Back In Touch I

Hye assalamualaikum..

So for the post for this time .. ntah la .. ak sbnrnya xda idea sgt..so I was thinking bout telling u the basic  10 things about me .. I think .. but before that .. ak mau crita .. since ak ada mood mau crita ne .. psl ak pnya gay bestie.. actually after ak abs final ari tu .. ak sort of lost contact dgn dea .. after madir sibuk tuduh ak sama dea tu kapel .. haha .. so ..kami lost contact laa ..

But then recently I’ve just got a news from him.. saying that he’s doing good, jobless, waiting for graduate/convocation ceremony.. just helping his parents buat stor dkt rumahnya .. haha ..

And he said that my life is sengsara .. haha .. so honest .. u noe wat .. sbb itu la ak ska kwn dgn dea .. why dea ckp life ak sengsara ?? bcuz kmi mcm buat flashback la .. mcm trying to catching up things yg kmi tlepas share … sort of like that laa.. so ak crita la sma dea .. and he as usual .. dgr ja and bg pendapat nya yg sejujur-jujurnya ..

And yeah .. when I shared stories with him I feel safe enough, comfortable, grateful sbb ALLAH kurniakn kwn sbaik dea.. :’) its not that ak x feel safe and comfortable and grateful bla ak dgn c madir .. tp kwn dgn husband lain u noe..

When it comes to gaybestfriend and your husband..of course both of them are the best but vote will be more dkt gaybestfriend bcuz they sense a lot.. unlike husbands.. gay bestfriend aware sgt2 aware tntg their partner-in-crime..they really care about their girlfriend’s feeling.. u know.. hmm .. hard to explain laa .. bkn mau kc mnang dea ka apa .. tp .. u noe what .. why don’t you try .. why don’t you try to have a gay-bestfriend so kamu blh judge then..and u can faham then..

And since I got back in touch with him .. he doesn’t even change a bit..still treat me the same mcm hari pertama kami kenal.. still care,still funny, and of course..still gay.. haha .. tension brabis tu org sma ak sbb ak pnggil dea gay..

Malar dea ckp “ak bukan gay bhaa..ak suka pmpuan bhaaa” hahah .. sorry la bro.. u are more like gay to me .. not ur appearance or what but.. how u treat me tu yg buat kau dpt pengiktirafan terhormat dr aku..u are the second person on earth yg ak pnah panggil bgtu..

Hey Gay-BestFriend !

My New Obsession~~~

Hye assalamualaikum ..

This time mau kongsi pasal my new obsession which the Singaporean Youtube hits ; MunahHirzi !

Okay .. so .. how do I know them ? well .. I was back at Sabah. Tawau to be exact raya baru2 ne .. so I met my crazy brothers la kan .. so my old brother tu yg kenalkn ak dgn dorg nih .. first vid ak tgk from them is for the bulan bahasa 2012 . so lapuk kan . so ketinggalan zaman kan . but yeah whatever. Yg pntg aku suka . and ak just tgk ja la . and tba2 ja bnda tu jd trending between kami adik bradik . haha .

Which videos u ask ? emm . yg “sental lg!sental lg!x lawa tu x lawa je! xtau ke aku ni makcik tua nak duduk! Dah la duduk kat reserved seating!” haha . and yeah . ak hafal most of it ! from the videos dr bulan bahasa 2012 dorg, epic minahs #3, single ladies parody and run the world parody.

Okay . msti korg tnya apa ke bendanya dorg ni. So I google bout them(cuz I don’t believe my brother said yg dorg ni kononnya exchange student dr Singapore) and gooogle said dorg ne start jd popular tym dorg upload vid dorg about their 10 Dares. So the story goes on. Nak tau lagi ? GOOGLE LAHH!! Banyak cantek kau nak aku crita smua! Kau hengat semua benda yang kau nak akan dtg bgolek tanpa usaha ke? Jangan nak mimpi! Haha..

Lupa nak ckp yg Munah and Hirzi are bestfriend yg unseparable. I envy them!!! and dorg ada Hubab and Nadiah jgkkk :)

So..now.. ak teramat-amatlah obsess dgn dorg ni .. I search about them more and I follow them dkt instagram and like them on Facebook..stakat ni, tu je lah yang sempat..nanti mau subscribe dorg punya Youtube channel and follow dorg dkt Twitter plk..hewhew~~

So here are some photos of them..

And you know what ??? I LOVE THEM SO MUCHHHHH!!!!!!!

so .. don't forget to watch their super-creative-admiring work and their super spontaneous and humorous act in Youtube channel , follow them on Twitter, like them in Facebook and follow lah jgk kat Instagram klu dah obses mcm aku .. hewhew~~ oh and yeahh .. and dorg buat their 10 dares tu smpi international okayy .. they even went to MALAYSIA!!  :D *nampak x dah gilakn dorg sgt..haha*

Nobody Realize About My Existence

Haiii assalamualaikum… hahah.. lama x post kan..bz bha .. aii .. kununn .. hmm .. teda masa mau urus ne blog bbrapa weeks ne .. sbb ada blog baru yg kena urus .. hihi ..

