hurmm .. rndu .. ilang sda ckit2 dr diriku memandangkn ak sda luahkn d blog ne . thanx blog ! love ya ! muah muah ! skrg ak blh fokus on tahir more .
aku rasa ak b'salah dgn c tahir sbb ak rindukn kw . sepatutnya ak rndu dea . hurmm . wat to do ? the feeling cannot be resist hunn . wat else can i say ? we do things a lot together . eventhough our relationship is not so long . it's just for a year and half . so , whatever !
ok . i did mention yg couple phone tu kn ? yeah . it's so sweet . really sweet . the most expensive thing i've ever had . thank you .
a lot memories remain in my mind . t'ingat blk . bukannya aku ingat pun . aku t'ingat . tu pun td pagi . tym ak write d blog ne . hurrmmm .
setelah kejadian dan peristiwa couple phone tu , ak dikejutkn lg dgn 1 perangaimu yg ak x sngka2 .. selama ini klu kw dpn ku , kw diam . i mean , x telampau bising . skalinya tym kta smbut rya sma2 ari tu , t'kejut ak . bisingnya kw . ak pun t'kejut jgk bla nmpk kw smoke . ak sndri pn xtw yg kw smoke . xtw ne cmana ak x tw . huhu . pdhal kta slalu sma2 . mngkin sbb ak x pnh nmpk kw smoke dpnku . even tym kta hangout dgn kwn2 pun , kw x smoke . ntah . mgkin ak buta kot , sbb kazen kw ckp dgn ak yg kw mmg da lma smoke . haha . butanya adibah .
tym ak tnya kw " since when kw merokok ne ?? " jwpn kw laen plk . kw ckp " sakit bha ak ne . " smbil pgang botol ubat batuk yg kw bru beli kat klinik . hah . apa la . ak tnya laen , kw jwb laen la plk . mw ja ak teriakkn kw , nsib baek ada kwn2 ak . klu x , mmg da lama kna jerit " kw pekak ka ?!!! " adeii . papa papa . ada2 ja . pekak nya . adeii .
urrmmm . ak t'ingat pulak moment yg kw call ak jam 3 pagi gara2 kw mw ak . haha . pa la . rindu kunun . SUDAH LA !! jgn mengada2 . bukan sekali ja kw buat bgtu , mw hampir tiap minggu . npa tiap minggu ? ea la . xkn la kw mw buat phone call tiap2 mlm ckp bnda yg sma . kw bukn jenis bgtu . ak tw . kw pun tw yg ak akn sick bila kw keep on saying the same thing . call jam 3 pagi . apa x gila , then siap ckp " bby , bsok jgn lupa ea . papa ambk . papa mw jmpa before papa pg kerja . papa rndu btul ne ma bby . " adeii . ak tw la . mmg pun kta jmpa tiap2 pagi before kw pg kerja . aishh . apa pnya boyfriend . mcm ja la ak ne pelupa . klu x ckp bnda bgtu , kw ckp ini " kac kosong jadual bby utk besok . besok juz for papa ja k . " ADOOIII !!! tlg la . kw ne pehal arh ??!! ak byk lg bnda mw buat dlm hidupku selain drpd m'buntut kat kw tiap ari ! I NEED SPACE !
ok . sumtym ak rsa ak xda 'me tym' semenjak ak idup dgn dea ne . tp , xpa la . ak happy jgk .
he's like a sugar daddy . he give me anything , everything that i want . but , the difference here is that i don't have to balas semua tuh . bila ak ckp " jgn maen bg ja apa yg ak mw . " kw juz jwb " biarla. " dan bila ak ckp " i'll pay eu back k . " kw akn jwb " no need . kw kn bini ak , buat apa mw byr blk , dah tanggungjwb ak . even kta blm kahwin btul2 , ak consider jgk kta sda kwin . eu know , i'm tryin to berlatih to have a commitment here . so, please help me ok bby . "
elok la sgt . semua ak dpt , free ja . x pyh mw byr . cuba imagine . he's filthy rich babe , he's makin almost thousand a day . and of course , kerja yg dea buat tuh halal . dan yg pling murni psl dea ne adalah 60% pndptnnya dea akn bg kat mak dea . that's a good thing about him . nobody knows that . ak ja yg tw . sbb dea crita kat ak . even mum dea pn ckp kat ak . so , even d luaran dea nmpk mcm x blh harap and all bad things , he's good inside . only ak ja yg tw that good side of him .
LAST WORD FOR THIS EPISODE : HILANG SDA RSA RNDU KU KAT KW . HAHA .
WHEN WILL I SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN ???
WHEN WILL YOU TOUCH MY HEART AGAIN ??
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