Pecah Perasaan (000004 - 000006)

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Mengapa kau sering ucapkan ayat yang sepertinya di mulut sahaja

Sedangkan aku ucapkan apa yang aku maksudkan

“Whatever happens, I’ll be beside you”

“I’ll do anything for you”

Mengapa kau ucapkan

Tapi tidak maksudkannya

Mengapa aku tidak ucapkan

Sedangkan aku lakukan 

Jangan hancurkan aku lagi

Aku sudah penat kecewa

Aku bersama kau untuk mengubati luka 

Kerana kau menjanjikan sesuatu yang berbeza dari sebelum ini

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Aku mahu bahagia

Aku mahu senyum

Adakah ini satu hal yang susah untuk dikecapi?

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Jangan buaikan aku dengan kata-kata manis

Dengan ucapan sayang

Jangan taburkan aku janji-janji 

Yang sekadar janji

Jika kau sendiri tak bermaksud apa yang kau katakan

Sudah!

Berhenti!

Jangan ucap lagi!

Aku tak mahu dengar

Kalau semua itu sekadar ucapan yang tidak bermakna

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Bukan mudah untuk cinta menghilang

Bukan mudah untuk tidak sayang lagi

Bukan mudah untuk tidak merindu lagi

Tetapi

Semua itu boleh terjadi

Janji lah kau kepada dia

Berkatalah kau 

Bersumpahlah kau sekuat mana pun

Yang kau takkan melangkah pergi dari hidupnya

Semua itu boleh terjadi

Kau mahu tahu caranya?

Sangat mudah

Kau taburkan janji manismu

Kau buat dia percaya semua katamu

Selepas itu

Kau langgar semuanya

Jangan pernah kau tunaikan janjimu yang pernah kau tabur padanya dulu

Jangan pernah kau ada untuknya saat dia perlukan kau

Pergi menghilang di saat dia perlu kau

Muncul lah hanya pada saat senangnya

Bila dia ingin pergi

Kau rayu dia

Janji tak akan buat lagi

Kau ulangi berkali-kali

Bertahun jika kau mampu

Bila dia akhirnya sedar

Pasti cinta itu akan hilang

Pasti rindu tidak bertandang lagi

Pasti sayang itu takkan ada

Bila sudah tiba waktu itu

Hatinya mati

Hatinya tawar

Takkan ada lagi peluang untuk kau

Bila sudah tiba waktu itu

Jangan pula kau tuduh dia curang

Jangan pula kau tuduh dia mungkir pada janjinya

Bila sudah tiba waktu itu

Kau pula yang seharusnya sedar

Yang dia juga punya hati dan perasaan

Hati dan perasaan itu juga ingin dihargai

Hati dan perasaan itu juga ingin dipeluk saat jatuh hancurnya

Hati dan perasaan itu juga ingin merasa

Bahagianya bila tertunai janji manis dari kau

Kini

Jangan salahkan dia!

Jangan salahkan dia bila dia tidak mahu memberi peluang lagi

JANGAN SALAHKAN DIA!

(Elviera, 2015.08.18, 0249)

gud luck dear !

napa ? napa aku say gud luck ne ?? 
cuz my ex boyfriend .. (lihat imej di bawah ..muahaha ..) akan pergi ke perantauan untuk bekerja ..
jalan sda dea ne mlm .. :(
hurmm .. saya mengucapkan selamat gud luck la utk ddy (nick kmi do...lu haha) 
jgn lupa ea teddy bear mmy .. huu .. pa la ... hurmm .. i'm gonna miss you babe ...

..we used to love.. 

jaga diri d sna ea.. jgn buat hal , tu tmpt org .. jgn mw trepp ja .. kuikui ..
see you tym amek result nti laling .. papai .. <3 muahx! *smooch*

miss MY EX ! (3rd episode)

PAPA !!!!!! bby rndu papa !!!! bby sdey sgt skrg ne ... papa tw .. bf bby skrg ne cheat on me .. hurmm .. keadaan bgni la ne yg buat bby tmbh rndu ma papa .. 

papa .. u're the best jgk ... i want eu .. ari ne bby nmpk papa d tmpt keja papa .. papa pn nmpk bby jgk .. tp spt selalu .. kta buat x nmpk jgk .. hurmm ... papa ... i need eu so much papa ... i wnt to hug eu .. bby mw nanges ne  d plukn papa .. adeeiii .. i mish eu damn fuckin much papa .. i'm fuckin need eu ..

xda sda kata2 yg blh bby ckp skrg ne ..

