold on to you
What have I gotten into?

And this world is fast
It's passed me by
But you're still here
And I don't know why
You've lost your smile
But we can try
To bring it back to life

You are a drug,
I cannot quit you
You are a drug,
I'm still lonely with you
You're not in love,
But I still need to
Hold on to you
What have I gotten into?

Maybe

Didn't you wanna hear
the sound of all the places we could go?
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know?
It's a cold, hard road when you wake up,
and I don't think that I have the strength
to let you go.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

There goes my ring,
it might as well have been shattered.
And I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered.
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long.
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong.


And someday, I promise I'll be gone.
And someday, I might even sing this song to you.
I might even sing this song to you.
To you, to you, to you...
And I was crying alone tonight,
and I was wasting all of my life
just thinking of you.
So just come back,
we'll make it better.
So just come back,
I'll make it better than it ever was.

Betrayal In Life

I don’t even noe wats goin on skrg nee ... suma jd celaruu .. everything .. relationship, family , friendship ... ak rsa d khianat jaa .. ntah laa ... 

Bf , kwn2 , bff , suma mcm tpu ak jaa .. ntah laa ..thats wat i feel.. honestly ..

Frankly speaking ,  ak rsa mcm ak mw pergi ja dr suma nee .. mls mw hdup d dunia yg pnuh dgn org yg sntiasa khianat .. hurmmm ...

Budak gmuk ari tu ckp dea xda awek .. tp ari tu ak nmpk dea bwk awek plk .. hurmm ... tpu ..

Kwn ckp they will stay wit me no matter wat .. tp dorg backstab ak .. hurmmm ..

He ckp he will love me n will never leave me .. tp npa sda brapa lama ak x pnah dgr crita dr dea .. no text, no phone calls, no poke, no wall-write, not even reply on mw wall post .. hmm ... rsa mw remove jaa relationship tuu ... ak xtw pun apa jd skrg ne between us .. hmmm ...

Hurmmm ...

All i can rely onto now is SD .. dea jaa .. ntah npa .. when bad things come , he will always be wit me .. no one knows me better other than him .. he cares for me when ak rsa ak xda tmpt utk bgantung .. tym org suma x pduli dgn ak , dea slalu ada ..

Knpa ? knpa dea slalu dtg tym2 ak sdiy jaa ?? dea xtw ka klu dea buat gni, ak akn rsa bslah and suma hal ne akn buat ak tmbh bharap dgn dea .. ak xmw jd kan dea skdr kwn ak tym2 ak sedih ja ..  ak xmw dea rsa gtuu and ak xmw buat dea gtuu .. ak slalu buat dea gtuu .. dea mcm x ksah pun ... hurmmm ...

Jgn treat ak tlampau baik bha SD .. ak x pnah layan kw sebaik ini ... ak slalu jht sma kw .. pliss...jht la dgn ak .. treat me equally as i treat u .. pliss ..


urmmm .. 


kmu pkir ak xtw ka yg kmu tu tpu ak ??!! eh ak tw laa .. kan ak sda ckp , i know things .. eventhough ak xmw tw bnda tuu, ak akn tw jg no matter wat ... hurh ... useless laa slama nee ckp .. forever ... kitai kw ja tuu ...tpu ja suma tuu ... urmmm ... mls laa .. 

ENOUGH WITH THE FAKE !

p/s : ne psl la ak bnci cuti lma2 .. byk bnda ak blh nmpk, blh tw, blh dpt tahu .. hurmm .. tp klu x cuti , x best pulakk ... hurmmm ... sda laa .. :'(

complication !

I’m having complications with myself lately .. actually, ak bru sdar bnda nee.. tp ak mls laa nak investigate2 ..

The complications that i’m having are ... ak slalu skit .. skit kpala ..migrain.. plus, ak slalu gak skit bhagian appendix .. ntah la npa... sakit .. slalu tuu skit ..kdg2 dtg jg tuu sakit mcm period pain even ak x period .. hurmmm ...