Hmm .. for this time being .. ada la jg bbrapa update yg x smpat mau bgtau .. life routine changes a bit .. not so gradually but change juga la .. frequency ke library mbuat kerja dan research tu bertambah .. so .. emm .. yaa .. ak slalu la sda ke library .. slalu bertapa d ctu utk buat keja .. sbb my schedule for this semester x brapa pack except for Thursday so I think its better if that kekosongan and ke-free-an itu ak isi utk bertapa d dlm library dan buat research utk assignment dan kerja2 lain yg lebih patut .. hmm .. agak rajin jg la .. alhamdulillah .. hokhik..

Oke .. that was first .. enough la .. and lets go to the second one and the byk2 one .. well u know .. crita common laa .. bashing people here and there with my bestie .. haa my bestie skrg change a lot ! now she’s like more aggressive laa .. bila dea x ska dea akan straight forward says that dea x ska .. dea x mcm yg tym sem 1 ak kenal who is more diam and diam and diam .. she’s no longer that girl yg kau blh pijak sesuka hati .. she’s changed since last sem .. all thanks to that incident la yg buatkn dea semakin tegak berdiri .. hahah .. I like her whether she’s cool mcm tym part one or dea yg skrg .. ak x ksah ..

Ak mau crita satu la .. since ak dgn bestie slalu bdua ja dan bgerak ke mana mmg akn bsama specially when it comes about class ..and ak x brapa mau bgaul sgt pun dgn siapa2 sbb “less friend less stress and less shit” so yeah .. and that is fuckin TRUE man !! less shit .. but still annoyed dgn org sekeliling yg lack of kesedaran .. hmm .. hairan la jg kann.. pandai2 smua tp bgtu .. hmm .. ntah la .. malas mau ckp .. mnyinggungkn hati then trus blh jadi emo .. hahah ..

Oke so here’s the thing .. since ak slalu bdua ja and kurang bgaul .. so this sem I found out that I am invisible.. whether ak dlm kelas or not.. people won’t even recognize me .. haha .. so true .. I like that fact but.. it’s kinda hurt juga la bla ari tu ada classmate ne tnya .. so dialog dea mcm ni ..

        Classmate : diba dah ambk BCM blm ?

        Me : dah .. dah ambk dah last sem .. in fact kte ambk smua subjek part 2 last sem .. sma2 ngan               korg..skali kan dgn yg repeat tu .. ambk smua skali .. tp kena ambk OC lg skali laaa~ L

        Classmate : oh yee .. dah ambik OC ?

        Me : kena ambk lg skaliii

        Classmate : oh ye ?? klu nnti ambk OC ambk la dgn miss **** .. dea ajar ktorg last sem .. oke la                       dgn dia.. best ..

        Me  : haa.. tauu .. last sem kan kte satu kelas ..

        Classmate : oh yeke ? diba ade ek ?

        Me : hmm..ade laaa..

        Classmate : oooo … 

Faham tak apa yg ak nak sampai kan kat cni ??? nampak tak ?? and after that I said to my bestie “omg!!so slama ni dorg mmg x pnah sedar la yg aku slama ni satu kelas ngan korg??!!!mann!!!so ape la guna aku dok present psl reaction dkat lab BCM last sem kat dorg ??!!! dorg x nampak ehh???!!!omg!!seriously mannnnnn!!!” and my bestie was just like “ntah laa dorg tuu”

TO BE CONTINUED .. :')

Hello November~ :)

O la November! Hihi.. lama suda kan x update.. last update pun last month.. huhay!

Hmm.. let’s see apa last update..

Hah! Last update kita ialah ak mention yg ak miss someone kannn... huhuuu....

Okeoke..

Now it’s November..

Hmm..for this tym being, ak still on vacation lg..

Stay d twu..still...

Ada la last month tu ak pulang kunak..

For few days jaa.. spent my days fully d skola rendah..

And ada juga kembali ke sekolah menengah..tp tym sessi petang punyaa..

Itu pun gara2 temankn pingu p ambk sijil2 nya ..

Urmm..then, on the days ak d kunak..it was raining all evening..

Asal petang ja, start la dea b’tabiat.. hujannn...

Huuu..

On the same day ak teman pingu pg skola, ak pun pg umah bestie ak yg sorang nee..

Yg paling sowt.. amy.. haha...

She was suppose to pg national service(PLKN) bha tuu...but ada arahan dr kementerian pulak ;whom yg goes through form 6, kena buat penangguhan and go back to school!haha..

Punya depressed c amy..have fun sda dea d bagai budi tuu..skalinya pulak kena postpone..hmm..sbr ja laa..i noe how she feels..we’ve got the same fate..

But amy x pg form 6 balik..dea stay d umah..she said she got plan for her life..she wants to quit form 6..

Hmm...apa2 ja laa..yg pntg dea happy..i wish all the best for her..

Tym d umah amy, it was raining.. so we stuck there..

But then i’ve got text from budak gemukk.. ajak jln..

So, after negotiating dgn miza and amy..

I leave and jln dgn budak gemukk and janji dgn dorg that we’ll meet d pekan..

So, ak jln2 la sma budak gemukk.. stay dlm keta ja cuz it was raining..

It was a chaotic evening but things still under control..

I have fun eventhough hujan that tym..

After jln2 sma budak gemukk, ak pg restoran.. jmpa balik sma miza and amy..

Makan2, minum2..

Lapar sgt kann..haha..

Pastu pulang..

Tym pulang la paling haruu..haha..

Seperti biasa, bla ak pulang kunak, x sah klu ak x m’huru-harakan pekan  tuu..