papa tw .. bf bby yg skrg ne cheat on me .. i mean .. stupid isn't it ? hurmm .. xpa la .. papa tw jgk kn pa yg bby akn buat klu bf bby bgtu .. mcm papa x pnah kena .. hahah .. mish eu soo much ..

mish mw lempar phone papa msuk dlm laut .. ahaha ... adeiii .. miss that moment .. lucu la .. maen lmpar2 phone masuk dlm laut .. dgn simcard dea skali lg tu .. adeeiii ... 

pa ja lg bnda yg gila2 kta pnh buat ?? hurmmm ... ok2 .. we've been to **** party together .. hahah .. so gla owh .. kw sndri pun xtw kn yg party kta pg tu bgtu .. ahahha ... silly sndri wei ... hahah ... 

papa , u're like my UV protector .. u protect me from bad things .. all the bad condition .. whenever i need to be protect ... u're always be there for me ..how can i live without my immunity .. u're like one .. 

my life .. missing eu .. how come ak blh rndu kw smpi bgni skali ne ?? adeii ... aishhh ... knpa la ?? xpa la ..

ermm .. ada crita bru ne .. papa tw ka .. ada boy ne ska dgn bby .. hihii ... cute bha jgk bdk laki tuh .. kwn bby jgk .. hiii ... cute weii .. xtw la klu d mta org kn.. tp d mta bby .. dea cute .. aisshhh .. juz thinking about him make me smile ordy .. hahah .. that cute little creature .. 

LAST WORD FOR THIS EPISODE : SEMAKIN BYK PROB DLM IDUP BBY , SMKN BBY RNDU MA PAPA ...

WHEN WILL I SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN ??

WHEN WILL YOU TOUCH MY HEART AGAIN ??

miss MY EX ! (2nd episode)

hurmm .. rndu .. ilang sda ckit2 dr diriku memandangkn ak sda luahkn d blog ne . thanx blog ! love ya ! muah muah ! skrg ak blh fokus on tahir more . 

aku rasa ak b'salah dgn c tahir sbb ak rindukn kw . sepatutnya ak rndu dea . hurmm . wat to do ? the feeling cannot be resist hunn . wat else can i say ? we do things a lot together . eventhough our relationship is not so long . it's just for a year and half . so , whatever ! 

ok . i did mention yg couple phone tu kn ? yeah . it's so sweet . really sweet . the most expensive thing i've ever had . thank you . 

a lot memories remain in my mind . t'ingat blk . bukannya aku ingat pun . aku t'ingat . tu pun td pagi . tym ak write d blog ne . hurrmmm . 

setelah kejadian dan peristiwa couple phone tu , ak dikejutkn lg dgn 1 perangaimu yg ak x sngka2 .. selama ini klu kw dpn ku , kw diam . i mean , x telampau bising . skalinya tym kta smbut rya sma2 ari tu , t'kejut ak . bisingnya kw . ak pun t'kejut jgk bla nmpk kw smoke . ak sndri pn xtw yg kw smoke . xtw ne cmana ak x tw . huhu . pdhal kta slalu sma2 . mngkin sbb ak x pnh nmpk kw smoke dpnku . even tym kta hangout dgn kwn2 pun , kw x smoke . ntah . mgkin ak buta kot , sbb kazen kw ckp dgn ak yg kw mmg da lma smoke . haha . butanya adibah . 

tym ak tnya kw " since when kw merokok ne ?? " jwpn kw laen plk . kw ckp " sakit bha ak ne . " smbil pgang botol ubat batuk yg kw bru beli kat klinik . hah . apa la . ak tnya laen , kw jwb laen la plk . mw ja ak teriakkn kw , nsib baek ada kwn2 ak . klu x , mmg da lama kna jerit " kw pekak ka ?!!! " adeii . papa papa . ada2 ja . pekak nya . adeii .

urrmmm . ak t'ingat pulak moment yg kw call ak jam 3 pagi gara2 kw mw ak . haha . pa la . rindu kunun . SUDAH LA !! jgn mengada2 . bukan sekali ja kw buat bgtu , mw hampir tiap minggu . npa tiap minggu ? ea la . xkn la kw mw buat phone call tiap2 mlm ckp bnda yg sma . kw bukn jenis bgtu . ak tw . kw pun tw yg ak akn sick bila kw keep on saying the same thing . call jam 3 pagi . apa x gila , then siap ckp " bby , bsok jgn lupa ea . papa ambk . papa mw jmpa before papa pg kerja . papa rndu btul ne ma bby . " adeii . ak tw la . mmg pun kta jmpa tiap2 pagi before kw pg kerja . aishh . apa pnya boyfriend . mcm ja la ak ne pelupa . klu x ckp bnda bgtu , kw ckp ini " kac kosong jadual bby utk besok . besok juz for papa ja k . " ADOOIII !!! tlg la . kw ne pehal arh ??!! ak byk lg bnda mw buat dlm hidupku selain drpd m'buntut kat kw tiap ari ! I NEED SPACE !