Tym2 cuti ne bru ak rsa n sedar yg bnda ne slalu dtg.. tym study ak mmg sdar jgkk bnda ne slalu dtg .. tp ak slalu biar ja bnda tu serang ak sbb ak xda msa mw lyn sakit ak tuu .. lg byk bnda laen yg ak kna buat dpd lyan pnyakit ne ..

Plus, ak xska laa mw p kuar msuk sepital/klinik neee .. nti byk lg urusannya tuu ... tym p medical check-up utk plkn sma uitm ari tu pun ak liat sgt.. klu x gra2 bnda tu kna buat, ak xkn buat .. hurh .. buang msa gua jee ..

Hurmmm.. i don’t know wat to do .. ari tu ak ada pg check .. tp ak p check mata ak ja d medical unit kat uitm ... tu pun doctor ada suh p check for further detail dkt optic shop cuz equipment d medical unit d kampus x ckup .. tp smpi skrg ak x pnah pg check pun .. haha ..

Ak xmw la crita sma spa2 ne bnda .. smpi la skrg ... ntah npa.. whoever read this .. ak xtw laa .. setau ak , xda yg bca blog ak ne kcuali adk ak sma kwn2 yg follow ak .. nahh .. kmu2 ja la ne yg tw ..

Oke laa ... thats all for tonight .. teda idea sdaa ..

p/s : klu SD tw ak slalu skit , msti dea p heret ak p sepital .. haha .. mish him damndamn .. x mish sda sma bf ak , mish sma ex ak plk .. abis ak x d mish jg sma bf ak .. teda kbr britaa pun ... :'(

My World Of Boredom ..

hurmm..sda 3 minggu cuti .. tp bru 2 mnggu lebih ak d cni..bosann bangettt..nsib ada tv..haha..aduy..tp tv pun laa...rncgnnya x best..kadang2 ja .. balik2 tgk crita indon..xlma jd org indon la jg .. huu..

aduy na rang .. xlma gla jg ak ne..duk d umah truss.. hurmm..for ur info, since ak pulang nee..x pnah sda ak kuar2..kcuali p jemur kain,ambk kain d jemuran and buang smpah d luar pagar rumah..nahh...coba d bayangin..

p jemur kain tu frequency nya just once,ambk kain d jemuran tuu frequency nya buat msa ini 4 kali..and..p buang sampah d luar tu cuma baru 2 kali..sbb biasanya kerja buang smpah tu atuk yg buat..sbb dea slalu kuar mw p kebun,jd skali laa...

alaa..lagipun, bukannya ak buat keja umah pun d umah ne..ada la ckit..cuci pinggan mangkuk, kemas bilik,lipat kain..pastu, yg laennya..atuk yg buat..mcm masak..kadang2 maksu la masak..iya laa..ak mna la pndi masak..

hah?? cuci kain??kemas rumah??

itu ada org yg buat..maksu byr sorg macik nee..dea dtg stiap ari slasa sma sabtu..jd..mcm biasa laa..kmi d umah ne kmpul baju2 kotor..pastu,pd ari slasa n sabtu..b'soraklah baju2 kotor ini kerana tu macik sda dtg mw p kc bersih dorg..hoho..

hurmmm...aktiviti ku spnjg cuti stakat ini...hurmm...apa yaa???

online = jarang skali..ne kali kedua..

tidur = yes!frequency nya sgt tnggi..tdur dr jam 12 /1/2 pagi..saaaaammmpppaaaaiiiiiii la jam 10 pagi..bgtu la kerjaku ari2..ini kerja tetap ne..

tv = huhay!ne lg 1..frequency nya pun tnggi jgk..sda bgun,mandi,trussss turun p tgk tu tv..crita indon..nahh..amek kw!haha..

mkn = ne frequency nyaa...rendah ckit laa..sbb skrg ne..ak mkn pun tym d suh mkn n tym ada mood ja mkn..ikutkn ati..xmw mkn..bukan apa..xda slera...ntah napa..lapar mmg la lapar..tp tekak xmw trima mknn..pnah ada ari tuu..ak mkn,ckit mw muntah..ntah laa..mmg btul2 xda slera..hurmmmm...