After huru-harakan kunak dgn budak gemukk, ak smbung lg huru-harakan kunak dgn 2 ekor duchess tuu.. hahah..

Jalan kaki hujan2..huuu... paling best, perkara wajib yang harus di lakukan bila bersama miza..huhauuu!!paling masyukk punya aktiviti..

Everybody tkejut bila dorg nmpk ak pulang kunak..

Haha..ini taikotay!! Sda pulang!! Hahahahahaha....

Adii..perasan! hahah.. biasa laa..gua kn kakak kawasannnn...hahahahahah....

Gila kw dieybha..huhuhuhu...

Hurmm...

Memandangkan we already reach the November..

I am wondering about the result..

A big hurmmm...

I hope laa my result okeoke ajaa..

Another big hurmmm...

All i can do is only pray for the best.. *finger’s crossed*

Haaaaa~~~ panic at the disco btul ak bla pkir psal result..ahhhhhhhh~~~~

Gerigau gerigau gerigauuuuu !!! haaaa~~~~

Begegar joo lututttt~~~~

Aduyyyy~~~

Betrayal In Life

I don’t even noe wats goin on skrg nee ... suma jd celaruu .. everything .. relationship, family , friendship ... ak rsa d khianat jaa .. ntah laa ... 

Bf , kwn2 , bff , suma mcm tpu ak jaa .. ntah laa ..thats wat i feel.. honestly ..

Frankly speaking ,  ak rsa mcm ak mw pergi ja dr suma nee .. mls mw hdup d dunia yg pnuh dgn org yg sntiasa khianat .. hurmmm ...

Budak gmuk ari tu ckp dea xda awek .. tp ari tu ak nmpk dea bwk awek plk .. hurmm ... tpu ..

Kwn ckp they will stay wit me no matter wat .. tp dorg backstab ak .. hurmmm ..

He ckp he will love me n will never leave me .. tp npa sda brapa lama ak x pnah dgr crita dr dea .. no text, no phone calls, no poke, no wall-write, not even reply on mw wall post .. hmm ... rsa mw remove jaa relationship tuu ... ak xtw pun apa jd skrg ne between us .. hmmm ...

Hurmmm ...

All i can rely onto now is SD .. dea jaa .. ntah npa .. when bad things come , he will always be wit me .. no one knows me better other than him .. he cares for me when ak rsa ak xda tmpt utk bgantung .. tym org suma x pduli dgn ak , dea slalu ada ..

Knpa ? knpa dea slalu dtg tym2 ak sdiy jaa ?? dea xtw ka klu dea buat gni, ak akn rsa bslah and suma hal ne akn buat ak tmbh bharap dgn dea .. ak xmw jd kan dea skdr kwn ak tym2 ak sedih ja ..  ak xmw dea rsa gtuu and ak xmw buat dea gtuu .. ak slalu buat dea gtuu .. dea mcm x ksah pun ... hurmmm ...

Jgn treat ak tlampau baik bha SD .. ak x pnah layan kw sebaik ini ... ak slalu jht sma kw .. pliss...jht la dgn ak .. treat me equally as i treat u .. pliss ..


urmmm .. 


kmu pkir ak xtw ka yg kmu tu tpu ak ??!! eh ak tw laa .. kan ak sda ckp , i know things .. eventhough ak xmw tw bnda tuu, ak akn tw jg no matter wat ... hurh ... useless laa slama nee ckp .. forever ... kitai kw ja tuu ...tpu ja suma tuu ... urmmm ... mls laa .. 

ENOUGH WITH THE FAKE !

p/s : ne psl la ak bnci cuti lma2 .. byk bnda ak blh nmpk, blh tw, blh dpt tahu .. hurmm .. tp klu x cuti , x best pulakk ... hurmmm ... sda laa .. :'(

uL & the babiesS !

Ak ada kawan baru ! ooppss !! correction ! ak ada bestie baru ! my group baru is ....

BrothArs and siSTARs !

Atau slalu d pnggil

UL2 and UL2 babies !!

UL2 ne yg Brothers .. lelaki .. why UL2 ?? sbb nma dorg d blkg msti ada UL blkg dea .. dorg ne mula2 ada 4 org ja .. famie, mirin, jirul, sharul ... skalinya msuk 3 org .. fikhri , mac , KG .. dorg 3 org ne xda UL blkg dorg .. skalinya UL2 yg 4 ne baek la ltak UL blkg nma dorg .. fikhri baek punya nma d kc nma fakhrul ! machairey jd machairul ..hafizzie aka KG d kc jd kjuL ..  ahahahah !!! gla la .. msti kmu tnya kn npa tu famie and mirin xda pun UL blkg dorg .. ada.. kmu ja yg x nmpk .. cba tgk btul2 .. ada tu UL blkg nya ..

Hah ? x nmpk lagi ? aisshh .. mmg pndek la umur kmu ne .. ahhaa .. cni ak c tnjuk ! urgh . tu pun x blh nmpk.

Famie = abdul Rashid

Mirin = khairulamirin

Nah .. tu ada UL .. kan kan kan ?? heheh ... and .. that is why they are called the UL2 .. ada 7 org suma : famie, mirin, sharul, jirul, fakhrul, mac , KG ! 6 suma kn ? heheh ..

