PROLOG (Kepulangan Semula)

Selamat kembali ke dalam kehidupan yang lama

Kehidupanmu dimana kau mampu menulis untuk melampias segala kata

Segala kata yang tak mampu untuk kau ungkapkan secara verbal

Akhirnya kau bisa menulis semula setelah beberapa tahun cacat

Harus kita memanjatkan kesyukuran ke atas-Nya 

Harus juga kita mengucapkan terima kasih sebanyaknya kepada dia

Dia yang telah membuat kau menulis kembali

Ya!

Dia!

Siapa sahaja dia..

Mahu ibumu, adikmu, abangmu, sahabatmu, keluargamu

atau pemuitis yang telah kau baca karyanya

Sehingga membuat kau menulis kembali

TAHNIAH!

Akhirnya kini..

Ruangan ini tidak akan lagi berdebu 

Menanti kau

Menanti sekian lama

Menanti untuk kau lampiaskan kata-katamu

Kami bergembira atas kepulanganmu.....

(Elviera, 2015.August.19 , 0140 )

Back In Touch I

Hye assalamualaikum..

So for the post for this time .. ntah la .. ak sbnrnya xda idea sgt..so I was thinking bout telling u the basic  10 things about me .. I think .. but before that .. ak mau crita .. since ak ada mood mau crita ne .. psl ak pnya gay bestie.. actually after ak abs final ari tu .. ak sort of lost contact dgn dea .. after madir sibuk tuduh ak sama dea tu kapel .. haha .. so ..kami lost contact laa ..

But then recently I’ve just got a news from him.. saying that he’s doing good, jobless, waiting for graduate/convocation ceremony.. just helping his parents buat stor dkt rumahnya .. haha ..

And he said that my life is sengsara .. haha .. so honest .. u noe wat .. sbb itu la ak ska kwn dgn dea .. why dea ckp life ak sengsara ?? bcuz kmi mcm buat flashback la .. mcm trying to catching up things yg kmi tlepas share … sort of like that laa.. so ak crita la sma dea .. and he as usual .. dgr ja and bg pendapat nya yg sejujur-jujurnya ..

And yeah .. when I shared stories with him I feel safe enough, comfortable, grateful sbb ALLAH kurniakn kwn sbaik dea.. :’) its not that ak x feel safe and comfortable and grateful bla ak dgn c madir .. tp kwn dgn husband lain u noe..

When it comes to gaybestfriend and your husband..of course both of them are the best but vote will be more dkt gaybestfriend bcuz they sense a lot.. unlike husbands.. gay bestfriend aware sgt2 aware tntg their partner-in-crime..they really care about their girlfriend’s feeling.. u know.. hmm .. hard to explain laa .. bkn mau kc mnang dea ka apa .. tp .. u noe what .. why don’t you try .. why don’t you try to have a gay-bestfriend so kamu blh judge then..and u can faham then..

And since I got back in touch with him .. he doesn’t even change a bit..still treat me the same mcm hari pertama kami kenal.. still care,still funny, and of course..still gay.. haha .. tension brabis tu org sma ak sbb ak pnggil dea gay..

Malar dea ckp “ak bukan gay bhaa..ak suka pmpuan bhaaa” hahah .. sorry la bro.. u are more like gay to me .. not ur appearance or what but.. how u treat me tu yg buat kau dpt pengiktirafan terhormat dr aku..u are the second person on earth yg ak pnah panggil bgtu..

Thank You Tumblr for The Swag Quotes :)

I wanna say thank you to tumblr for always showin me quotes that related in my life .. so yeah .. thank youuu .. J