b'sms = ne pun frequency nya rendah yg agak rendah..lg rendah dr mkn..ntah laa..since cuti nee..eh..tp mmg laa..ak mmg jrg sms bhaa..kcuali la org sms ak,tym mw pulang twu,tym raya n ada ocassion t'tntu bru ak sms..bf pun jrg2 sda sms..huu..sunyi kn hidupku??hoho..pity me.. :(

men game = nahh..ne frequency nyaa mw hmpir2 ja dgn yg tgk tv tuu..sbb ambil ak tgk tv,ak men game..d laptop..huhu..mw habis sda ne koleksi game d laptop ku ne ak men..

apa lagi aktiviti ku??hurmmm.....ntah..tu ja laa..

tapi tapi tapii...ak ada satu kegemaran baru..memandangkan ak skrg ne sdg memegang jwtn bambong terhormat utk sebulan lebih..hehe..

skrg kn..ak ska tgk berita..alaa..berita yg jam 8 mlm tuu...hihi...hari2 ak tgk..x pnah2 ne ak tgk brita,skalinya ak tgk jg..haha..aduyy..kdg2 tpkir..mmg kurang kerja btul bha ak ne kn..x pnah2 ne..huhuu..

tp bgus laa..tmbh pengetahuan am..dpt tw perkembangan semasa..nahh...itu bajet 2012 tu pun ak tgk!nahhhhh...ada sma kmu????neeehhhhhh......xda kan????

mcm biasa laa...perempuan...tgk drama bersiri..tp yg ini lg ak heran...biasanya ak x tgk tu crita2 mlayu..skrgg...huh!drama tv3 tu..soffiya??ak tgk tu..ari2..dr isnin smpi khamis..rncgan bru d astro ria..kelaaass kau maria??nahh..itu pun ak tgk jg...ermm..telemovie ka tu arhh d tv1..mencari bidadari??ak tgk...apa lg arhh???hurmm...

hah!drama korea!coffee prince??d ntv7..ak tgk jg tu..pasta??d tv2..ak tgk jg..aduyy...x pnah2 ne ak tgk tv2 dgn tv1..ak tgk!!hoho...

biasa la..klu drama2 siri omputeh..ak mmg tgk pun..gossip girl,CSI,NCIS,perfect couples,hot in cleveland..

crita2 indon pun ak tgk jgk!!sgala movie dorg yg dlu2 tuu..d channel pelangi tuu...ak tgk!!ak paling suka tuu d channel bintang..realigi,opera van java,extravaganza..nahh...

sgala crita d tv tu ak tgk..hohoh...kurang kerja btul bha...ndukk kesian bha hdupku nee...tp yg bgusnya..aktivitiku ne x kuarkn 1 sen pun!sbb..ak tnggal d umah maksu..mkn d tanggung spenuhnya n sgala bil2 maksu yg byr!hihi..

I'M JEALOUS BUT .. MY FACEBOOK ..

kenapa susah sgt mw ckp ??!!! kenapa susah sangat mw ckp those 3 words ??!!
uurrgghh !! frankly speaking, i hate myself .. knapa ssh sgt mw btrus trg arh dieybha ?! uurrgghh !! fuck eu la bitch !
kenapa ssh mw ckp yang KW JELES TAHAP BABI SAMA DEA SAMPAI KAU DEACTIVATE FB KAU A FEW HOURS AGO ??!!!!!!
tp kw gla juga kn x on fb .. pastu kau activate balik .. miahahaha ... buduh ..
oke la fine ! aku cakap la skrg !

ehem ehem !

oke ...

test test .. mic test 1 2 3 ..

1 2 3 go ..

oke ..

mode : mw jerit d telinganya ne ...

AKU JELES LAA .. EH SIAL LA ! APSAL AKU JELES EK ? OH YA .. AKU JELES SEBAB AKU SAYANG KAU BODOH ! IKAN ! UUURGGGHH !! AKU JELES BILA KAU COMMENT2 NGAN DEA , LIKE2 DEA, AND WATSUCHEVER LAA!! POKOKNYA AKU JELES ! UURRGGHHH !! BLH X JGN BUAT ?!! JGN BUAT SYA JADI GILA ?? OKE ??

eeiiyyyerrrr .. ssh la ada bopren ...

update baru :: sya activate balik fb saya sbb sya x than x on fb sya .. huhu .. buduh kn ..