Now ! lemme story bout siSTARs ! my siSTARs ! J

siSTARs ne ada 4 org ja .. Erica, ainatul, miera, dieybha .. kmi ne .. bkn mw bangga dri la .. kmi ne UL2 babies .. hihi .. stands for kesayangan UL2 .. 4 of the UL2 ada partner d siSTARs.. mirin, jirul, famie and fakhrul ! heheh ... UL2 cares about siSTARs ! ea ka ? care ka ? care ka ea ? hahah .. that’s why la nma UL2 babies ne wujud .. huhu ...

best gla dgn dorg ne .. one thing yg mmg significant dgn kmi ada lah .. kmi akan sentiasa bersama x kira kemana .. kami ke tandas b’sama , bljr, mkn, tdur, and so on .. we will stay up till morning together .. we share everything .. we cry together , we laugh together , pnat together .. alah ! yg pntg sumanya la together bha ..

ne ak upload pic utk tatapan korg ..

bkn snang ne ak mw ltak gmbr dlm blog ne (of course bcoz of smthg shitx yg pnah jd dlu .but i upload it anyway ..so bullshitters , mind to copy my freakin fantastic photos so that you can use as a toilet paper !)

 

jan mw batabiatxx !!!!!

ada org ckp2 kwn ak .. n ak , oficially trasa jg klu kwn ak yg d ckp .. bcuz i consider they r part of me ..

hurmmm ... gni la .. snang ckp .. ak mmg x ska ne .. ak mmg x ska keadaan ne .. apa brg bha ne maen2 ckp blkg .. jan la .. aishh ...

ak blh diam lg smlm .. skalinya ak bca kmu punya post tu .. mention psl adab .. huh ! ak oke lae .. skalinya .. comment said " kta d klas , bkn d club "

ayat itu ja .. ak pns trus .. mw ja ak p bls komen kmu tu says " apa club2 ne .. klu x pnah pjak itu club, jan mw pndi2 ckp psl adab class-club sgala bagai .. apa kmu tw ? jan mw trepp larh .. prangai kmu mcm sial oke .. ckp2 gni .. bgs lae msuk club bt prangai sgala bagai dpd men tikam2 bgni .. bulan puasa bha ne .. jan mw pkir prasaan kmu ja .. org len pun ada prasaan la .. BULAN PUASA , KENA JAGA MULUT MINAH OYY !!!

ak sbar ja ne .. post ja d blog .. x dpt thn .. that is why ...

klu ak x sbr , mang lma sda ak redah men balas d fb ... ak still consider kmu kwn , that is why ak diam .. bising stakat d blog .. klu ak x consider kwn , mmg lma sda ak gerak ..

btw , apa ja la yg  buat kmu smpai kmu ckp gtu ? adab apa yg d bt smpi d ckp club ? hurmm .. dressing ? still b'lengan pnjang n bttup .. gaya kmi ? hurmmm ... kmi still jga batas .. so ?? apa ??

club ???? gua pantang bla lu ckp2 club ne ... jan mw batabiat sna arh .. klu x puas ati , ckp dpn2 .. jan smpi ak p pksa kmu bckap .. mcm sial dowh prangai ! betina btl !

terima kasih 'K.A.W.A.N'

serius la ak ckp . ak x blh mw maen kias2 bha . klu ak mw ckp , ak ckp ja trus . mnta maaf klu kmu trasa . tp trus trg ak ckp . buat masa ini, ak anggap kmu ne kwn xda gna !
sanggup kmu kn tgk kwn ssh bgni . snang2 kw lpas tgn gni . kw x sdar ka kerugian ngan malu yg kmi tpksa tanggung . oke . mgkin bukan kami . tp DEA . kmu x sdar ka perbuatan kmu yg SANGAT la BERTANGGUNGJAWAB dan BERTAMADUN ini membawa kepada 1000 'keuntungan' kpd kwn kmu . heissh ! pnat kias .
cni la . maen straight 4ward seja la ..

kau memang tiada guna ! shit kw bha ! sial ! x penah2 ak jmpa org mcm kw ! kimak kw bha ! kw mmg btul2 la manusia pling manank sial nya d dunia ! arrgghh ! sakit atiku ma kw bha !

bgni la kwn .... mmg bgni caranya klu bkwan .. okeoke ! bgni kn cranya kta bkwan . oke ! pham sua ak rntak mu . aku ikut caramu . oke kawan .

i'm killin eu slowly .

Hatred comes from the heart; contempt from the head; & neither feeling is quite within our control.

PENJELASAN !

penjelasan untuk beberapa hal antara aku dan org laen .

Adibah Adrianna & SD

nothing serious really . have you watched the movie “No Strings Attached” ? kmi mcm tu . mnggunakn ssama sndri utk kpntgan masing2 . plus, ak snang bla dgn dea . it’s like magic . hilang prob ku . he knows how to make me laugh . right when I want to slap him for his naughtyness, he make me laugh and feel like want to make the moment last forever . I never fell in love with him . aku juz suka dengan dea . suka hangout. and yes! panggilan kmi mcm couple. but, we’re not. and I don’t know if we are. nanti la aku tnya dea ya apa sebenarnya kami ne. hehe .

