irreversible ..

You want to leave but I keep holding your leg
I hang on to your arm that pushes me away
You can’t decide what you want, you just humiliate me
There’s not even an untainted, empty place left, only bad blood flows through my body
With a short breath as always, you walk away so easily

Kill me or love me
One of these two
Even if I’m tired, become exhausted, I beg again, once more
You push me away once more
1 second, 2 seconds, 3 seconds, 4 seconds…
If this is the things are, then I want to die

Lie, don’t lie, don’t lie
I hear everything as a downright lie
I get pushed to the edge
Lie, don’t lie, don’t lie
There is no happy ending to this story
There is no “just let go of you”

“Tick Tick” the moving needle is piercing my heart, it makes me cry
Why did you turn me into this, why did you make this irreversible
Everything you say is a lie and lie
After all, I grab and onto you
To the point where I am unaware of the pain inside me
I fall because I can’t even get broken and crushed anymore 
Only black tears are flowing, it became a knife and got stuck in my ears
Your short breath, and poisonous steps, again…

Kill me or love me
There is only one choice
Even if I’m crying, yelling, begging, pleading, you once more walk away

1 second, 2 seconds, 3 seconds, 4 seconds…
I want to die inside you

Lie, don’t lie, don’t lie
I hear everything as a downright lie, I get pushed to the edge
Lie, don’t lie, don’t lie
There is not happy ending to this story
There is no “just let go of you”
“Tick Tick” the time is once again moving, flowing, its shaking my heart, and shaking me
Your words which run towards the end make me come to this point
Everything you say to me is a lie and lie