MY FACEBOOK

I deactivate my facebook account today ..

Motif ?? knpa dieybha?? Why?? ARRRRRGGGHHHH WWHHHHYYYYYY ????!!!!!

Hurrmm .. mls mw buka..klu buka fb pun bikin sakit ati jaaaa...jd biarla ak deactivate .. bla ak rsa prasaan dan hati ne oke ckit , activate la blik ..

Ssh jg bha ada fb ne .. bnda2 yg kta xmw nmpk,kta nmpakk..pastuuu, sentap..sakit ati..kecik atii...hurmmm...

Jadi jadi jadiiiiiii....biar la ak mendiamkn diri buat seketika ..

Kepada yang suka buat aku sedih dgn sgala perlakuannya d fb..ak mw ckp ne..

“thanks banget ya udah brjaya buat ak sedih semaksima ini..thanks..thanks sgt2..yaa...gara-gara kamu..gara-gara kamu ini yang buat ak kayak gini...

Thanks sgt2..buat la sesuka hati yang kamu mau..skrg..ak xdpt nmpk sda.. J”

uL & the babiesS !

Ak ada kawan baru ! ooppss !! correction ! ak ada bestie baru ! my group baru is ....

BrothArs and siSTARs !

Atau slalu d pnggil

UL2 and UL2 babies !!

UL2 ne yg Brothers .. lelaki .. why UL2 ?? sbb nma dorg d blkg msti ada UL blkg dea .. dorg ne mula2 ada 4 org ja .. famie, mirin, jirul, sharul ... skalinya msuk 3 org .. fikhri , mac , KG .. dorg 3 org ne xda UL blkg dorg .. skalinya UL2 yg 4 ne baek la ltak UL blkg nma dorg .. fikhri baek punya nma d kc nma fakhrul ! machairey jd machairul ..hafizzie aka KG d kc jd kjuL ..  ahahahah !!! gla la .. msti kmu tnya kn npa tu famie and mirin xda pun UL blkg dorg .. ada.. kmu ja yg x nmpk .. cba tgk btul2 .. ada tu UL blkg nya ..

Hah ? x nmpk lagi ? aisshh .. mmg pndek la umur kmu ne .. ahhaa .. cni ak c tnjuk ! urgh . tu pun x blh nmpk.

Famie = abdul Rashid

Mirin = khairulamirin

Nah .. tu ada UL .. kan kan kan ?? heheh ... and .. that is why they are called the UL2 .. ada 7 org suma : famie, mirin, sharul, jirul, fakhrul, mac , KG ! 6 suma kn ? heheh ..

Now ! lemme story bout siSTARs ! my siSTARs ! J

siSTARs ne ada 4 org ja .. Erica, ainatul, miera, dieybha .. kmi ne .. bkn mw bangga dri la .. kmi ne UL2 babies .. hihi .. stands for kesayangan UL2 .. 4 of the UL2 ada partner d siSTARs.. mirin, jirul, famie and fakhrul ! heheh ... UL2 cares about siSTARs ! ea ka ? care ka ? care ka ea ? hahah .. that’s why la nma UL2 babies ne wujud .. huhu ...

best gla dgn dorg ne .. one thing yg mmg significant dgn kmi ada lah .. kmi akan sentiasa bersama x kira kemana .. kami ke tandas b’sama , bljr, mkn, tdur, and so on .. we will stay up till morning together .. we share everything .. we cry together , we laugh together , pnat together .. alah ! yg pntg sumanya la together bha ..

ne ak upload pic utk tatapan korg ..

bkn snang ne ak mw ltak gmbr dlm blog ne (of course bcoz of smthg shitx yg pnah jd dlu .but i upload it anyway ..so bullshitters , mind to copy my freakin fantastic photos so that you can use as a toilet paper !)