Adibah Adrianna & Scooterist Madyer

xda pa2 jg. kawan2 ja. kenal bulan January. but then, friendship kmi hancur lebur bln lalu. means on April. aku pun xtw apa punca sebenarnya persahabatan kami hancur lebur. aku x penah harap bnda ne jd. dea kata dea jealous la ma BossQue Paling Poyo la, x blh trima la hubunganku dgn SD . hey nigga ! kau apaku ouh mw jeles and x blh trima apa2 yg aku buat ne ??!!! urrgghh ! fuckin nigga ! napa aku panggil kau nigga ne ? cuz I feel I want to ! tension gla aku dgn kau ne . xpa. aku redha jg dgn apa yg jadi dgn persahabatan kita ne. aku harap kau bahagia la dgn semua yg kau buat. carik la keja bgus2 . kau jg yg snang klu kau ada keja, byk duit. mcm SD , he’s improving. xkn slamanya mak bapak kta tanggung dri kta.

relationship d fb ? ya. mmg ada relationship d fb. dlu. Engaged . tp semua tu main2 ja. nick kmi : papa-baby. xda pa2 jg tu. nothing happen. JUST FRIENDS ! USED TO BE friends !

Adibah Adrianna & Putra Saiko

dea..dea..dea..apa ya? an ex ? a hubby ? dunno. kwn biasa ja kali. aku pun xtw. we used to be together. and those time are the sweetest time. he loves me really. but something happened and I can’t accept it. aku menghilangkan diri dari dia buat 4 bulan. aku betul2 x blh accept apa yg jd. betul la katanya, bla kta syg org tu, jgn syg dea spenuh hati, simpan sedikit kebencian agar bila nanti sesuatu jadi, kta xkn kecewa.. dan sekarang, aku kembali menunjukkan diriku sendiri. I unblock, he add. we’re friend back on Facebook. and the rest is history.. aku sendiri xtw d mna titik letaknya hubungan kami ne.

siapa lae kmu mw tw ? btau ja . aku explain . lu tnya , gua jwb ! :D

W.H.A.T.T.H.E.F.I.S.H ?! (eps 1)

BEWARE OF DOGS !!!

HE’S DANGEROUS !!!

hurmm … fuckin crazy lerr .. honestly, for this tym being .. ak laparr .. haha .. but at the same tym ak PANAS GILA BERAPI RASA NAK SIAT2 JE KULIT ORG TUH ! HUH !!

statement di atas .. saya tujukan buat EX-rakan saya yg whom I thought baek.. hurmm ..

ne apa kes ne ? cecite2 …

ne.. ada la sorg makhluk tuhan ne.. hamba ALLAH la katakan.. yg ak da anggap mcm family sndri since ak skola rndh g.. ak rsa la kn.. ak xda buat slh pa2 bha kat dia ne.. ak only did the good deeds towards him.. ak xtw napa dia sanggup buat bgni kat ak ..

dia bkn buat gni dgn ak ja.. dgn kwn2 yg laen pun dia buat gni.. aisshh.. ntah la .. ak xtw la apa jg yg dea mw ne.. ntah la .. dpt duit kali dea kn klu dea buat gni .. S.A.K.I.T.J.I.W.A.K.A ???

1)   dea buruk2 kn ak.

ne ak x kisah sgt la .. dea pg ckp dgn kwn ak yg ak da .. ok .. ak straight forward ja la k .. SORRY KLU KASAR SGT..  hey ! da ada amaran kn b4 enter this blog . so, WTF ? ade ak kisah ?? back to the story .. dea ckp ngan kwn2 ak and even my ex yg ak da have sex dgn my ex dlu .. eeuuhhh !! apa ne ????? and then dea ckp lae yg ak have sex ngan ex ak tuh kat oil palm mill !! WHAT THE FISH ???? oil palm mill ??? xda kelas ok! tlg skit! pukimak babi kaw! lakhanat tul punya manusia! dea ckp dea nmpak, dea lah saksi kpd perbuatan terkutuk ak ngan ex ak tuh! ddaaaaaa ???? tlg skit ! ak x penah nak have sex kat palm oil mill ! what the hell yg kw ckp ne ?? mw ktwa tguling babi ak dgr bnda tuh .. ahha ..kw punya dick la tuh yg have sex , jaggin so hard dgn palm oil tree tuh ! *MIDDLEFINGER UP!*

2)   dea buruk2 kn bestie2 ak jgk.

ne lagi la satu hal . wat the fish jgk ! adlin, farah, nadia, joe da jd mangsa kpd manusia gila ne. psl adlin dgn nadia tu. kw ckp dpn2 ak kn ? kw jgn mw tpu larh! ak mc ingat lg. mmg la ak ne plupa, tp klu psl org bruk2kn kwn2 ak specially bestfriend ak. ak xkn lupa. oh yeah. btw, dorg da tw pun yg kw buruk2kn dorg . ak yg bgtau. so, kw mw buat apa kat ak ? x tkut pun . manusia mcm kw yg suka putar belit cerita ne xkn pnah nak bjaya lama2 kat dunia ne .. apa lagi d akhirat . tlg skit . tduh la lg yg bkn2 . FUCKIN CRAZY LA KAU NI LELAKI!! BODOH TAHAP PETALA KELAPAN!