ok . sumtym ak rsa ak xda 'me tym' semenjak ak idup dgn dea ne . tp , xpa la . ak happy jgk .

he's like a sugar daddy . he give me anything , everything that i want . but , the difference here is that i don't have to balas semua tuh . bila ak ckp " jgn maen bg ja apa yg ak mw . " kw juz jwb " biarla. " dan bila ak ckp " i'll pay eu back k . " kw akn jwb " no need . kw kn bini ak , buat apa mw byr blk , dah tanggungjwb ak . even kta blm kahwin btul2 , ak consider jgk kta sda kwin . eu know , i'm tryin to berlatih to have a commitment here . so, please help me ok bby . " 

elok la sgt . semua ak dpt , free ja . x pyh mw byr . cuba imagine . he's filthy rich babe , he's makin almost thousand a day . and of course , kerja yg dea buat tuh halal . dan yg pling murni psl dea ne adalah 60% pndptnnya dea akn bg kat mak dea . that's a good thing about him . nobody knows that . ak ja yg tw . sbb dea crita kat ak . even mum dea pn ckp kat ak . so , even d luaran dea nmpk mcm x blh harap and all bad things , he's good inside . only ak ja yg tw that good side of him .

LAST WORD FOR THIS EPISODE : HILANG SDA RSA RNDU KU KAT KW . HAHA . 

WHEN WILL I SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN ???

WHEN WILL YOU TOUCH MY HEART AGAIN ??

miss MY EX ! (1st episode )

ak rndu dea . why is it so ? sbb ak x ska dgn keadaan skrg . skrg ? pa yg jd ? ermm .. skrg ne byk bnda yg ak x ska jd . dlu , tym ak dgn dea . mesti ak happy . nothing to worry about . idup ak snang . happy ja ak . x sedey . mcm ak ne d voodoo or somthg like dat spya x sedey . i dun know . right now , i need him . i'm sorry tahir . but , i need my ex more than i need you . it's not that ak x syg kw sda . tp, ak prlu dea skrg .

dgn dea , ak bahagia . semua org ckp bgtu . ak snang , kwn2 ak pn senang tgk ak happy . x moody . best bha tym dgn dea dlu . skrg ne , we both move on .. on our own . ak doakn dea bhagia la dgn kehidupnnya yg carefee tu . ak crita la dgn kmu ea npa ak blh rndu dea smpi maen post d blog ne .

kmu tw ka . dlu ak dgn dea , ak snang, idup t'urus . x pyh mw pkir byk . even dea tu slalu menyakitkn ati ku . tp ak x pnah give a damn about it . sbb ak phm perangainya yg bgtu . dgn dea , ak rsa i don't hve to worry a thing . our relationship , a relationship yg langsung xda beban . even sumtym ak rsa bban dgn dea . but , overall , xda pa2 pun sbnrnya . 

tw ka npa ak prlukan kw skrg ne ? msti kw tw kn knpa . aduii . rindunya ak mw dgr kw pnya idea yg x msuk akal tu . haa . to think about it pun sda buat ak snyum . hurmmm . ak ingat lg bla ak mngadu dgn kw psl ada lelaki yg blik2 kacau ak d hp dlu . trus kw bg ak idea gila . haha . *****2 .. kw ne .. ada2 ja . ak kesedihan mngadu dgn kw . kw ska2 ja bg idea yg x msuk akal . apa pnya boyfriend ! huh ! tp kw slalu buat ak ktwa kn . apa ja perkataan yg kluar dr mulut mu tu . semua buat ak ktawa . even sumtym kw buat heavy joke dgn ak . tp ak dgn snang hatinya ktawa t'guling2 gra2 joke tu . 

ak ingat lg . tym kta jln2 dlu , kw trus tnya ak psl mandi wajib . hahah . tba2 ne . bkin ktwa . kw pun la 1 bha . sda kw tw ak mcm mna , kw tnya lg ak soalan . akibtnya , soalanmu yg pnuh curiosity tu d tmbh lg dgn muka mu yg pnuh dgn tnda tnya tu d balas dgn satu lg soalan yg memalukn dr ak . hahahahaah .. pdn muka . spa suruh tnya bnda yg pelik2 d otakku . 