 

jan mw batabiatxx !!!!!

ada org ckp2 kwn ak .. n ak , oficially trasa jg klu kwn ak yg d ckp .. bcuz i consider they r part of me ..

hurmmm ... gni la .. snang ckp .. ak mmg x ska ne .. ak mmg x ska keadaan ne .. apa brg bha ne maen2 ckp blkg .. jan la .. aishh ...

ak blh diam lg smlm .. skalinya ak bca kmu punya post tu .. mention psl adab .. huh ! ak oke lae .. skalinya .. comment said " kta d klas , bkn d club "

ayat itu ja .. ak pns trus .. mw ja ak p bls komen kmu tu says " apa club2 ne .. klu x pnah pjak itu club, jan mw pndi2 ckp psl adab class-club sgala bagai .. apa kmu tw ? jan mw trepp larh .. prangai kmu mcm sial oke .. ckp2 gni .. bgs lae msuk club bt prangai sgala bagai dpd men tikam2 bgni .. bulan puasa bha ne .. jan mw pkir prasaan kmu ja .. org len pun ada prasaan la .. BULAN PUASA , KENA JAGA MULUT MINAH OYY !!!

ak sbar ja ne .. post ja d blog .. x dpt thn .. that is why ...

klu ak x sbr , mang lma sda ak redah men balas d fb ... ak still consider kmu kwn , that is why ak diam .. bising stakat d blog .. klu ak x consider kwn , mmg lma sda ak gerak ..

btw , apa ja la yg  buat kmu smpai kmu ckp gtu ? adab apa yg d bt smpi d ckp club ? hurmm .. dressing ? still b'lengan pnjang n bttup .. gaya kmi ? hurmmm ... kmi still jga batas .. so ?? apa ??

club ???? gua pantang bla lu ckp2 club ne ... jan mw batabiat sna arh .. klu x puas ati , ckp dpn2 .. jan smpi ak p pksa kmu bckap .. mcm sial dowh prangai ! betina btl !

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it's been a long tym !

Lama suda kn ak x update ne .. haha .. punya la lama .. brapa bln sda .. huuu ... tw la bha org bru kuar dr hutan .. kn ak PLKN .. skalinya plk dpt UiTM .. pre-science .. tpksa pegi .. buat penangguhan d PLKN .. sedih jg ..

Tp oke bha jg cni .. even ada jg org sombong mcm babi .. haha .. bnci ouh org gtu .. xpa la .. yg pntg kwn2 ak oke .. dpt bbrapa kwn bru ..

Hari pertama mmg nanges gla2 la .. ahahah .. mati2 bha mw blik .. mw cancel kunun penangguhan, blik plkn kasi abis latihan, nti abs latihan, bru p uitm .. ahahahha .. apa la .. aduii ..

Skalinya sda jmpa c tahir,knal classmate, ada roommate .. trus diam .. xda sda apa2.. bkn bha .. dlu kn .. first2 dtg cni.. mmg blur.. xtw apa2 ne .. sda la org d cni masing2 dgn hal dorg .. ak sndri ja .. xda org ak knal.. pling2 c tahir ja ak knal cni.. nah .. dea tu lelaki .. klu dea pmpuan tu.. mmg lma sda ak seret dea ke mana2 ..

Bru ak ne mmg jenis yg x blh bdikari bha kn .. ckit2 ibu, abg, and skrg.. ada tmbhn sda .. c tahir ! ahahah .. apa la .. kesian c tahir .. blik2 dea jd mangsa .. nah .. sepa suruh .. dea ja yg pling dkt dgn ak yg ak knl .. nahh .. ambik mu !

Mmg la .. ada kwn ku jg .. tp xda yg blh ak hrp btul bha .. dea ja kn yg ak knal lma sda .. nah .. dea ja la ..

Kesian jg bha klu d pkir blik .. ak ne blik2 kc susah dea ja .. hurmmm ...