3)   dea tduh ak pulak !

apa ne ??? napa ne ??? ak yg xda kena mengena dgn hidup kau yg menyedihkan tu pun kau nak tuduh? apa ? kau ckp ak plk yg pegi sebarkn bnda yg bkn2 psl kau? tlg skit. apa ak dpt bla buat bgtu? even dpt 1gazillion dollar pun ak x mw la weyh . buang masa ak ja nak buat dosa. dosa ak da berbakul ne. buat pa nak tmbh lg? ckup2 la ea. stiap hari ak buat dosa, tp xmw nya ak menambah dosa dgn cara m’buruk2 kn kau. semua tu miscommunication je.. plus, utk apa jg ak bruk kn kau? motif ? yes. even ak skit ati ngan kw, tp ak x pnah ada niat maw buat gtu. xpernah! not even in my life! so, jgn la mw buat spekulasi murahan kau yang x b’asas tu ! KITAI !

4)   dea perasan dowh!

ahha! x penah ak jmpa org mcm ne tw! prasan tahap gaban babe! ada ka patut dea ckp yg ak ne ska plk ma dea? hey! noted here. suka yg dea ckp tuh means ska a.k.a jatooh chenta ! tlg la . not even in my dream. so, what? ak rapat2 ma kau maknanya ak ska kw la??!!! so, ak rapat ma syahmie, mimie, and the rest of my guys friends tuh ak ka dgn dorg la jgk ?! yes! ak mmg ska dgn dorg. ska b’gaul. ska b’kwn. and bukannya ska nak mengawan! mcm kau! uurgghhh ! sakit ati ak la bla ingat kw ! ak x ska la org yg prasan gla babi mcm kau! tlg la! AKU TAK PERNAH NAK SUKA KAT KAU EVEN KAU ADALAH LELAKI TERAKHIR YANG ADA DI MUKA BUMI NI! sanggup mak jd anak dara tua tak kawen2 sampai mampos drpd nakkan kau lelaki oi! urgghh! tlg la ! fucking hell !

hurmm . ok la . da pnat ne tmbh dosa. nti ak akn post episode 2 and so on . next tym k .

ne skadar mw lepas skit ati ja . org ckp, x baek simpan . nti tmbh truk . so, ak crita la kat cni.

THERE ARE NO STUPID QUESTIONS, JUST STUPID PEOPLE!

kenapa ne ???

HEY ! wassup ! waitin for tomorrow , and I’ll be leavin !

wee~ x sbr sya mw tnggalkn tmpt ne bha . buhsan sua .

ngee~ sya mw komplen satu bnda ne .

wui . x than ak d c bgni bha !!! xku suka d c bgni . jan bgni bha! tlg la ea .

lyan la ak bgus2 bha . sjak bla ak x lyan kw bgus2 ne smpi kw buat bgni ma ak ?

aisshh . x pnah2 ak rsa bgni . npa jua ne ? klu ada smthg wrong, btau la.

kta bincang bgus2 . bkn bgni. ari tu kw ada ckp kn sbb kw bgni , I thought bnda ne sua settle. skalinya , lngsung xda ! mcm x settle . ok fine ! klu kw xmw contact ma ak lg, ak x kisah. tp, btau la .. jan buat org bgni .

laen2 ak rsa . maybe kw xtw yg ak ne jnis org yg xska lose a friendship . it feels like hell !

I’ve did wat eu want , I’m willing to do anything as long as it can heal our friendship !

ak x blh gni trus bha . aisshh . laen ak rsa . tlg la .

x tenang ak . ssh ati ku sbb kwn ku ada yg bgni ..

saya x berani ! huu

 SD  is back . but , I ignore him . Cuz I’ve got chubby .

Sebenarnya blh ja ak hangout dgn SD .. tp ak tkut dgn chubby . ak xtw knapa ak tkut dgn dea . maybe since kejadian ak dgn ajai ari tu . what ? apakah yg tjd d “kejadian ak dgn ajai”? hurmm . lemme tell ya .

kejadian aku dan ajai

ari tu ajai update status FB .. dea kata mw blik kunak .. trus ak komen la .. ak kata “nah .. ada la ne laek d nmpak muka c ajai ne mnjalar d pkan ne .. hahah” then dea reply larr .. “ea..jln2 kta dibah..kw tgu ak sna..” trus ak bls blik “bha2..d tgu kw..hahah” d bls nya plk .. “ea..alert2 la hp mu..tgu ak msj..hahah..”

ak pkirkn c ajai maen2 ja .. skalinya btul2 dea msj .. t’ingat plk ak yg dea mmg ada jnji dgn ak dlu..dea ckp klu dea blik kunak, dea bwa ak jln2.. nah.. rupanya masih laek d ingatnya janjinya tu ma ak..ngee~~ *giggle*

jd mw d short storykan..ak btau la c madir ne yg ak mw jln ma c ajai.. skalinya, mrh plk dea ma ak.. aik! marah.. d teriak2nya ak..dea ckp “saya tidak suka bha!!saya tidak suka klu gupren sya jln dgn laki laen!!” mak aih..bingit telinga ak..huh! trus low plk voicenya, dea ckp “cuba pkir klu kwn2 papa nmpk bby jln dgn laki laen..apa dorg ckp?” hurmm..

aku xtw la.. mls sua mw pkir.. sentap ak d teriakkn bgtu..diam2 trus ak..trus aku ckp “ea la..xla aku bjln ma c ajai..”

