act like nothing is wrong

Am I supposed to laugh...
as if nothing's wrong
Each day passes by...
as if nothing's wrong

Hey, I haven't called you in awile.
I just called to say i'm sorry,
and for that I'm even more sorry
Honestly,I don't have anything to say,
So I'm just babbling
I was wondering how you have benn
"What do you want?You're drunk again aren't you?"
I don't want to hear it again
so i try hard to sound okay
You've become mute on the other side
Because of the random things i'm saying

What's so great about my crooked pride
(I want to run to you but still...)
It's so hard,but i try to act cool,
as if nothing's wrong
(If I could get rid of this affection
If I could get rid of this hatred)
Ma dear do you know you're all i have
I realized too late i'm sorry ma boo...

Am I supposed to laugh...
as if nothing's wrong
Each day passes by...
as if nothing's wrong

As if nothing's wrong
As if nothing's going on...
Memories of you i once traied to erase
Are starting to grow on me.

I need you,come back
I want to tell you truthfully
My heart's heavy fallin
Where are you
I can never forget our first date(Why?)
Your birthday is still marked on my calendar
Oh no I don't believe
People are saying my laughter has died
There was a familiarity like long lost friends
We used to talk on the phone all night
How we have so many things to say back then
How are you doing
The promises I weren't able to
keep still clings to my heart
I worry about you a lot
I wonder if you stay awake at night like I do
and i feel sorry once again

You said it yourself
"You're too mean"
What's the problem?
I'm still trying to figure things out
Like an idiot my regrets came too late
(Where you at?)
If you leave what am i supposed to do?

Am I supposed to laugh...
as if nothing's wrong
Each day passes by...
as if nothing's wrong

As if nothing's wrong
As if nothing's going on...
Memories of you i once tried to erase
Are starting to grow on me.
You're not different from the other guys
Why are you talking back everything you said before
Your future was more important to you
I did everything your way.
What do you want from me now?

If i say it I'll be the bad guy.
Why don't you just call me a liar
I'll hang up now and pretend I didn't hear that

You don't know the nights
I've spend contemplating
You're crying because I say "Goodbye"
This song ïsn't even half of my sorrow..