ak mc ingat lg . first week kta sma2 , kw accident . pnya t'kjut ak . bru pas kw accident ja , blh ja kw call ak mngadu dgn ak psl sgala kerosakn dan kerugian yg kw alami . alaa . xpa la . sgala damage tu blh d baiki . sgala kerugian tu biar d tnggung . rather lose the money than losing your precious life dear . pastu kw mngadu plk dgn ak gra2 kw demam la apa la .. adeiii . p la klinik bha syg . kw kata kw maw ak . ak tw la kw mw ak . tp tym tu ak exam . xkn ak mw mnta kw pg ambk ak after ak exam ptg tu ? sakit bha kw tu . xkn ak pg rumah kw plk . apa plk family kw kata nti . xpayah la . ak doakn ja kw spaya sihat cpt . cukup la . hehe . sorry papa . 

lagi satu . yg ne ak pelik sgt . psl nick kta . biasanya psgn utk papa ialah mama . tp kta , papa - baby . haha . lucu owh . kata mw buat kelainan kunun . mw muntah ak bla panggil kw bgtu . papa papa . huhuu .. mcm pa . tp skrg , ak rndu mw panggil papa . baby miss papa soo much . merry christmas papa . kta jmpa ka tym christmas ne ? hurmm . p'janjian kta sda t'tunai . ne abes da big final ne . xpa la . x dpt jmpa christmas ne pun xpa . bla2 ja la . papa have fun ya . don't drink too much . i'm not by ur side to take cre of you when eu drunk . hurrmm .

miss tym kta have fun sma2 . kw la tu kn yg slalu bwk ak ke mna2 . adeeiii . miss that tym soo much . pling rindu tym kta smbut birthday sma2 . surprise party owh . d club lg tu . huh . kw tw ka . i even thought of leaving eu that tym kw tw . abes , apa ndak . kw skitkn atiku d hari yg spatutnya ak b'bahagia . kw mrh ak . bru mrh yg .. adeii . mw mnangis ak tym tu . d bentak lg . x pnah2 boy2 ak buat ak bgtu tw . klu ea pn marah jgn la smpi bentak2 . nseb baek kw x pkul ak kn . klu x , msti kta big fight ari tu . however , upa2 nya kw sgaja buat semua tuh sbb kw mw c happy ak tym ak sweet 16 ari tu . hurmmm ... love eu la papa ! haha . best la . thanx to the choc cake . love it ! dpt 2 choc cake utk birthday tahun tu . sweet surprise . sweet birthday . yg pling sweet la tym b4 mw 17 jun . in the middle of night , tym ak tgh happy smbut birthday dgn member2 kta after kw surprise ak . kw trus bw ak kuar . bwk ak pg tepi laut , sweet tmpt tu . memandangkn tu bkn kunak , tmpt tu mmg cntik  . alaa . klu mmg kta smbut sma2 d kunak pun ak x kisah . yg ak kisahkn , kw ingat ka x ak pnya birthday , t'nyata kw ingat . thanx a lot pa . appreciate it so much . 

hadiah pa yg kw slalu bg ak ?? hurrmm .. it's a secret between us kan pa ?? hahah .. adeii .. mw lg b'secret . tym birthday ak yg ke 15 , kw jnji ak kereta . haha . kereta la sgt . kereta mainan . haha . ada2 ja . then , tym birthday yg ke 16 , pa kw bg ak ?? hurmm . diam2 ja la kta . yg pntg bnda tu sweet . t'kejut ak kw bg ak tu . cntik owh .. cute . pndi kw plih . ak pkirkn kw ne x sweet . tp kw la yg pling sweet . 

bnda yg pling sweet kta pnah ada .. apa ea ?? COUPLE PHONE !!! ahahah .. so sweet ..  tym2 raya lg  tu ak nmpk .. ahahah .. bestnya .. hurmmm ... x sngka .. thanx ! 

last word for these episode : sorry x tmnkn papa jln2 d twu ari tu tym bby d twu . sorry pa . lve eu . 

WHEN WILL I SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN ???