nduk kcian c ajai..skalinya tym dea blik sndakan, trus dea msj ak.. he says “salam dibah..blik sua ak ne p sndkn..hurmm..next tym .. mcm xda rzeki ja kta ne mw jmpa tw .. L”

alala .. smileynya tuh.. buat ak pilu ja .. cian c ajai ..bkn apa .. ak ne jenis org yg, klu d ajak jln, ak ikut ja .. sda kebiasaan bha.. dr dlu laek .. ermm ..

nah … start tym tuh .. tkut sua ak mw jln2 ma sapa2 .. klu mw jln pun, ak btau dea juak .. hahah .. penakut ..

tp sjak kblakangan ini, ak mcm rebel ckit .. jln ke mana2 , x pnah btau sua .. jarang mw btau .. unless dea yg menanya “bby d mana ne?” bru ak mw m’btau .. hee .. sakit hati saia! dea ari tuh kedapatan b’jln x m’btau ! nah! ngam2 saia pun x m’btau ! elok la sgt ! ngam sua kta .. bgni la ne keadaan nya ..

skrg ne, SD slalu text ak.. says “d mana kau ? jln kta ?” .. nah .. slalunya ak trus m’jwb tuh .. “d umah ja ne.. bha .. yuk la.. ambik ak d bagiang skrg..cpt!” tp skrg .. ak x bls pun , klu bls pun ak tpu ja dea .. kata ak d twu la, d kk la.. hurmm .. takut ak .. itu ja .. ak xtw knapa .. tkut ak dgn big panda .. ahah..

jd , skrg ne kesimpulannya .. peratus utk ak mw nakal2 atau mw buat scandal laek adalah 0.00% !!! dan kemungkinannya adalah maximum than tipis apa ? ah. itu la tuh . lngsung teda. ak x blh maen2 pun . even d fb gurau2 , teda2 . x blh sua . hahah . cian dba. :p 

this one for CHUBBY ..

i'm brokenhearted cuz of eu ..

and .....

comeback!

assalamualaikum … hehe

bagi salam pulak ..ngee~~ lma sua sya x blogging kn .. mw sbln lebih oww .. huu .. busy bha.. kerja , pa lg sya sntiasa bergelut dgn masalah server yg teramat lah lembap nya sehinggakan mw buka facebook and blog ni pun x dpt .. huu ..

        satu benda yg slalu sya tgk since sya x blogging and bubuh post2 baru ialah rating sya x naek .. ahah .. kesian sya .. yg bkin rating naek cuma psal drama korea sya ja .. huu ..

        hurmm .. semenjak lma sda sya x update2 cerita d blog sya ne kn.. byk sda yg tjadi ma saya .. antaranya ialah SAYA KEMBALI SINGLE !!! hahah .. sukanya .. :D

        kembali single .. my life’s so great ! I <3 it! x pernah ku rsa hidup bahagia sebegini .. bak kata pepatah lirik black eyed peas “I’ve had the time of my life .. And I’ve never felt this way before .. And I swear this is true..” lalala~~

        ringan ak tw .. even b’kilo2 beratku naek … hahah.. ea weyhh .. true bha.. berat aku naik mw 10kg.. huuaaaa!!! mw gla ak tgk penimbang tu..ak trus mnjalankan diet berat!! miahahah!! tym berat mw mmpus bru mw diet..hihi..buduh kan .. haha..

        apa lg ea yg tjd ma ak..hurmmm….. *thinking*

        ahh~~aku dpt kwn baru … geng rapat baru ..ngee~~~ namanya adey .. hihi .. nmanya madir bha , tpi mw juak dea d panggil adey .. hih~ mw jgk! ngeee~~

        he’s a big guy with a …. ermm… big heart?? hahah. xla .. he’s a big guy with a scooter .. maybe ak x penah mention psl owner miss pucca kan ? alaa… mmg x penah pun, haha! penah ckit g msuk post tpi x siap post tu.. save as draft, last2 langsung x publish pun .. hihi.. pemalas pnya prangai kan .. x sepenuh ati tym type..

        ok ! back about owner miss pucca..miss pucca ne kereta..kancil.. hihi.. dea la ownernya .. tpi sua dea jual.. mw lupakn masa lalu kunun.. huhu.. pa2 ja la.. support ja la.. huhayy~

        he’s great so far.. hubungan kmi pun turned out so great all these while..eventhough MESTI tu tiap minggu kmi gduh.. haha.. IT’S A MUST! huuu.. sya ska gduh, mrajuk ma dea .. sbb dea ska pjuk sya .. hahah.. *tpksa la tu pjuk aku*

        huuu … stop talkin bout him! enough! ckp bnda len plk..ok .. currently, I’ve been busy m’beli sgala num pin d BSN .. hee .. apply for UITM pra-diploma and IPG .. abbess duit sya ! hihi .. xpa la klu abis demi masa depan yang insyaallah menjamin msa dpn yg lbih cerah .. amin ya rabbal alamin..

        hurmm .. wat else ea ? hah ! my current job.. aku keja ngan mummy ak smntra menunggu result kuar.. huhu.. gaji pun blh la.. blh la utk support kperluan ne.. x kisah la.. yg pnting x buhsan bambong d umah.. tp buhsan gak bha keja ak ne.. duk d pjbt spnjg ari.. kdg2 langsung x buat apa2.. last2, ak on facebook, sumtym blogging, download lgu, watch vid d youtube, kdg2 ada gak tyme nya ak ttdur d pjbt..hahah~

        tapi klu sda sibuk.. nah..d c2 la dea.. smpi skit blkg bdpan dgn laptop..huhayy!! pnat nya tuhan klu byk kerja.. skalinya klu xda keja, langsung xda.. habuk pun xda..

        hurmm.. sok result kuar sda .. mudah2an la result ak bgus bha .. amin ya allah amin .. huuu .. k la .. new post coming!! 