Tahir, mnta maaf .. ak ne mang slalu kc ssah kw bha kn .. dr dlu lg .. 

terima kasih 'K.A.W.A.N'

serius la ak ckp . ak x blh mw maen kias2 bha . klu ak mw ckp , ak ckp ja trus . mnta maaf klu kmu trasa . tp trus trg ak ckp . buat masa ini, ak anggap kmu ne kwn xda gna !
sanggup kmu kn tgk kwn ssh bgni . snang2 kw lpas tgn gni . kw x sdar ka kerugian ngan malu yg kmi tpksa tanggung . oke . mgkin bukan kami . tp DEA . kmu x sdar ka perbuatan kmu yg SANGAT la BERTANGGUNGJAWAB dan BERTAMADUN ini membawa kepada 1000 'keuntungan' kpd kwn kmu . heissh ! pnat kias .
cni la . maen straight 4ward seja la ..

kau memang tiada guna ! shit kw bha ! sial ! x penah2 ak jmpa org mcm kw ! kimak kw bha ! kw mmg btul2 la manusia pling manank sial nya d dunia ! arrgghh ! sakit atiku ma kw bha !

bgni la kwn .... mmg bgni caranya klu bkwan .. okeoke ! bgni kn cranya kta bkwan . oke ! pham sua ak rntak mu . aku ikut caramu . oke kawan .

i'm killin eu slowly .

Hatred comes from the heart; contempt from the head; & neither feeling is quite within our control.

PENJELASAN !

penjelasan untuk beberapa hal antara aku dan org laen .

Adibah Adrianna & SD

nothing serious really . have you watched the movie “No Strings Attached” ? kmi mcm tu . mnggunakn ssama sndri utk kpntgan masing2 . plus, ak snang bla dgn dea . it’s like magic . hilang prob ku . he knows how to make me laugh . right when I want to slap him for his naughtyness, he make me laugh and feel like want to make the moment last forever . I never fell in love with him . aku juz suka dengan dea . suka hangout. and yes! panggilan kmi mcm couple. but, we’re not. and I don’t know if we are. nanti la aku tnya dea ya apa sebenarnya kami ne. hehe .

Adibah Adrianna & Scooterist Madyer

xda pa2 jg. kawan2 ja. kenal bulan January. but then, friendship kmi hancur lebur bln lalu. means on April. aku pun xtw apa punca sebenarnya persahabatan kami hancur lebur. aku x penah harap bnda ne jd. dea kata dea jealous la ma BossQue Paling Poyo la, x blh trima la hubunganku dgn SD . hey nigga ! kau apaku ouh mw jeles and x blh trima apa2 yg aku buat ne ??!!! urrgghh ! fuckin nigga ! napa aku panggil kau nigga ne ? cuz I feel I want to ! tension gla aku dgn kau ne . xpa. aku redha jg dgn apa yg jadi dgn persahabatan kita ne. aku harap kau bahagia la dgn semua yg kau buat. carik la keja bgus2 . kau jg yg snang klu kau ada keja, byk duit. mcm SD , he’s improving. xkn slamanya mak bapak kta tanggung dri kta.

relationship d fb ? ya. mmg ada relationship d fb. dlu. Engaged . tp semua tu main2 ja. nick kmi : papa-baby. xda pa2 jg tu. nothing happen. JUST FRIENDS ! USED TO BE friends !

Adibah Adrianna & Putra Saiko

dea..dea..dea..apa ya? an ex ? a hubby ? dunno. kwn biasa ja kali. aku pun xtw. we used to be together. and those time are the sweetest time. he loves me really. but something happened and I can’t accept it. aku menghilangkan diri dari dia buat 4 bulan. aku betul2 x blh accept apa yg jd. betul la katanya, bla kta syg org tu, jgn syg dea spenuh hati, simpan sedikit kebencian agar bila nanti sesuatu jadi, kta xkn kecewa.. dan sekarang, aku kembali menunjukkan diriku sendiri. I unblock, he add. we’re friend back on Facebook. and the rest is history.. aku sendiri xtw d mna titik letaknya hubungan kami ne.

siapa lae kmu mw tw ? btau ja . aku explain . lu tnya , gua jwb ! :D

SD kawin ??? oh NO !!!

“kawin la kau..”

“ngee?ma sapa mau kawin ? haha .”

“dgn aku la.”

“aww. naek minang la..”