WHEN WILL YOU TOUCH MY HEART AGAIN ???

kiss me

(translation of my current playin song in dis blog)

When did this begin, I guess the moment I first saw you
Every 1 minute 1 second, you keep coming onto mind
What are you doing.. Where are you now

Ooh baby

I see this I see that
I do this I do that
You keep coming into my heart, I seemed to have gone crazy..
You do know why my heart is like this.. You do know why I’m feeling like this

Day by day I look at you only and waits for you always
Until now you’re the only one I know and I will love only you
It’s a valuable moment even when I’m loving you
If there is no you, I do not want to do anything at all

Every single day when I open my eyes in the morning, I want to see you
In my present days now, I cannot live if there is no you
I want to hear that one sentence “I love you” though
Every day, I love you..Only you, I love only you, Just the two of us

Ooh baby..

Probably just by imagination, thoughts like ‘You are mine’
Can make my heart pound whole day long
I seemed to have gone crazy
I will run towards you..and confess honestly

Day by day I look at you only and waits for you always
Until now you’re the only one I know and I will love only you
It’s a valuable moment even when I’m loving you
If there is no you, I do not want to do anything at all

Every single day when I open my eyes in the morning, I want to see you
In my present days now, I cannot live if there is no you
I want to hear that one sentence “I love you” though
Every day, I love you..Only you, I love only you, Just the two of us

Struck for words.. Out of breath (out of breath)
Your two hands that is grabbing tightly of my shaking hand
I’m crying already.. Are you gonna confess to me now

Keep watching and guarding me always
If I cry because of you, you must hug me in you tightly
That’s the moment I sincerely wish for
No matter how I think, I won’t be able to believe

Every single day, guard by my side and look upon me only
Because I love you too much, you who treats me as a friend only
Will you say that one sentence that you love me now
Every day, I love you.. You love me only..

Shall we kiss?

SECRET (THE FIRST EPISODE..)

Yeah, I'm going to tell you a secret, are you ready ???

ok .. here's a big secret ..

but i want to reveal it anyway ...

you know it somehow ..

huu .. berantakan bhasaku .. x indah suda ..

x gramatis suda.. kata mama rasnah ..hahaha

ermmm ... here’s the big secret ...

mau ckp melayu la ..lma suda ak x ckp melayu neyh .. huuu .. maybe tuh la jgk one of the reason why ak x cemerlang dlm bhasa ibundaku sendiri kn .. I mix the languages and for somehow I’m not sure knapa ak x ble translate suma bnda yg ak ckp dlm bhasa melayu..begitu lah juga sebaliknya .. huuu .. google translate .. kwn2 ak pun ckp ayat ak ne tunggang tebalik .. susah maw pham .. and ak plak ckp .. bhsa ku x standing dgn level ak .. I mean .. yeah.. ak study d second best class kat skowlaku .. tp .. itu la .. x standing .. eyyhhh !!!!!

tp bukan psal ‘diriku ini google translate ‘ yg ak mw story dgn fellow readers …

ak maw crita psal ONE BOY ne ..

this boy .. stole my heart .. x taw cemana.. tp itulah yang terjadi …

budak ne .. ak gelar dea …sweetheart, my dear, booboo, abg, hubby, husband, smoochy, bread pudding, sweety pie, my chocolate cake , one and only .. huuhh .. byk la ..

cuba kmu kira .. lebih 7 kn nma panggilannya ?? hahah .. tuh la.. tp dea taw 8 ja nma panggilannya tuh.. 8 ja yg pnah ak gna straight dgn dea .. tp klu d blkg2 nya .. mcm2 la ak pnggil dea .. one of them yg d atas tuh la ..

to be honest.. sometym ak maki2 jgk dea ne .. atas sbb2 yg t’tntu la .. mcm … gra2 x bls msej, x mesej aku .. emo tetiba .. jeles x tntu psal .. psal bnda2 bgtu ja bha  .. hahuuu ..

hurmmm … apa lagi ak maw crita ya ..

owhh .. napa dea ne biggest secret … haaa …

npa ya ?? ak pn xtaw .. maybe cuz ..ntah .. haha .. xtaw plak ..

ak cuma ble jwb 1/4 question ja drpd berjuta2 soalan yg pnah dtg dlm kpala ku psal dea ne .. kmu pham ka ?? mksudku .. ak x dpt jwb suma persoalan yg pnah terlintas d fikiranku psal budak ne ..haha..budak..padahal tuak dri ak ..

dea sbnrnya x dpt memenuhi suma ciri utk mr perfect ku ..

bcuz .. mr perfect ku adalah .. huu .. seorg yg pnuh dgn nilai2 murni .. and .. x lupa .. he can play guitar .. haha ..