PINGU has confessed . MULDER confused .

tekejut semua org . ak x heran pun . sbb ak mmg tw . yg ak shock kn ialah dea sda dpt kbranian utk confess bnda tu dpn semua .and the question is . dr mna dea dpt keberanian tu ? dia ckp . dea dpt keberanian tu dr ak . wah . bangga ak . haha .

PINGU !!!

GUA TABEK LA SAMA LU SYS !! HAHA . 

berani owh kw mengaku . hikhik . aku x pnah ada keberanian buat begitu unless org yg ak ska tu mengaku kat ak .

arrgghh . miss kmu suma oredi . hurmm . semua rsa terkilanku ilang da kat kmu wei .

mkn dlm ne brg !

kepada sesiapa saja yg membaca . aku minta maaf kat kmu klu kmu terasa . tu kw pnya hal la mw trasa ka x . ak x ckp psl kw pn sbnrnya . so , jgn nak gatal kn otak dan perasaan kw utk sentap2 k .

tlg la . kw sdar la dri kw tu . kw ckp2 org kw pkir kw tu da bgs sgt ka .

lagi 1 . ne org ne . tekilan sgt la ak kat kw . km lyn kw bgus2 . kw buat bgtu plk kat km . apa slh km ? km tw la kw ada life laen . ada kwn laen selain km . tp tlg la . ak ckp la awl2 arh . jgn mw jnji2 klu x d tepati . tiada org suka owh klu perangai bgtu . jd jgn d buat . ati2 bila bercakap . dan berfikirlah sepanjang-panjangnya sebelum berkata-kata . 


kw kn lelaki . aku layan kau bagus2 arh . apa laek salah aku sampai kau buat aku begini . kw badmouth ak . alah . bkn stkt ak ja . kwn2 ak skali pn kw badmouth . kw jeling2 kwn ak . even dorg mw try rpt2 dgn kw . eh . kw dgr cni arh . kw pkir kw tu sepa ka . mcm kw hensem sgt . mcm kw hebat sgt kw buat bgtu . we used to be friends bha kn . and yg last skali ak ingat lg . kw start renggang dgn ak after kw pnya girlfriend pnya cemburu pnya psl . aisshh . itu girlfriend lg pnya psl . mls ak . biarla .


aku tau ini semua dugaan dalam persahabatan kita . ya la . masing2 mw naik kepala . mw ikut perasaan sendiri . xpa la . aku sabar ja . pa2 hal ak lepas dlm blog atau fb ja . so , klu kmu trasa dgn setiap kata2 yg ak post . aku minta maaf . ak x ska org sentap2 ne . plus , ak x ska jgk pndam2 perasaan ne . nti sakit .  


ari ne . ak cerita psl kmu dua . ne sbnrnya blm abes lg luahan ati ak yg terkilan sgt dgn perangai kmu ne . xpa la . nti klu ak x ble thn lg , ak luah lg . 


ADIOS !

unforgettable ..

27 august 2010

could be an unforgettable date for me .. for the first time ever in my life , ak b'buka posa ngan kwn2 ak .. my besties ..
owwhhhh ... wat a gud day and a gud tyme i had ...
best gler ... thanx to everyone ...
dr pkerja restoran , tuan punya restoran , anak tuan punya restoran , wife tuan punya restoran , kawan2 ak .. suma larr ...
thanx sesangat .. mknn dah la sedap gler .. tmbh lg dgn keceriaan dan sebagainya .. huh .. tambah hepi ak ...
thanx sesangat ...

next planning ....

- steamboat
- rayear b'sama
- picnic
- SPM!!!!!
- vacation ..
- PLKN baby!!!

ucapan terima anugerah ak ari tuh pas gaduh ngan angah .. huhu ... haru glerr uollzz ..

22 august 2010

ak rilek ja skrg ne . ak xkn menyesali pa yg t'jd antra ak & angah . sbb ak taw . bnda ne xkn b'than lma . smakin ari smakin ak rsa ak smkin muak dgn drama yg dea wat . dan ak taw . ak mc ada c thr . td sda angah kol , ak kol c thr . dgn slamba ja kmi mc ble ketawa & mrncg msa dpn kmi . mgkn law ak xda c thr / c thr emo jgk tem 2 . mgkn ak pun emo jgk skrg . tq thr sbb lyn ak dgn pnuh kc syg . sntiasa bri spnuh kepercayaan & kebebasan kat ak . c angah da mnta maaf . ak mls mau ckp pa sbb lau ak ckp x jgk ak d dgr . ak biarkn ja suma . pa pun ak b'trima kc kat kaw angah sbb wat ak lbih kebal dr yg sblumnya . & skrg sptinya xda pa yg blh pengaruhi ak . ak btrima kc kpd suma yg support ak slama ne x kira ssh snang . ak mc ble tsnyum & bgmbra dgn pa yg blaku kat ak krna kmu . tq sgt2 .

juz so u to noe ...

MyCommentSpace.com


MyCommentSpace.com


MyCommentSpace.com