“haha.ckp mu tu bha.”

d suh SD ak kawin. haha . tp x plk dea mw kawin. dea kata buat pa mw kawin. jelek bha tuh. haha . ngam la . ak pun rsa gtu jg.

tp klu kw propose ak , spt biasa ak akn ckp “klu kw blh belikn ak cincin Tiffany tu, bru ak mw kawin ma kw” haha .

ak mw bha tuh Tiffany. impian ku dr dulu. ak ada check harganya. mw rm40 ribu jg. hehe. kaya bha jg kw kn syg ? belikn la bha ak. hehe.

eh .. btw, beberapa jam ne . ak tba2 tpkir . cmana la tuh kn klu dea kawin . aku cemana ? blh ka dea jd suami yg baek ? blh ka dea jd ayah yg baek ? bahagiakah isterinya nanti ? aiyer !! isteri !!! sepa isterinya nanti ????? ahhh .. mcm x blh trima la plk klu dea kawin .. klu kawin ma ak , ok ! x kisah . tp klu sma org laen … nangis x blagu la ne .. haha ..

ai ? npa ne . jatooh chenta ka sda sma SD mu ? haha . maybe . npa ak gelisah ea pkir psl dea d suh kawin ? and npa jg ak x blh trima klu dea kwin ma org laen . aiyo !

yg, tgu la ak bha . huhu . sma2 la kta . aisshh . sound so desperate owh . :p

HATE YOU THIS MUCH !

I’m not coming back . ak xkn kmbali lg . ak xmw blik umah tu. slagi org tu ada d umah, ak xkn blik. dan ak harap ak xkn jejakkn kaki ak lae blik ke sana slama mana dea mc d c2. euh ! tlg la !

for ur info, klu mw ckp psl harta . ak la org yg pling bising skali n kali ne pun ak akn bising jgk ! ak x kisah ! ni hak ak and mak ak and my brothers !

for that BASTARD info : semua harta adalah hak milik mutlak mak ak ok ! jgn nak prasan nak pakai harta mak ak sesuka hati . yes! ak pergi and stay duk diam skrg ne . but, kw tgu ja la . bla masa ak nak bertindak and ckp kat kw smpi kw terduduk and sedar yang langit tu tinggi ka rendah . kw jgn nak cabar ak. I may be young but I have the power that nobody thought that I could have ! huh !

ak da start new life and I hope kw xkn ada lae dlm new life kami . ak da xnak ambk tau psl family kw lae and jgn nak bebankan kami lae dgn sgala statement kw yg x berasas ! ak xska suma tuh .

u noe u r wrong , so, don’t pretend that u aren’t . everybody know that you r wrong , we r right . so don’t fight the fact and putar belit cerita . suma bnda tu akn buat dosa kw tmbh and make more people benci kau . sudah la ramai org bnci kw, don’t add it lagi ok .

there are no stupid question , juz STUPID PEOPLE !

W.H.A.T.T.H.E.F.I.S.H ?! (eps 1)

BEWARE OF DOGS !!!

HE’S DANGEROUS !!!

hurmm … fuckin crazy lerr .. honestly, for this tym being .. ak laparr .. haha .. but at the same tym ak PANAS GILA BERAPI RASA NAK SIAT2 JE KULIT ORG TUH ! HUH !!

statement di atas .. saya tujukan buat EX-rakan saya yg whom I thought baek.. hurmm ..

ne apa kes ne ? cecite2 …

ne.. ada la sorg makhluk tuhan ne.. hamba ALLAH la katakan.. yg ak da anggap mcm family sndri since ak skola rndh g.. ak rsa la kn.. ak xda buat slh pa2 bha kat dia ne.. ak only did the good deeds towards him.. ak xtw napa dia sanggup buat bgni kat ak ..

dia bkn buat gni dgn ak ja.. dgn kwn2 yg laen pun dia buat gni.. aisshh.. ntah la .. ak xtw la apa jg yg dea mw ne.. ntah la .. dpt duit kali dea kn klu dea buat gni .. S.A.K.I.T.J.I.W.A.K.A ???