x taw npa tba2 gitar tuh ada dlm senarai .. tp … tuh la … mgkin gra2 ak slalu terpikat dgn lelaki yg men gitar kot .. haha ..

ermm .. ok la .. ne ja wat msa ne .. nti ak sambung g .. okay ??

next post ak akan reveal lagi … lebih jiwang lagi drpd episode 1 ne ..

oh ya .. “ EVERY WORDS HAS ITS OWN EXPLANATION .. SO DO MY ACTIONS “

LOVE EU  SWEETHEART … AWWWW … MMUUUAAAHHHH !!!!

wat does it all means .. huu .. t'ingat kat sumone ..

what a kiss means..((; Message:
What a kiss means....actually read the whole thing cuz its nice
+Kiss on the stomach = Im ready
+Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = I love you"
What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
--Advice--
+ Dont ask for a kiss, take one.
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.

hurmmm...

4th day of exam...

paper sejarah...

history 1 easy-peasy..

history 2...

soklan yg bagian esei 2 senang...

tp yg men isi2 tmpat kosong 2 yg ssah...

ak ngan dya x jwb suma...

esei ja yg pnuh kmi jwb...

c edi bg kmi jwpn psal ciri2 kepimpinan Nabi Muhammad S.A.W...

huhui....

dea p koyak 2 bku nota gla...

5th day of exam...

paper physics...

paper 1 ok2 ja...

blum gla lg...

paper 2 la...

mcm x b'jwab ja...

mmg gla la cgu fadilah 2 check paper kmi....

hikhik...

6th day exam...

ari yg paling gla....

ermm...

i mean...

paper yg paling gla among the others...

paper add maths!!!

hwaaa!!!

i dun have any idea of what i'm writing on the answer sheets...

huhu...

smpat lg calling2 tyme exam....

kunun mo ambk org..

skalinya org tgu tyme balik...

dea call...

dea kta mac lg dkat gram...

argghhhh!!!!

i'm tired of waiting!!!

i left him & best of all...

he lost me that day...

ak blk ngan c izwan....

luckily c izwan bru ja kuar dr gate skewl...

so...

i walked to home wif him....

hurrmmmm...

izwan2....

blum2 gak i get you...

hurmmm....

still in progress & never give up to get wit' 'chu....

hikhik....

at night....

call c mel...

x sbar tgu esok bab dea ada story utk ak...

psal dea...

so i called her and she told me the story..

a bit scared u noe...

mcm x mo jmpa dea ja bsok...

hurrmmmmmm....

scared gla....

7th day of exam....

paper engineering drawing...

start jam 9.45...

pagi2 da dpt breakfast...

kena mrah olh parent...

ermmm...

need 2 improve myself lot more...

pastu....

blum smpat jejak blok p'tdbiran...

sneak out from da school immediately...

dea pick me up....

went for a date...

juz for 20 min...

but hey!!

better larh drpd xda langsung kn???

plan for the day mo dtg lmbt...

cuz paper start lmbt gak kn...

kata mo p twu lae ikut dea...

tp...

dea mo p sndkn....

x jd la...

balik awl la...

paper start...

ada yg x d jwab...

ada yg d jwab tp x lengkap...

tyme d skewl bru ingat psal french curve...

adoiii....

bru sorg pun xda french curve, i think....

huhu....

tp...

apa2 pun....

ari 2 mmg agak epi la bab smpat lg ak date biarpun ada ckit rsa takut tyme dgn dea....

cuz of mel's story...

hahaiii!!!!

p/s : dun think negatively plak psal mel's story 2..

dea juz cta bout sumthing yg shocking...

never thought bout it...

stop thinkin' bout that shit, asshole!!!

8th day of exam...

paper pen. islam...

senang la...

blh la...

haha...

paper 2 start first...

ok gak...

paper 1 after that...

ok gak....

x la susah sgt...

bab da study ckit ngan c izwan...

adoii....

need to act a bit soft in front of him...

haha...

but...

i'm not acting plastic okay!!??

that soft thing is inside of me...

it's called soft side of me...

it's hard to keluar...

cuz i'm a bit of outspoken person and a bit of loud person...

so...

susah la bha kac kuar sisi lembut 2...

isnin ne...

paper chemist....

finger's crossed ja la...

huhurmmm....

ada date lg ari isnin ne...

not sure pagi atau after school...

so...

dun 4get to bring the sanitizers and brg yg sewak2 dgn nya...

hakhak...

i'm a 'hygiene' person okay?!!!!???