1)   dea buruk2 kn ak.

ne ak x kisah sgt la .. dea pg ckp dgn kwn ak yg ak da .. ok .. ak straight forward ja la k .. SORRY KLU KASAR SGT..  hey ! da ada amaran kn b4 enter this blog . so, WTF ? ade ak kisah ?? back to the story .. dea ckp ngan kwn2 ak and even my ex yg ak da have sex dgn my ex dlu .. eeuuhhh !! apa ne ????? and then dea ckp lae yg ak have sex ngan ex ak tuh kat oil palm mill !! WHAT THE FISH ???? oil palm mill ??? xda kelas ok! tlg skit! pukimak babi kaw! lakhanat tul punya manusia! dea ckp dea nmpak, dea lah saksi kpd perbuatan terkutuk ak ngan ex ak tuh! ddaaaaaa ???? tlg skit ! ak x penah nak have sex kat palm oil mill ! what the hell yg kw ckp ne ?? mw ktwa tguling babi ak dgr bnda tuh .. ahha ..kw punya dick la tuh yg have sex , jaggin so hard dgn palm oil tree tuh ! *MIDDLEFINGER UP!*

2)   dea buruk2 kn bestie2 ak jgk.

ne lagi la satu hal . wat the fish jgk ! adlin, farah, nadia, joe da jd mangsa kpd manusia gila ne. psl adlin dgn nadia tu. kw ckp dpn2 ak kn ? kw jgn mw tpu larh! ak mc ingat lg. mmg la ak ne plupa, tp klu psl org bruk2kn kwn2 ak specially bestfriend ak. ak xkn lupa. oh yeah. btw, dorg da tw pun yg kw buruk2kn dorg . ak yg bgtau. so, kw mw buat apa kat ak ? x tkut pun . manusia mcm kw yg suka putar belit cerita ne xkn pnah nak bjaya lama2 kat dunia ne .. apa lagi d akhirat . tlg skit . tduh la lg yg bkn2 . FUCKIN CRAZY LA KAU NI LELAKI!! BODOH TAHAP PETALA KELAPAN!

3)   dea tduh ak pulak !

apa ne ??? napa ne ??? ak yg xda kena mengena dgn hidup kau yg menyedihkan tu pun kau nak tuduh? apa ? kau ckp ak plk yg pegi sebarkn bnda yg bkn2 psl kau? tlg skit. apa ak dpt bla buat bgtu? even dpt 1gazillion dollar pun ak x mw la weyh . buang masa ak ja nak buat dosa. dosa ak da berbakul ne. buat pa nak tmbh lg? ckup2 la ea. stiap hari ak buat dosa, tp xmw nya ak menambah dosa dgn cara m’buruk2 kn kau. semua tu miscommunication je.. plus, utk apa jg ak bruk kn kau? motif ? yes. even ak skit ati ngan kw, tp ak x pnah ada niat maw buat gtu. xpernah! not even in my life! so, jgn la mw buat spekulasi murahan kau yang x b’asas tu ! KITAI !

4)   dea perasan dowh!

ahha! x penah ak jmpa org mcm ne tw! prasan tahap gaban babe! ada ka patut dea ckp yg ak ne ska plk ma dea? hey! noted here. suka yg dea ckp tuh means ska a.k.a jatooh chenta ! tlg la . not even in my dream. so, what? ak rapat2 ma kau maknanya ak ska kw la??!!! so, ak rapat ma syahmie, mimie, and the rest of my guys friends tuh ak ka dgn dorg la jgk ?! yes! ak mmg ska dgn dorg. ska b’gaul. ska b’kwn. and bukannya ska nak mengawan! mcm kau! uurgghhh ! sakit ati ak la bla ingat kw ! ak x ska la org yg prasan gla babi mcm kau! tlg la! AKU TAK PERNAH NAK SUKA KAT KAU EVEN KAU ADALAH LELAKI TERAKHIR YANG ADA DI MUKA BUMI NI! sanggup mak jd anak dara tua tak kawen2 sampai mampos drpd nakkan kau lelaki oi! urgghh! tlg la ! fucking hell !

hurmm . ok la . da pnat ne tmbh dosa. nti ak akn post episode 2 and so on . next tym k .

ne skadar mw lepas skit ati ja . org ckp, x baek simpan . nti tmbh truk . so, ak crita la kat cni.

THERE ARE NO STUPID QUESTIONS, JUST STUPID PEOPLE!